1 set of transcript = $10

its so freaking ex!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... went all the way to sch today just to pay for $10 for a set of transcript. damnit.. so expensive.. madness. n i have to wait for my 2nd set for dunno how long. tp is earning big bucks. n i heard the quality of the paper sucks! stupid me.. forgot can photostat the set they send to us. i hope the transcripts get to me before thurs man. if not i cant apply for SIM. damnit.. mr postman, plz help me! =)

went town to meet beat just now. passed her money for the graniph tees she's helping me get. then met lynn to walk ard. couldnt find nice havaianas for ian. ate some snacks n came home to acc. jess. bought some famous amos cookies for her. owells.. she's suffering from depression coz her honey (my mum)'s in england. sad gal..

stupid one stop service

went grapevine last night to chill with sheena, zhiwei n zhixiang. came home at 12+. was damn tired man!!

going down to tp later to get my transcripts. damn the one stop service center!!! called since morning till now. nobody pick up. eating snake man.. stupid!!!!! pissed off!! shite

later meeting beat for awhile den going to meet lynn to walk ard. gonna get havaianas slippers. yea!!

SIM RMIT or SHRI CURTIN

sigh.... at a lost!! gonna apply for both. pros n cons

SIM: dun have to go sch everyday. further but there's a direct bus. straight to 1st yr degree.

SHRI: have to go sch mon-sat every wk. nearer but no direct transport. have to take 1yr of dip. and 2yrs of degree.

HOW HOW HOW

nice wk end

Sat:
went G7 Geylang for dinner yday with ian, sheena and zhiwei. had claypot drunken prawns, toufu and frog porridge. $64 total. nice nice nice!! shiokedelic and subarashi! but the prawns cant be compared to bangkok's one. sigh..

G7 Geylang -> zhixiang's house (sheena and zhiwei's fren) to pick him up -> Grapevine to chill. played daidee. everyone was crazy. it was just fun n laughter. -> hougang pt's Cheers to get drinks for alcohol session. -> zhixiang's house to get his stayover and swimming stuffs. -> my house!! indian poker, uno stacko. just fun!! everyone drank a lot.. played till 4+ this morning. didnt sleep much.

today:
had lunch at hougang pt with ian, sheena, zhiwei and zhixiang. den ntuc to replenish stocks in the fridge. the guys n jess went swimming after that. came back to bathe, nua ard..
ian n i then went beat's house for curry rice in the evening. celest, ahlan n andy went too.. curry rice was nice!! sheena came to pick us up after that to send ian to yew tee. but got lost at BKE SLE, in the end, ian had to take cab from woodlands mrt to his camp. sigh.. so sad cant send him to his camp. nvm.. next wk! i miss you.. =) pray that he has no confinement this coming wk.

off to sleep.. tired from yday

4 things that made me happy

- new bedsheets! yea..
- saw lynn babe n ben at far east
- finally saw cherrie at her shop in far east
- i wear SS for graniph tees. ;)

rise n shine

morning to everyone!!!! just got back from the airport. im tired.. had breakfast at BK just now. at 3+am. gosh.. oh my mum n aunt's in the plane now i guess. they off their mobiles. owells.. jess is crying now in my room. she misses her honey. hmm she sorta cried just now in the airport too. the han daughters battle is coming soon!!! hhaaha

things on today:
-maybe i'll go far east graniph to check out the sizes. (not confirm but must go)
-maybe having jianwen's popiah too. (not confirm)
-dinner at geylang with ian, my sis, zhiwei n zhixiang. jumping drunken prawns and frog porridge. (not confirm)

mum n aunt leaving for england

aunt's going for a business trip, while my mum is sorta going there to enjoy. since accomodation is provided coz my aunt's accomodation n food is provided by her company. owells.. smart of my mum. they'll be coming back on the 5th of oct. no nags till then. we're going to the airport later to send them off. flight's at 5+am. gotta reach airport by 330am. super duper early. hope that im not tired n that they'll have a safe trip n reach england safely. pray for journey mercies, health and good weather. =) thank You Lord.

sigh.. T1 is not with me already. mum took it to england. no more photo sessions for 10days

i sincerely thank God for the miracle

i've graduated!!! i passed mwsm with a D, im really happy enough. thank God for that miracle once again.. kept praying for my frens n i to pass. im so happy!! hands are trembling!!

i wanna thank Ian too for spending most of his block leave to study with me, to test me, etc.. thanks for staying over that few nights to accompany me. thank you for sacrificing ur sleep to wait for me to finish studying. =) yea he's booking out today.

thanks also to adleen, kinnard, nick, qiuying, melly, alvin, cherrie, lynn, lindy, jackson, kokhwee and englim for the encouragement!

