bad bad bad

i FAILED my piano exam again!!!!! for the 4th time. though i improved this time, but still failed. 3 more marks n i'll pass lo!! damnit.. cant they just let me pass??? shite man. dreamt bout me failing my piano exam last night. when my teacher came this morning, wowo really fail. argh!!! n i think im gonna fail my mwsm too. owells... it just suck. havent talk to my mum bout it. but my teacher said my mum will talk to me tonight after she gets home. owells.. i really hope she'll just let me stop piano. im really sick of it. i dun mind giving my camera up. dunno can meet up with my satellites tonight not. haiz.

i miss them.. n i miss ian.. how i wish ian's with me now. =(