intestinal distress/disorder

i have DIARRHOEA i think.. either that or it's food poisoning. from my previous post, it started yesterday morning for no apparent reason. im still having the runs now.. i've been to the toilet for more than 20times already.. im serious! im 47 (49 actually coz have to add 2kg more, weighing scale's faulty) on the weighing scale. ive never reached that weight before.

i had to cancel work because i didnt have enough sleep. i kept waking up to laosai. it's mostly all just water and a bit of watery sai. i cant stand it already. even after taking the chinese diarrhoea medicine, it still doesnt help. my butt line is hurting like shite. HELP! i think i'm going down to see a doctor later. my tummy's empty but i feel full and pukish..

on a happy note,
"Hi Phyllis,
Well done. Do remember to print out an original copy and bind it.
Ensure you burn a softcopy into CD.
Regards,Joseph Chan"

hahahah! my project is done.. need to do up my content page later and send it to my mum to print it. hehe! im so happy.. i finished it before the deadline. yo yo yo

*postnote
my MAP is completely done already!! mum's helping me print while i got to burn 2 copies of it. yippy!!

seen a doctor just now and i was only given 1 medicine. haha.. $28.35!! so expensive

just called TS Hotel in taipei up.. cant stand their email services. it's freaking slow and time's running out. so i just called them to confirm my reservations. luckily i've secured the rooms. i really want to stay there. it looks so romantic and nice. heh.. better dont turn out to be some creepy place or what man.. i'll DIE

cooking plain porridge again. diarrhoea has stopped.. =)

rotten fish smell

my goodness!!!! since this morning, i've been having the runs for dunno how many times. i've lost count of it. it's all water plus a bit of laosai. smells like rotten fish!!

after the last run, i felt hungry so i had a blueberry muffin. felt so full and sick after that. felt like puking till now! cooking plain porridge now. i so hate muffins now!! just for now... coz i know i love muffins. =)

after i got sick on wed, my appetite has shrunk. didnt eat that much compared to the past. after a bowl of plain congee with dried scallops for lunch yday, i felt so full till night. so i ate only a bit when we went sushi tei for dinner yday. i've even lost weight. *yeah*

anyway, tickets have been booked for our taiwan trip, $350/pax. ian and i are going on our 2nd holiday again!! heh... but the hotel side has not replied. we want TS Hotel!! saw from a forum that the rooms looked exactly the same as what the website posted.. and it's cheap.. hurry reply!!

going to work again tmr. better not fall sick again. i cant stand another trembling situation. it's unbearable, awkward and tiring..

im sorta done with my major proj. just send an email to my supervisor. pray that it's all ok and i can get an A! haha... left with a content page.

19 months of baby love

♥♥♥♥ happy 19th darling boy ♥♥♥♥

planned to have buffet lunch at Pariss but ian's still in camp (booking out in the afternoon) and my appetite is still not back yet.. so i guess we'll have a simple meal today. feel like having aglio olio and calamari.. wooo

i really got sick while working on wed.. when i was on the bus home after work on wed, i suddenly felt very cold and was trembling quite seriously.. i couldnt stay still in the bus and kept stamping my feet.. when i got down the bus, it was pure delightness!! when i got home, i just took out my sweater and slept in my jeans and top. even had to call home while lying in bed to ask my mum to help me take my pyjamas. i was too lethargic to move.. had to msg jesslyn to bring me water, panadol and thermometer as well.. was 37.7degrees when i got home and it went up to 38.9degrees later in the night!

woke up on thurs feeling much much better and fever dropped to 37.9degrees. so i decided to go for work for 4hrs to complete the rest of the translation.. when it was nearing to end of work, i suddenly felt sick again. started trembling and feeling cold. i quickly off the comp, said goodbye and got out of the building asap.. took a bus down to suntec to meet ian for the IT show.. was trembling in the bus as well. gotten a fever again!! took panadols and i guess the crowd in the show made me well again. it was so hot and i perspired so much.. felt bad to ian coz he delibrately skipped work to cook porridge for me but i went to work instead.. =(

came home after ian went to his lesson and.. i gotten sick once again!! this time it was 38.1degrees. after bathing, wrapped myself in my quilt and watched tv. had to wait for my hair to dry.. took panadols again and went to sleep till this morning..

it's kinda weird that i have so much shite these days.. on wed, i only had 5 shui jiao in soup and plum juice. for yesterday, i had 3/4 apple, 1 bowl of peanut congee, 1/2 packet of meiji oat biscuits, a little bit of fruits.. totally no appetite for food man. felt like puking everytime i think of that shui jiao. coz i felt sick immediately after eating that.

anyways, going to the library today to return my renewal & overdued books.. got to go to the IT fair again to get thumbdrives.. like 9 thumbdrives!!! madness.. coz it's so cheap for the 1G and 2G ones, my mum asked her colleagues to get as well..

post tremor

the earthquake that happened yesterday was kinda funny.. i think it's the tremor that's funny.. was chatting with celest on msn then i felt that my table was shaking.. i was like oh man! better not drop hor, coz i was doing my proj and if the table shall dropped, im dead! i was holding onto my table but i didnt know it was an earthquake. because my table was from ikea, the quality isnt really there, moreover, it was abit shaky in the first place. i only knew about the earthquake when celest told me. haa!! i tot my table why suddenly no balance. scare me..

i felt the 2nd tremor too.. it lasted a little longer than the first.. i tot the building was going to collapse.. luckily i didnt feel any giddiness or whatsoever..

