still sick
argh!! no strength to do anything. damnit.. hate this feeling. sorethroat, blocked nose, feeling hot n cold, fever,headache, teeth aching like hell(like tooth decay?), body aching n a bit of cough = virus flu
couldnt sleep at all. kept waking up to drink water so that my throat doesnt get dry. nose peeling too. pain. hopefully i'll completely recover before fri. if not i'll skip the chalet. cant cough that hard if not my throat will hurt like hell, chest will get painful. cant laugh out also. im losing myself.
went to see a doc. at raffles medical. is $37 really ex? ian say i kana cheated. sigh.. but the receptionst cum nurse was very nice to me. wanted to make milo for me when she knew i didnt eat anything since yday. she even gave me water to eat my medicine.
ian's first book out today. met him at tamp to order my cake. but couldnt find sweet secrets. sucks. den took a cab to marina sq to meet adleen for lunch at Carl's Junior. as usual, didnt have appetite whenever im sick. i'll feel like puking. keep puking all the phlegm until my throat turned red. draining all my energy man. cant even go for the grad. ceremony for my course today. they all went seoul garden for buffet. haiz.. miss out all the fun. but anyways, i've told myself never to go seoul garden. i'll always vomit cum burp(coz i duno how to burp) after every seoul garden meal. actually its also coz i kept laughing while eating. (u'll burp becoz u keep laughing while u're eating, eat too much, eat too fast) i guess..
my mum forced me to eat! everything taste bland to me man. couldnt swallow anything. think i only took a few mouthfuls of rice with soup n i felt super full. think there's lots of gas in my body now. sheena made porridge for me too when i came home late afternoon. but i could only take plain porridge. i took a few mouthfuls only. she made some chicken soup for me too. but it tasted bland. she said it was very salty.
think yday was the worse. i slept the whole day without eating anything!! had to force n drag myself to bathe in cold water for the fever to subside. didnt have the time to wait for my hair to dry n i just went to sleep again causing a bad headache after that. ian n adleen say brain damage! argh! i hope not! perspired even when the fan was blowing at me. had to lie properly so that the air doesnt blow straight into my mouth, so that i wouldnt have the feeling of puking, so that my nose doesnt get blocked.
Lord, i pray for strength, speedy recovery, good health for jess, ian n me. watch over all of us. thank You Lord. You're my pillar always