congrats to melly, jackson, denny, kokhwee, englim and viv for passing mwsm n other subjects!! woohoo.. congrats to ME for passing mwsm too.. n alvin for passing his cds n electives. yippy ya ya yippy yippy ya, yippy ya ya yippy yippy ya, yippy ya ya yippy yippy ya ya, yippy yippy ya ya yippy yippy ya!! its a song.. heh

chill out

went to meet my satellites just now at macdonalds. beside chinablack. just got back not long. kinda tired.. but still can blog for awhile.. well, my mum didnt say anything bout my piano results. actually she knew my results before me. she just asked me aiyoh why u fail again. never say anything bout taking lessons again or stopping piano or taking my T1 back. hmm.. weird.. but if she really want to take my T1 back, im fine with it. i feel very embarrassed to have it with me also. had so many exams but still fail n i still want my T1 with me, its just so... WRONG!!

haiz.. anyways, cant wait to get my hands on my Graniph tees. hhehe... going far east to try the size soon. hahahah.. graniph!!

bad bad bad

i FAILED my piano exam again!!!!! for the 4th time. though i improved this time, but still failed. 3 more marks n i'll pass lo!! damnit.. cant they just let me pass??? shite man. dreamt bout me failing my piano exam last night. when my teacher came this morning, wowo really fail. argh!!! n i think im gonna fail my mwsm too. owells... it just suck. havent talk to my mum bout it. but my teacher said my mum will talk to me tonight after she gets home. owells.. i really hope she'll just let me stop piano. im really sick of it. i dun mind giving my camera up. dunno can meet up with my satellites tonight not. haiz.

i miss them.. n i miss ian.. how i wish ian's with me now. =(

i miss

ian so badly.. thought he can book out tmr. but stupid kranji camp changed plans. he can only book out early evening on fri. sad.. though i might not see him tmr even if he book out, but i'd rather he be out of camp then staying in there. i miss him so much!! i cant wait for sat to come!! miss his hugs, his smile, his care n concern, his tired face, miss everything bout him. think the next few days blog im gonna talk bout how much i miss him again. better stop blogging.

boring day without ian

5am: ian gotta wake up
5.37am: ian left for camp
8am: ian gotta report at kranji camp

some ATTC position. gotta stay in camp. siansation! can only see him on wk ends again. sad.
hopefully its some good position. seems like a very zai thingy. but the journey there is very far and long. poor thing.

i miss ian. im not saying for the sake of saying. but i really really do miss ian a lot. and i really mean A LOT.. FREAKING LOT!! i miss the times we spent together be it in singapore or bangkok.

back from thai

thai was shiokedelic and subarashi!!!! the seafood was just awesome. bird nest and shark fins were nice too! n it was cheap... ohman, i miss thailand. but i miss ian more. =)

the days spent there with ian was great! you took great care of me, carried all the luggages when we went, carried my bag when we walked ard, peeled prawns for me, took the mussels out from the shells, took the food during breakfast, waited for me to fall asleep, let me drink lots of water, helped me massage when my back ached.. it was really great having u with me. =) thailand wouldnt be fun and safe without you ard. looking forward to more trips abroad with you. i love you!

my oyster mee sua

yes!! i had my oyster mee sua.. ian bought it for me yday. another surprise from him. bluffed me that he's going out with his mum, but actually he was on the way to my house.
anyways, the mee sua was nice. but only got two oysters! sad.. but eat too much also not good. so ok la..

went hougang mall at night to change money. rate was quite lousy. so we didnt change much. gonna change some more in bangkok.

chow for now.. going airport already..

oyster mee sua

1+pm: ian arrived outside my house without my knowledge. didnt tell me beforehand that he's coming. got a small shock. hahaa

ian cooked maggie char mee and sunny side up eggs for lunch today. nice nice.. i made barley too.. surfed ard then decided to go bishan for oyster mee sua.. but!! the shop was under renovation!! damnit... went all the way there just for it lo.. argh! pos!!!!! bought yakitori n takopachi instead.. bishan is quite boring.. spent most of the time in the ntuc. has lots of things. nice. then came home for dinner den surfed ard again. den ian went home. jess n i went hougang pt. to get stuffs to stock up our fridge.. the things were damn heavy!! my hands are pain now. red n a bit itchy.

gonna exchange money for bangkok trip tmr. hope the rate is good. =) pray.. pray that i'll pass piano exam and mwsm. then this yr will just be greats!! n maybe my mum might sponsor me for my bangkok trip? haah... *evil plot* ;)

lucky lucky

woohoo.. stressful wk.. stressed over mwsm. stressed over getting a hotel room in bangkok! websites show that there's no more rooms in the hotel we wanted. went to another website to find yday. n finally!! today everything's confirmed!! yea!!!!!! so happy.. wont have to sleep on the streets. staying at Twin Tower Bangkok Hotel. haha.. the same as my sis.. at least that hotel is nice. dun wanna stay in a haunted one. whatever it is... really thank God for hearing n answering my prayers. prayers really helped =) been praying hard that we'll get a room. thank God!