working now at my aunt's office. taking a break. suddenly felt sick during lunch. neck became warm, whole body was like tired and achy, got a headache, tummy discomfort and i felt like puking.. felt so damn tired after reaching the office. felt like sleeping man! went to the toilet to puke-cum-burp.. felt so much better after that. but im feeling a little sick again now.. hai! just wanna be home at this moment on my comfy bed.. was it a super lag post tremor? haha

i miss my love..

new zealand chocolates!

well well.. i was supposed to not eat anything for brunch today. but when i stepped into the kitchen this morning, i found a pack of kiwi chocolates on the kitchen table. i guess my dad took it out to "defrost" but forgot all about it and hence it was still lying there, as if asking me to eat it.
Golden Kiwifruit Chocolate, Premium Dark Chocolate. shiokedelics

so i tried it and it was damn damn delicious!!!! oh my! there's a lot of chocolates in my fridge and most of them are bought from ian when he went to nz.


1) minty bubbles. 2) 70% Cacao Finest Swiss bitter sweet chocolate. 3) Rum & Raisins in Dark Chocolate Block. 4) Kiwi Koha (kiwifruit flavoured jelly centres coated i dark chocolate.


kiwi berry fruit

the kiwiberry fruit was from singapore. dad bought it for $4 at the market. it's delicious and real sweet!!

i love chocolates!!!!

i did my project till 2+ this morning. hardworking eh.. continuing again soon

im so hardworking!

haha!! no la.. just that i went to the shri library at shenton way this afternoon. 12-1 and 2-3.. met my 4th auntie for lunch at amoy street food center at 1. then went back to continue writing notes for my project. after going through all those grade A project, i realised i've written too many irrelevant theories for my methodology part. but my supervisor say it's ok. so im not sure if i should delete it. hai! i think i shall just leave it and just add in my questionnaire forms.

started doing on my other section that i was always confused about. it's going on pretty well now.. i think i should be able to finish it up by this wk. *fingers cross* i want to start work asap to earn money! and i think my 2nd aunt need me to start work urgently too.

burning the midnight oil today. coz i hope to work for a number of days next wk. so this wk must finish everything up. =(

tot that the shri library will be quite big. but i was totally wrong! it was just a bit bigger than my bedroom. boring! and i cant even bring my bag in. madness place.. ate a lot today and shitted twice. heh.. shall not eat anything for lunch tmr. dinner shall be rye only. i shall resist all temptations!

i miss my love ♥♥♥♥

my lovely sweet "roses"

well, i finally got these "roses" from ian. heh.. my favourite number's 4, so he only made 4. =)

got our last angbao from my grandma's side relative. heh! had a very full dinner of dry shark fins, stewed duck, sotong balls, japanese crispy chicken, soup with cabbage, scallops and abalone, butter rice, etc.. not forgetting self made abalone yu-sheng! haha..

had hainanese chicken, vege, 12 prawns, char siew and soup for lunch at my dad's bro's house today.

it's such a fatty day!! ian's having range on mon and tues. cant see him for 4 days prolly. we're both working on wed and thurs as well. sigh~

going to start my project again tmr onwards. hopefully can finish by this wk. i want to go and work for my auntie to earn money for my shopping in taiwan and for my laptop. =(

luckily im 70% done for my proj. greats!! but it's of B and C standard for now. damn! i need an A

$165 or $348

went to tamp ikea in the late afternoon with mum, jesslyn, 2nd auntie and ian.. had dinner there as well.. poached salmon, chicken wings, meatballs and brocolli soup.. yum yum!!!! super full.. then we send ian and my aunt home..

saw another better chair which cost $348 i think.. gosh.. recliner chair. heh.. can just sleep on it.. haa.. but we walked too fast and my mum didnt know if i wanted it so we just left. damn!! luckily the chair is not a sale item, so i can just buy it anytime in future. =)

it's the last day of cny tmr.. no more angbaos! will be having dinner at my aunt's house tmr. everyone will be there.. good food..

wanna go for the tunglok ala carte buffet at noble house. all the scallops, prawns, beef, salmon sashimi!!!! fat fat fat.... greedy greedy greedy

pei pa kou

yeah! this thick black liquid for coughs is damn shiok!! i drank 4 big cups of it today. it's actually nicer than what i had expected. my throat's definitely better but still painful. got to go buy another family size bottle. it's sorta empty now. heh..

feeling very very hungry! just had a sunflower bread from breadtalk today. im trying to avoid all food because i seriously ate too much yesterday, though i shitted yesterday and just now.

did some more work for my proj just now. spent so much time looking at hotels for the taiwan trip. TS hotel looks damn nice!!!! waiting for a reply from them regarding the rates.. hopefully it'll be great.

how i wish i dont have to go to sch later for the discussion. just hope it ends fast. prolly meeting ♥ after that. not sure what to do though. but i love seeing him anyway..

i think blogger is finally ok with the publishings, etc.. it was super duper laggy for quite some time, but got back to its goody mode yesterday. better stay that way!

