i wanna SCREAM!!

i seriously seriously HATE this job i'm doing. helping the logistics dept at my mum's office. it totally SUCKS! it's so confusing. have to do so many things. wrote everything down, step by step.

but i dun even know where to start from. like, what do i need to start doing when i reach the office, what do i have to do first, etc.. argh! STUPID SHITE..

1st day of work and i really really want to quit. but i'm not allowed to. DAMN

i wanna go back to my aunt's office. be a slacker admin staff. that's so much better. though it can get quite boring. but i love it. good pay and environment.

i think i have to put myself in a very stress environment till next fri. i'm really stressed up till i wanna cry just now. )=