was damn tired man.. had exam yday, came home to sleep. went for porridge buffet at Quality Hotel 11+pm with ian, adleen and her bf andy. was waiting for my mussels to appear lo. finally!! i was like some typical auntie searching for mussels. so embarrassed lo. but im a mussels pro now! hahaa.. came home at 2+am?? forgot the time already.. heh.. slept at 5+am after ian left till now.. still tired

having sore throat now. n a bit of block nose.. ohman.. hopefully i dun fall sick. making barley now. hope it helps a bit. dun wanna get sick in bangkok. pray that ian n i dun fall sick at this time. hope that it gets well soon. =)

wk ends

sat: 9+pm clarke quay mrt station. went to some rooftop thingy called Studio Garage for ray's bday.
ppl there: me, lindy, adleen, elyn, jos, mel, jackson, hanfong, wenjie, kokhwee, denny, peiling, huijun, weisheng n gf, sean n gf. ray's frens were there too. many ppl. place was quite nice. ian came at 1+am. peiling bought strawberry icecream cake from haagen dazz. its super duper nice!! i love strawberries!! i ate two pieces. hehe.. nobody wanted to eat so i ate. didnt drink much. the drinks not nice. heh.. so bitter. tried a sip of dry gin n it was super hot. burned my lips. ray was drunk man.. kept shouting n he fell asleep. most of us left at 1+, 2am. slept very late. woke up on sun noon. slack ard, got lunch den studied again till this morning. didnt concentrate on studying actually.
mwsm paper was haiz.. duno what to say. im tired n bored. slept at 2+ this morning n had a morning paper. last min studies are never good. but i can only study at the last min.

feeling

damn demoralizing, depressed, devasted, sad, weird!! im having all the bad feelings.. shite man.. why why why why why.. feel like crying man.. kinda cried just now. but felt it was stupid to cry. quickly dried my tears and cont. my mwsm revision. at chap 5 now. owells..

ray's 21st party tonight!

venue: clarke quay. one of the rooftops
time: 9pm clarke quay mrt station

photo time again!!!!! yea.... btw, i make fantastic barley. i think i can cook well. just that im lazy.. hidden talent ;)

heavy rain!!! shite.. the whole house is dark, strong winds beating against the windows.. im scared!! no one's at home.. sob sob ='''( im hiding in my room.. with the aircon, lights n fan on..

we went

sushi teh at taka yday for our 1month. ate until super full!!! oh man.. that was my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.. tried weird stuffs there. hehe... must be ADVENTUROUS!! gonna try more weird stuffs the next time we go. =)

met up with adleen, jos n elyn at taka's Mango. chatted for awhile den we left n came home. gotta study!! sigh.. mwsm just suck. gonna cont. studying again today. i wanna go for ray's bday party! heard that a lot of ppl are going.. gonna charge my baby for full battle today. ;) but i gotta finish up at least 7 chapters den i can go. if not i'll be dead.

the food at sushi teh. some were in the stomach already. so no photos of them. heh

to ian

happy 1 month my dearie ian.. thanks for this past 31 days. though the time spent together wasnt that much coz of u being in camp, but the phone calls and smses were enough already. im really happy that i have you. thanks for everything =)

supper

just came back from geylang's Mongkok dimsum. kinda tired now. but past my bedtime cant really sleep yet. went lavender food court area with ian, evan, eu n barry. pig organs soup. ian n i didnt eat. was quite full. stayed till 2am then left. barry send evan n eu home. think ian made a wrong turn n we ended up going towards town area. dunno why, GREEDINESS came over me n i felt like having century egg porridge. hee.. so last min went mongkok dimsum with ian.
ohohoh.. we went mustafa first before going geylang to walk ard!! haha.. saw many weird perfume brands!! its just....... WEIRD!! possessed! first time going there after it became a 24hrs shopping center.

long day later.. gonna start mwsm revision.. make barley, no more bumming, no more pigging, no more being a coach potato!!! im gonna be studious for the whole wk until mon! feel like going town to meet my satellites. they're going for ktv in the evening. dunno who else is there. but i need to study. sad sad sad... why do i have exam?!! sigh.. blame it on LAZY me!!

oh, bout the mac delivery thingy, it arrived about 30mins later after my order. not bad.. but quarter pounder burger taste the same as double cheeseburger. not much of a diff. i tot how nice it was lo. chey.. kana cheated

hello ppl

realised i didnt blog yday. but nothing much happened also. been checking airfares n hotels for almost the whole of yday. stressed! its so confusing. made me so tired but ive been sleeping at 12+ these few days n waking up 9+ in the morning. no more insomnia! havent taken the medicine that doc gave me. yea!!