♥♥♥

the pursuit of happyness

another movie at vivo max with ♥ today. yoohoo!! it's not as exciting as the real story itself, but nonetheless, it's still nice. the kid's cute.

i ate soooooo much today!! im horrified! now my tummy is aching and i keep farting. oh man!

went to check out prices for our taiwan trip at chinatown after vivo. then we headed to ian's sch area for fruits.

actually, i ate quite little when i was outside today. 1 bowl of slice fish soup, fruits and panfried bao. but when i came home, i ate so much chicken rice with veges and fries. and tidbits!!!! aaaaa why on earth did i do that man?! shity shite!! this is not good at all.. and my throat's still hurting.

anyways, i can bank in another 1k into my standard chartered bank again!! yippy!!!! planned to wait till end of 2007, but didnt know it'll be that fast. haa... shiokedelics!

and and and..... ian bought a top for me today from forever 21. heh.. ♥♥♥

have to go back for proj discussion tmr. hate it especially when it's in the evening. stupid

mixed up

haha! i thought it was tuesday today until i read someone's blog and realised it was actually wednesday. getting blur and laggy due to my proj.

haiz.. kinda pissed, bored & sucky with my major proj. all the different sections of the proj is making me confused. im not sure what should be in what section. gosh! such a headache!! did up my recommendations and implementations part already. decided to skip my analysis part for the time being. not sure what my supervisor wants actually. have to confirm everything during this fri's meetup session. hopefully my brain will be clear and i can start doing the analysis part soon.. nerve wrecking! now im just hoping my recommendations and implementations parts are correct and good. i want to focus on other parts of the project.

i think i get complacent easily. wanted to visit the shri library last fri. i even bathed and was all set to leave in a very studious mode. however, i skipped the visit when my supervisor replied that i was on the correct track for my proj. then i felt that since im doing the proj correctly, there's no need for me to visit the library. moreover, it's at tanjong pagar! so i just accompanied my mum and grandma to heartland mall for jesslyn's piano exam during the period of "supposedly library time". eeek

throat's still not well. got up with a painful throat today. missing all the new year goodies in the cupboard. damn!! im so greedy.. only had soy peas, soya milk and beancurd today.

feel like doing some shopping this week. more like shopping and buying my armchair from ikea. heh.. also, i wanna watch the pursuit of happyness with ian. in a movie mood now.

havent seen ian since mon night. he should be in camp now for some range thingy. i miss him so much. ♥♥♥

long time no see

hey, havent been blogging since last week. updates....

fri: went to heartland mall with mum, ahma and jesslyn han. jesslyn's having her grade 6 piano exam. after her exam, send her back to sch then we went to ian's house. we went up to his house so that my mum and ahma can take a look then we went to ikea to have lunch and some shopping.. ian and i bought some stuffs. after ikea, we send my ahma home then went to pick jesslyn from sch.

went to yishun central after that to see ian's psp thingy.. walked ard northpoint before going to amk hub for dinner at new york new york.. i liked the penne that i ordered! the olive oil was so fantastic!! yummy!!! mum send ian home after that coz jesslyn wanted to borrow some comics..

sat: went to hc's house around 11+am. stayed there for awhile before going to simpang bedok for lunch (meepok). lunch was great. felt pretty full. then we proceeded to fabian's house to slack awhile.. had an eggtart there. tummy gonna burst!!!!! watched a little bit of cartoon then we decided to leave for ian's place.. they played mahjong at ♥'s place while i was watching taiwan variety shows. had dinner there and i stayed over

sun: we left at abt 2+pm after watching Friends.. dinner at amk central (congee + oyster omelette).. dear stayed over coz he had to book in today.. im having a sore throat since this morning. all the pineapple tarts and prawn crackers that ian's parents made.. the prawn crackers in the kitchen is so tempting!!!!

p.s. i want to get the $165 armchair from ikea.. it's so comfy that i can just fall asleep on it. damn!!

pure delightness

well well, i stayed over at ♥'s house last night. love spending time with him, lying beside him and waking up to see him first thing in the morning.

left his house at 12 to go to the gym at my place. only ian went exercising while i used his laptop at the club house to do my proj. the feeling was quite good actually. felt so studious. have always wanted to do my work on a computer at the club house. but it's definitely not possible with a desktop computer. i SO want to get my laptop soon!! and i really need a new phone. the joystick on the SE phone is screwing up now and then. so phone operators out there, please decrease the price of k800i NOW!!!!! damn

ian just left for home. i miss him.

going to the shri library at singapore conference hall tmr morning. better not get lost. got to get some reference project work, if not i cant really continue my proj. not sure if im on the right track. and my email provider had to be down at this time when im waiting for an email from my supervisor. what a perfect timing.

kinda tired. i think i'll have a sore throat soon, judging from the amt of pineapple tarts i ate today. gosh! had bak kwa as well. and i can feel myself getting fatter. fatty bomb bomb

anyways, all the best to jesslyn han for her piano exam tmr. may God bless her in all the songs, scales & sight reading that she's going to play, the tune she has to sing to and the questions she has to answer. may You work in her to produce good work and help her pass the exam. thank You God..

i heart this photo. sweet

local movie

went dating with ♥ this morning. we met at abt 11 at vivo. went Gap to shop around before getting tix for Just follow law. it's a funny show.. haha.. saw a different side of fann wong.

saw this cute little strawberry shape small table for $41 at Mother Garden, but i have no use for it. hai.. had lunch at the foodcourt. bought this super expensive fried tang hoon for $5 and it looks and taste like any other normal fried tang hoon. super cheater stall!!!! damn it! dun ever have that. it's at this Hakka stall that sells the thunder rice thingy. cheater bug cheater bug

had Mon Cherie and Almond doughnuts from Vince. it's not bad but i think Donut Factory still serves the best doughnuts so far..

phone operators are selling the k800i for a damn high price now. why is it so?? argh! this is so shity man..

love is running downstairs while im typing this away in his room.. :)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

it's kinda late, but it's the thought that counts right?

