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a post on girls' hatest thing

have u guessed it correctly? im going to talk about menses today. hee hee

i seriously hate menses! especially when it stains ur pants, jeans, bed or whatever shite.. i've gotten a few times already. and i gotten it again today! and worse, when i was at work!! damnit man.. i tried to clean my pants but it got worse, coz it got onto my panty. what the shite

the problems with having menses is i can only wear dark colour bottoms, i have to keep a very straight position while sleeping (and confirm will end up with a achy back in the morning with lots of bones to 'crack'), have to keep praying and hoping that it will not stain, etc etc.. cant think of anymore for now

im a bit envious of those girls whose menses only come like 2-3 days and there's super little of it only. just a bit envious coz they might have some illness, thus like that.

when i was in secondary sch, i detest going out when my menses come. and i know my friends dislike me for that. not dislike la, but they think im crazy. they say i need to medidate at home when my menses is here. hahahah.. thats quite funny

but i really hate to be caught in a situation when my bottoms get stained. its really damn gross and i just want to be transported back to my house immediately.

when i'm out, i'll try to avoid sitting down in trains or buses especially if i havent change my pad, to avoid it getting stained. standing up is the best.

anyways, i lost tons of blood today. real lot. in forms of jellies and liquids. ;) i lost some 'flesh like' thingy too. and i really dunno what's that. and i really think it'll be very gross to take a pic of that and post it up. i think i might be banned from blogger. i guess it's the first time i visited the toilet for so many times in just 9hrs..

the only thing i love when my menses are coming is my breasts get bigger. hahahahahahaha! shiok la

i feel damn clean after a bath everyday. with clean panty, a new pad and a redless butt. my butt gets itchy on the 2nd day of menses. quite often actually ):

tiring but satisfying week

fri: had OB till about 930pm. felt so loved when darling came to pick me up :) before going to darling's house, we dropped by macs and bought 20pc nuggets coz i had a craving for them. i was freaking hungry! once we got to darling's place, darling's parents asked if i've eaten. and they immediately started preparing beef beehoon soup for me, at 10+pm! i was so touched. stayed over at darling's place.

sat: fabian came in the morning coz they had a soccer game. so they send me back home first. sch from 2-740pm. darling came to pick me up again. back to his place for dinner. after dinner, went to darling's dad's office to help out for awhile before going to the airport to send one of darling's friend off to scotland. popeye's chicken for supper. was damn full man! stayed over again.

today: sch from 10 to 330pm. darling waited about 2hrs+ for me to go home together, and he bought 8 bottles of rose tea for me! i was shocked and happy, coz he knows that i love the tea a lot! :) and he had to handcarry it back to my place (plus a very heavy bagpack), without wanting me to help him. ♥ ♥ darling*

dinner was at mushroom park with my family. freaking expensive for a mushroom steamboat set meal. but food wise was pretty nice. yum yum! ntuc trip and back home.

i love the plain o doughnuts from prima deli. especially when it's freshly made. damn shiok! i had 2 today. woo lala

going to my aunt's office to help out tmr. boss not in shiok! but cant use internet or msn, DAMN

i'm so greedy! (;

right now, i feel like eating:
hokkien mee,
lormee,
fried rice,
satay,
double cheeseburger,
coleslaw, (checked)
chicken nuggets,
doughnut,
fish porridge,
steamboat!

im in love with steamboat these days. oh my!! i love i love..

handed up my mwc individual assignment yesterday. time to start on my OB soon. still have eop and mwc group proj. siansation

weather's humid today. sucks

im so sian of sch already. esp at a disgusting place and disgusting timings.

i hate this week! 5 days of sch including sat n sun. whole day gone!

darling came over in the late afternoon yesterday. accompanied him for a late lunch. slacked awhile before we left coz i had sch.

updates..
while in the lift just now, a pri sch boy turned to his right (i was behind him) and said bye bye. before the lift door opened, he put his mouth in the middle of the door and mumbled something. after the door opened, he dashed out, turned back to look at me and smiled. there was only the 2 of us in the lift.

i was shocked and scared. darling said there's "another one" in the lift.