gonna start studying soon man.. sigh! hate mwsm!!!! just ordered mac delivery. so excited!! ;) first time i ordered something thru the phone!! heh..
anyways, the lady said the food will be here in 1hrs time. 1hr is long lo. i might as well just go opp. n get myself. but LAZINESS came to find me! sigh.. or did i hear wrongly? maybe its 1/2 an hour? hmm lets just wait n see.

its ian's POP today. then leave till 18sept! yippy!

finally a conclusion

we're going bangkok!!! after seeing the stuffs my sis bought, im so damn tempted to go bangkok. its so freaking cheap!! a pair of nice berms is only S$4!! i think singapore is selling for $20++ lo. im going to shop till i drop!! i dun wan KL already!! hahahaha.. bangkok here we come!!

dilemma

how?? i think im leaving singapore next tues after my mwsm exam. but i still dunno where im going. KL or bangkok?!! which hotels?? how much to change??!! aaaaaa dilemma! n i havent started my mwsm revision. sigh.. im bored man.. hungry, tired, neck aching, shoulder aching. problems problems problems. where r u?

things happening this wk:
- meet up with kinnard before his enlistment with lynn, nick n huiwen.
- gotta plan a supper date either wed or thurs night with evan before his enlistment.
- fri with ian
- make time for mwsm revision

dunno if there's time to meet up with my satellites n frenzy frens this wk. no matter what, i miss u guys!! muacks

mornings everyone

had a good sleep man. slept at 12+ last night. was really tired after my dinner with my family for my mum's bday at jack's place. had fresh lobster bisque, shitake mushroom soup, jack's special steak, black pepper steak, grilled chicken chop, baked salmon with garlic and seafood salad. woo!! $108. cheap. its super duper nice. i want my steak again!!

got home, changed, brushed teeth, did this n that, n my bed conquered me! so tired..

happy bday mummy

dunno where is my dad bringing us for dinner. Shangri La's The Line? Equinox? hmm... but sheena's not here. sad.. but owells, we all shared a card for my mum. sheena, zhiwei, me, ian n jess. qixing msged me at 1+ this morning to wish my mum happy bday. im really shocked. he's really very thoughtful. =)

didnt sleep again last night. was watching The Way Home n past my bedtime so couldnt sleep. shoulder aching now. hands aching also. gonna ask jess to massage for me later. weather super duper humid man. im perspiring like hell. went to bathe in cold water. feels damn kewl.. hiding in the aircon room now in case i perspire again. heh.. waiting for my dad to come home first. mum's watching her korean drama!! ian just went home. gotta reach pasir ris at 8pm.

spent a lot on lunch today. haha.. mum gave me $50 n left about $10. aha bought sushi, macdonalds, eclairs, coffeebean drinks n cake. haah... greedy!!!! all gone down into ian's, jess's n my stomach. luckily i shitted it out just now. hehee

heh heh heh

finally i have my clancy paul frank tees!! but its not white in colour. i bought a pink n blue tee with only clancy on it. hahah n i finally cut my hair too. $40. havent cut since CNY. boring hair..

damn tired.. having headache again! my journey begins from:

home -> orchard -> wisma Icon Shunji Matsuo -> Sasa (bought shampoo, conditioner, leave in conditioner, lip gloss, eye cream) -> pacific plaza stussy -> heerens's flash n splash (my clancy tees) -> braun buffel boutique -> paragon Quilsilver -> heerens's flash n splash (a top for ian) -> scotts food court (soondubu for ian) -> serangoon interchange -> home. so tired!! my bag was so heavy man.. damnit

heeh.. my parents went for dinner at jalan kayu. prata.. so sweet =)

2nd time cooking barley. should be alright. ;)

='''(

He handed her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake and said, "I'll love you till the last one dies." sad
so.. treasure the people around u .. be brave .. tell him or her "i love you" before it is too late..=)

superstar

ok seriously, sorry to say, but i think kelly should win!! but nvm.. her contract is better. Universal Music! i saw leon, derrick, junyang, sugianto and JJ on tv!! woo... best! i think JJ sings damn well!! but anyways, still congrats to weilian for winning. =)

i wanna cut my hair tmr!! its long.. out of shape! where to cut? shunji again?? hmm i guess so. dunno where else already. haiz.. gonna go town tmr to find my clancy paul frank tee! melly, u wana go a not?

its ian's book out tmr! yea! last book out before POP. hmm.. ;) our movie marathon

yea finally

we've decided on malaysia! same thinking. =) 13sept

sheena, zhiwei n their fren, zhixiang is in bangkok now! 1st-4th sept. hope they'll have fun and everything will turn out well. pray for journey mercies, health and safety. pray that they'll come back safely too. =)