went to my dad's siblings house yesterday, as usual.. then i came home for awhile after the last house then took a cab down to ian's house. saw so many relatives over at his grandma's house.. had dinner at his house then he drove to my grandma's house.. had a fun time playing pictionary. ian and i won the game. heheh!! ian's drawings of a lamb, cow and horse is kinda funnny.. the cow looked like it's hunchback. and im not sure why his horse has spots on it.

got home pretty late. ian send us home coz my sis took my dad's car. did a bit of my major proj while waiting for my hair to dry. slept at abt 2+am. woke up pretty early today too.. going to ian's auntie's house later. i guess we're playing poker! yea... waiting for my love to pick me up. =)
happy new year to all again! and may u all collect tons of angbaos!

unknown bugs!!

today:
got home about 1hr ago.

dad said we're going to his brother's house later for lunch. i dont want to go!!!!

i miss my ♥. he showed me some card tricks again yesterday. and he danced a cute dance today. made my morning a sweet one. he's so cute.. heh heh

having steamboat for dinner at my grandma's house later. yippy! imagine all the abalone, scallops, liver and prawns going into my mouth. of cos there's other food, but i think i'll just stick to these 4. hehe.. greedy me

postnote: 5:04pm
went for eyebrow and upper lip threading with my sis and steven just now. painful! esp ard the pimple area. damn those pimples. feel like SQUEEZING it!!!!!

yesterday:
went to my 2nd aunt's house in the afternoon to pick her up before going to my 4th aunt's office to pick her and collect the kueh lapis. mum send me to ian's house in the late afternoon. had a late lunch of jap curry. woohoo.. ate so much at love's house and i gained 2kg! but i guess i P&S out some of it already. hehe... stayed over at love's house last night because his dad got home kinda late.

spring cleaned my room for a few hours. so tired after that! i have new "shopping queen" bedsheets and new pyjamas. yeah!

got bitten quite badly again on the same usual spots (lower back, inner thighs, fingers and elbows) by unknown bugs!!!! damn those bugs.. argh! and i have a pimple on top of my mouth again!!!! shite shite shite..... placed ice on it to bring down the swell. i hate pimples.. it's so freaking obvious. and it's cny tomorrow!!!!!

in the mood for love and food

14 February
had a nice self made lunch yesterday. awesome.. the main cook was ian. he can really make a soft, tender and juicy steak. yum yum!!

for lunch: black pepper steak, mashed potato, baked fresh white button mushrooms & shitake, meatless minestrone, salad, toasted bread with butter, garlic powder & diced tomatoes and sweet alcoholic drink..

4pm: ding dong bell.. here comes the bouquet of flowers. SURPRISE!!!! yeah i was really surprised.. ian still gave me flowers even when i said i really didnt want any. but im still happy. i have a wonderful boyfriend and i thank God for putting him into my life.

for dinner: black pepper steak, sauteed mushrooms, toasted bread with butter & garlic powder and black pepper smoked salmon.

cant upload photos due to some blogger errors. so just imagine that delicious steak.. keep drooling..

15 February (today)
met ian at 5+pm at PS. dropped those coupons at Best Denki then headed for dinner over at some coffeeshop like in between Meridien Hotel and Robinson. food was so expensive there lo.. really a place to cheat foreigners (quoted by ian). ian left for class while i headed back.

helped my mum bao angbaos.. the packets this year was quite cute and elegant. nice gold from standard chartered. nice pink packets with pigs from aussino.

looking forward to a great year with all my loved ones. looking forward to finishing my MAP super soon!! no more dragging and nua-ing..

indescribable feeling

the thought of having ian back is so great. in actual fact, it's so much more than awesome.. it's too extraordinary for description.

went to the airport with his parents last night about 8+ to pick him up. he bought tons of chocolates, honey(s), sauces, tops for me and a piece of pure natural honey comb for me!!!! so sweet of him to get that for me because he knew i've always wanted to try those. it's ultra fantastic! and my love has good taste. i love the tops so much!

stayed over yday and came home in the afternoon with him. i bathed, changed and packed and off we went to town. walked ard far east, lucky plaza, heerens, wisma, paragon, pacific plaza. ian got a ripcurl bagpack, finally.... had an early dinner at cuppage's foodcourt before he left for class.

and i simply cant believe it! my shopping addiction disappeared the moment ian came back. was the addiction a substitute for ian? i lost my shopping spree mood out of a sudden. i didnt feel like buying anything. and it seems that there's nothing for me to buy and i have no need for anything else. it's such a weird feeling. and therefore, my 2007 wishlist has shrunk tremendously, but then, i still felt happy because ian was with me.

life is beautiful because of love

the day my ♥ is back

so hurry hurry! alrights? seeya ♥

to be continued....

435pm
im at ian's house now! arrived here not long. lugged the heavy laptop, quilt cover and bedsheet sets over. bus was freaking slow, weather was ultra hot and the stuffs were super heavy! it's killing me.

4 more hours before i can see my sweety. geee so excited

Flight: SQ286
From: Auckland
Belt: 37
Scheduled Time: 20:15

24 hours and that's it

went shopping with mum and 2nd aunt at raffles place this afternoon. sort of dragged out by them to help them choose their clothes and be a quality controller.
had a super late lunch at Soup Spoon. all of us had a regular soup with a set of either half sandwich/wrap/salad and drinks or lays chips. had free chocolates too. was super full after that. luckily i shitted before coming out. hahh...

wanted to go to junction 8's Aussino but ended up at plaza sing's one coz the roads changed and we ended up at that area. we bought panties for jesslyn, myself and my mum. got bedsheets for jesslyn han and myself too. bought a quilt cover and fitted sheet set for my love.. it's time for him to change his to welcome the new year!! hah.. bought a soccer design for him. i find it quite cute, just like him. :)

went best denki after that and my aunt got herself a 37" sharp lcd tv for only $1888 inclusive of a free sharp dvd player, $150 taka voucher, $90 best denki voucher, guy laroche luggage bag and laptop bag. super good offer!! and it's gonna be delivered and mounted on the wall before cny. what a great start to the new year!! i also want..... a fujitsu laptop. hai

♥ will be back tmr!!!!!! finally the time has come.. i miss him like..... GOSH! i dunno how to explain either. im so excited

We're 18

sometimes, i think im psychic.. yesterday, i was telling my sister that i can smell minced meat with potato. coz i think one of the neighbours was cooking it and the smell floated into my room. and for dinner yesterday, my aunt's maid cooked that!! gosh

ever since ian left for nz, he only msged me a few times. and everytime when i dream of him at night, he'll msg me the next day without fail. SERIOUS TELEPATHY man!!

anyways, ian bought himself a burberry black polo tee with a champagne colour horse logo. the one we've always wanted but there's always no stock for it. it's even cheaper in nz. but he cant find my soft apricot nougat!! and i want my burberry wallet if it's a lot cheaper there.

i think it's time for me to hit the library again. this time, it'll be the SHRI library at tanjong pagar. got to have some reference project documents. im dying from MAP.. havent had the mood to do. im stucked. how am i going to have 50-70 pages of professional work in 1 month's time? argh! damn the MAP, seriously..

im happy becoz
1. we're 18 and going on strong!!
2. my period is here and so, i can enjoy my cny without any worries..
3. ian msged me a lot today.. :)(:
4. my aircon is fixed.
5. well well, my necklace is half-way done. haha..
6. i have my own can of New Moon premium ABALONE. courtesy of steven
7. i'll be able to see ian in just 2 more days!! =)(=

counting down.... 2 days.. then 1 day.. and a few more hours.. how great is that

it's a belty day!

was late by 15mins for work today. went to my 2nd auntie's office to work part time again. not so much work. went for lunch at 12 then cont'd till 215. stayed to read magazines and did some surfing. then off i went to do some shopping.

1st stop: simlim sq (jesslyn's calculator), cant find.
2nd stop: bugis street, 2nd level. bought my super mini eyelash curler, 3 belts (2 black, 1 white) and 2 light yellow tees.
3rd stop: haji lane & arab street. got lost while trying to get to these 2 places.
anyways, bought some charms and this long plain chain for my self-made necklace. will start doing it tmr. saw these 2 sorta racer back white top and was quite tempted to get. $29 and $24. still thinking about it. i just want to get my white shorts now. and prolly a casual dress. need a small tote bag for cny too.

wanted to meet my aunt to go home together. but she's going for tea with her colleagues. so i took 100 to serangoon and took 43 home. didnt want to miss my tv shows too.

4 more days!!!! i simply CANNOT WAIT!!!!

revolving doors of vengeance

wow! i've finally conquered another hk drama consisting of 30 episodes! it's so nerve wrecking to see the in-between of the show though u already know the ending will be good. but it's a nice show!! yeah the title is r-d-o-v. go watch!

dunno why ants kept appearing on my table today. 'killed' so many of them. i guess i squashed them with my finger. cant stand those ants!

dad bought fried rice and horfun back for dinner. ate at home coz we wanted to watch project superstar. im so glad daren won! the contract was even better than the 1st season. lucky him..

1 more week and my ♥ will be back! havent heard from him for 1 wk too. sigh~ just pray and hope for journey mercies, good health and that everything will go well. pray that his sunburn and foot rot will heal completely too. :) i miss my love

i can endure for another week. endure endure endure

gonna concentrate on my major proj starting from tmr liao. cant watch anymore dramas. but i dont mind deathnote. heh..

going to brush my teeth and watch deathnote 16. then it's beauty sleep time. good night world

i'm seeing red

i'm not trying to be gross/disgusting here. but when i stood up after cleaning up my butt, i had to flush the toilet. so naturally, i'll face the toilet bowl. well, i saw that my shite was all red! champagne red. im not kidding. i guess i really ate a lot of chilli yday. lots of chilli flakes for my salad and tons of sambal from the fish. gosh! my butt is kinda hot now. hahha

jesslyn han sorta finished her cny shopping yday. bought a set of white skirt and top, 1 top and 1 dress (we're sharing this dress, coz i was the one who saw it first and liked it). supposed to have another dress that i bought, but it was very short for me. so i passed it to her. but then, i was thinking the whole night that the dress is really quite casual, short and translucent. so i decided to call them up later to check if i could exchange for another clothing. hopefully can. because of all this turning and tossing, i couldnt sleep, thus, this early post.

kept thinking of this skirt and shorts i saw at closet affairs yday. i really like the skirt. it's this kind of bubble skirt. oh man. i think i'll go check it out again later. if it's still there, i think i'll get it.

So is it good or not?
Hi Phyllis,

Good work in the intital writeout of the MAP.
It would be good if you can enhance by:
1. Improveing the Introduction by having theorganisation chart, types of products and services,financial information and business plan.
2. Discuss the problems and issues (includingoperations, HR and your MAP) in the Business Case.
3. Continue to wirte out other sections of the MAP.
4. Do visit SHRI library and browse through some ofthe past MAPs if you have not do so.

to be continued..

well well.. im feeling fresh after a bath..
1. met jesslyn han at orchard station, 1045am
2. breakfast at lido mac
3. far east to exchange a dress to a jumper for jesslyn han
4. closet affairs (closed. left a notice that it'll be back in five. but i went back and fro for 2hours and it's still not open)
5. livia, chameleon, watts in. some other shops
6. taka. bought my triumph nude colour bra. woohoo i like
7. back to closet affairs (still not open. im really pissed. so left for home)
8. home 3pm
9. left home at 4 for grandma's house to pick her up for shopping with mum, jesslyn han and 2nd aunt.
10. mum dropped me off at goodwood park hotel (went to closet affairs to get my skirt)
11. back to goodwood park hotel and off to bugis's OG
12. dinner at Jackson's Kopitiam. plus daddy (1.5 chilli crab, beehoon soup with 1.5 crab, 4 seasons beans, 8 man tou, drunken prawns, shark fins head. darn shiok!!)
13. home sweet home

and hereby, i declare my addiction for far east!! all my cny clothes this year were all from far east. i especially adore closet affairs and dolled up! im going to frequent their shop from now on to check for any new dresses or skirts or tops. yippy!! havent bought the white shorts i saw at closet affairs due to low resources. shall wait for ian to come back and ask for his opinion if it's worth my buy. $45 lei..

anyways, i think my champagne red colour shite was because of the red dragonfruit that i ate last night. hahhah!!

jumping with glee!

finally got myself a shaver. it's a pink venus shaver!! i love pink. been sharing a mach3 shaver with my sis for quite some time. yeah, it's a guy's shaver, but so what?

going shopping with jesslyn han later in the noon. going for lunch first before starting our shopping! prolly going paragon first to see her clothes at blossoms.. her usual shop. hopefully can find a lot of nice and not that expensive clothes there. then can just purchase all from there. it's so difficult to find her clothes lo. and im planning to go far east to try some dresses.

should be going out with mum, aunt and grandma tmr. then i'll go shop at bugis with jesslyn han. then can find my belt at bugis village.

been sleeping without the aircon for 3 days. windows opened, fan on-ed. quite cooling actually. but i havent been sleeping well these 3 days too. kept waking up in the middle of the night and waking up very early in the morning. and i dont feel tired.

come on let's celebrate

"Come on and celebrate
His gift of love, we will celebrate
The Son of God, who loved us
And gave us life

We'll shout Your praise, O King
You gave us joy, nothing else can bring
We'll give to You our offering
In celebration praise

Come on and celebrate, celebrate
Celebrate and sing
Celebrate and sing, to the King"

dad asked ppl from another aircon company to take a look at our aircons again. apparently, yesterday the ppl didnt really do much. my aircon has those noises again. and it on-off by itself again. the ppl today couldnt check anything because there wasnt any error. damn!! think we should just change the whole aircon. worse, dad didnt even tell me ppl are coming. i was about to go bathe and head to chinatown lo. now i'm still home.

it's the 1st day of FEB! the month where ian will be coming home. the month of ♥. (though every month can be too). the month of angbaos collection. it's the month of celebrations!!!!

just realised i havent touch a single cent of my pocket money from last month. :) simply greats!

went chinatown just now. couldnt get the black belt i want. i want it in a smaller size but they dont have. so settled for a white one. shall find the black one tmr at far east. finally know where ann siang road is. saw patissier and this other shop selling fred perry stuffs. but they dont have the polo tee i want, so im going down again next wk when the new fred perry shop opens.
bought some egg tart and portugese egg tart. not bad lei.
got my body wash and lip balm too.
wanted to buy the german sausages at this small push cart in chinatown, but i shall wait for ian to try with me.

IS IT ALRIGHT ALREADY?

well, dad called the aircon people to fix our aircon. there was a lot of noises with my aircon, but then, i dunno how to describe what kind of noises was that, so they washed it with chemicals. our 2 aircons are weird. hopefully it's really ok after the fix.

cleaned my table and the shelf after they left.

finished what we have to submit for MAP today. emailed my file out. hopefully it's not that badly done then i wont have to waste time redoing it. it's very difficult lei..

breakfast: milk and orange
lunch: 1 pack of tofu and 1/2 cup strawberry&mango mixed yoghurt drink
in betweens: 1 slice of wholemeal bread with margarine and 1/4 sq piece of meiji dark chocolate

i always tell myself i'll just have tofu, edamame or milk for dinner, but somehow when the food arrives, i'll just automatically take a bowl and chopsticks and start putting food into my bowl. damn!! bad determination and control. my tummy is still there after 10 days!!

cant wait to hit the stores this fri!!!! going to see the ralph lauren mini tote bag for my 2nd aunt. not sure if they still have it and how much is it. hopefully not that expensive. might be getting a low vneck nude or white colour bra from triumph too. hehe! better have what i want. it's been ages since i want to get a new bra.

using my own computer today coz my project files are in this comp. im getting bored. no nice tv programmes now. nothing to surf online. it's killing me!!!! i want IAN

I'M UP EARLY AND FAST

i woke up a lil earlier than my alarm. on-ed the heater, slept for 5-8mins more and went to bathe. changed, packed my bag, put on my make up, did some last min stuffs and left for work at 730am. jamed from my place to serangoon. 70-147-133. reached parkview sq at 830. read a little of my performance management measurement book while waiting for my aunt to reach.

got her a peach tart from Han's.

breakfast: 1 slice of wholemeal bread
in betweens: 2 cups of milo at work
lunch: a plate of wanton mee
snack: cream puff from beard papa
dinner: lots of vege, steamed egg with meat, 1 fuzhou fishball, some tidbits, yoghurt drink, vitagen, 2 prunes, 6 spoons of rice.. shite! ate too much!!

shitted a bit just now.

no more work for now. coz i finished everything up today. read magazine and newspaper while at work. im just too fast.. hhahah! pee-ed a lot today.

well, was told that even the only casual sweater that was supposedly to be available was not in stock. so, the seller transferred all my money back to me. sigh~

got to start doing up my business case tmr. hopefully can email out by evening time. fingers crossed*

12 more days and ♥ will be back. i can't wait to see him. apparently, he's gained weight, sunburn on his face and foot rot. poor thing! but u better lose those fats! if not u cant fit any of ur clothes!!

going cny shopping again with jesslyn han this fri. i think i'll wait for ian to come back then ask him to go shopping with me. more ideas too.. my shopping consultant. prolly wont be buying any branded wallets. felt that i can buy more clothes with that money. maybe when i start working in future, then i'll get myself a good branded wallet.

WOW SHOPPING SPREE!!

went shopping today as planned.. train was packed, weird! got to town about 12. not many shops were opened. so i went for a brunch at Subway. had an italian b.m.t for $4.95.. quite shiok!

was hoping to find a tailor to help me trim my belt, but couldnt find. shopped for a few hours at far east. damn shiok!! got myself a long gold necklace with a big puffy red heard pendant and 4 pairs of earrings (2 same designs, but in 2 colours). bought 3 tops for $115.70 and 1 dress for $45. quite a good find today.. wanted to buy 1 more dress, but decided i shall wait before cny in case there's new stocks coming.

went takashimaya after that and got 2 A3 size black & white colour plain board and 3 colour pens. what's takashimaya without taiyaki?! so, off i went to get my red bean taiyaki and got jesslyn han the chocolate and cheese flavour ones.

starting work tomorrow at my auntie's office. doing some microsoft word to template translation. smart casual wear! shiok! how i wish my workplace in future allows me to wear that for work. but i doubt so. might be working for 1 day only depending on my speed of typing. better than not working. at least got some extra cash for rainy weathers. :)

i so love laptops!! been using ian's laptop everyday. didnt even use my own computer. hahhah.. i want to get my fujitsu laptop fast!

my loot from today and previous shopping spree

HAPPY SUNDAY

yeah!!!! ♥ finally msged me very early this morning and just now! it seems that his hp ran out of batt. and it's going to be like that again for the next few days or more.. so no more msgs again till dunno when.

it's quite scary but amazing sometimes.. coz i dreamt about ian last night. dreamt that he finally called me and i was angry with him and told him it's been 5 days since he last msged me. when i woke up, i was thinking he might msg or call me today. so i immediately jumped out of bed and checked my phone. and he REALLY did msg me at 2am singapore time. gosh! i might be dreaming at that same time too. it's a possible time to be dreaming right? oh man! xing ling xiang tong lei!

15 more days including today to go. i miss ian so much!!

i think i'll shop tmr coz it's a wk day, lesser people.. (:

*postnote 1245am
damn! clothes that i ordered are out of stock except for the casual sweater! argh!!

casual wear

just ordered 2 casual tops, 1 long sleeves top and 1 long sleeves top with buttons (casual buttoned sweater).. $63.40!! not sure when it will arrive lei. it's an online spree so it better fit me man! hhah.. bought so many clothes recently, but none for cny! and it's all for casual wear. i think i have enough casual clothes for now. so got to really shop for cny clothes.

wanted to go shopping early today to avoid the crowds in the noon. but the rain is making me want to sleep more. felt so comfortable under the blanket, hugging my pillow and looking at geri.

i think i'll shop tmr morning, hopefully..

started this hk drama about a hotel show and this japanese drama called 1 litre of tears. both quite nice.
downloaded this japanese song Only Human which is the japanese drama ost and Nelly Fertado's Say it Right.

just realised i have only 5 days left to submit some parts of the proj to the supervisor. need not be very good, but at least must show something. headache!! havent started my business case yet. damn!!

ian is mia. he havent msged me for 6 days!! kinda sad. he forgot about me already. hai~

L

it's my first time downloading an anime from ian's laptop. and it's death note epi 15! not sure if i'm downloading the correct one though, coz i forgot which kind of file did ian download the other time. so trying my luck. looks the same though. *i'm going to watch kewl L later!! why isn't the movie 2 out yet? ARGH

havent heard from ian since the first msg from him on sun. sigh~~ duno how is he doing.

started my proj today. did a content page, acknowledgements and some introduction. but it's like so not professional standard. got to redo again tmr. now resting. anyways, i finally finished the hk drama today! started watching it some time back, so kinda glad it's finished coz it's like 35episodes?! like the guy in the show, but dunno his name. haha..

gosh i ate so much today!! had 1 packet of tofu for lunch, 1 packet of rice crackers (want to expire already, that's why), 1 packet of wang zai xiao man tou, lots and lots of sweet potato veges, a bowl of soup and 4 pieces of small baguette with curry chicken.

shitted a bit today. gonna shite more later coz i had laxatives to help me. really no choice! cant eat so much tmr liao. think shall just eat some edamame tmr. but who knows what will happen tmr. GOT TO CONTROL.. CONTROL CONTROL CONTROL!!!!

the anime is downloading quite fast. should be able to watch tonight. yippy!! but fingers crossed first. scully cant watch man. hha! waiting for the 9pm show to start. i want to watch 715 and elvin ng. love the song that jeff wang and shi xing hui sang for that show, but cant find it. damn!

nights people. nights to you too, ian.. i miss u. ilu

studious?

wow wow wow!! i went to the library today! borrowed 5 books on HR for my proj. felt quite studious in the orchard library. haha..

went for a lil shopping trip after that.. went to get some materials for my board decorations for ian from Art Friend. then went kinokuniya to find 2007 planner books. got one which i kinda fancy. =)

got 2 long sleeves tops from Pull&Bear. same design but different colour. my usual style. hahah

got some taiyaki from taka food mall. my essentials, my needs, whenever im at taka. (:

overall, not bad. just that my bag was kinda heavy from the books, hands were full from the shopping bags and books as well so i came home quite early.

before leaving orchard, i went to Burberry and LV. still in the midst of deciding between the $340/$360 burberry wallet or the $450 LV wallet. ARGH!! where is ian? he's my consultant.. i miss you boy

im getting very good with the laptop keyboard already. yoohoo

gonna go plan out my board decor already. byebye people!

i don't like mondays

spent my day surfing websites and continuing my hk drama. left for bugis at 3+ with jesslyn han. we bought some tees at bugis village. i bought "monday" and "thursday" tees for $30. so great that i have new casual tees. wanted to get an outfitter girls's tee, but dont have any nice colours.

jesslyn han finally got her pink sony earphones. went simlim to check out my fujitsu laptop too. whooping $2788!! so expensive!

tried a dark chocolate and strawberry shortcake doughnuts from Summer House. love the strawberry one coz there's real strawberries inside. quite refreshing and not that dry. but i still prefer the ones at Donut Factory coz it's softer. but the long queue is so annoying.

had a headache since morning. must be my relax position while watching the drama.

decided on my major proj topic, so got to start working on it. will be going to the library sometime this week to get reference books. hopefully can find good and helpful ones.

kept running today. ran to catch a train when we changed at cityhall. when we reached dhoby ghaut, we ran again to catch the NEL train which was approaching in 1min time. when we got to our bus stop, we ran again to the side gate just to catch 5 mins of the channel 8 show! exercise exercise. havent find time to go to the gym. not really cant find time, just pure laziness. haha

monday blues? not really, coz i got new tees. hehe! but yeah blues coz i miss ian. ):

anyways, HAPPY 22nd DAGE!!

good morning sunday

woke up pretty early today coz i gotta ask jesslyn han what time her church ends today. going town for her adidas shoes shopping.. gotta shop for our cny clothes too.. hopefully can find something nice today.

didnt meet up with frankie & co last night coz i was feeling kinda tired suddenly and went to sleep. teared a little thinking that ian is not by my side. but i believe time will pass very fast these 3 weeks and i have my geri giraffe with me.

really want to get my butt working fast for my proj. dun want any last minute work. guess my final topic will be on Change Management. asked the supervisor about it and i got the correct concept so i think it'll be ok. not sure if i'll be meeting up with my ex classmates to join them in for the discussion since they're doing a project which is similar to mine.

feel like getting a notebook cooler for ♥. can feel the heat of the laptop from the keyboard man! and im airing it off the table somemore. i dont wanna spoil the laptop man! hahaha

will be getting the burberry polo tee for ian later when im out. hopefully still got the size! we're still waiting for the black colour with the gold logo tee. now getting the dark blue one first. :)

anyways, got a sms from ian early this morning. he's in nz already. and he said it's very cold there. i miss you ♥!!

to be continued....
just finished bathing. felt so sticky! got to church close to 1, chatted with my grandma and waited for quite some time for jesslyn han. had lunch at the coffeeshop with some of my church friends. i had milk only. hhhe.. went taka, paragon, dfs scotts, wisma and back to taka to get my taiyaki!!

met up with timo, candice and dom at taka before heading for dinner at jackson's kopitiam. hazel waited for us at jackson's. dinner was great. the congee was damn delicious and full of ingredients. had some siewmai, tofu and 1 har kar. fat fat fat!!

bought 2 casual tops from Forever 21. finally bought the burberry polo at dfs. but no burberry paper bag! but it's ok. i will have it next time. thinking of buying a burberry wallet now. hahah

chose a missy elliot adidas shoes for jesslyn han. pink design. kewl! was $119 so not so bad since the vouchers were $120.

will be continuing shopping this coming week. wanna get the outfitter girls top at bugis! feet's hurting. gotten some blisters from all the walking today. damn! so tiring.

missing ♥

FLY FLY AND AWAY

got home at 12+am just now. bathed and surfed a little.. stayed over at ian's place on thurs coz he's leaving for nz and i want to spent more time with him. he cooked omelette with crabmeat&buttonmushrooms for lunch today. we bought chicken porridge and yong tau foo too. i helped with the tofu (just made it hot in the oven, pour some soya sauce and sesame oil and ian sprinkled it with wasabi flavoured powder).. great and full lunch!!



ate a lot today. for breakfast, i had 8 chocolate biscuits from royce, 1/2 of a ferrero rocher and 1/2 of a mini magnum. dinner was a lil rice, tofu soup with lots of ingredients, brocolli and sweeet&sour fish. damn delicious!!!!!

♥ will be leaving for nz later in the evening.. cant hug him, kiss him, cuddle with him for 3 weeks!! our 4th parting since we got together, 3 of them was when he left for aust, india and now, nz. while for me was when i went to japan. hai~~

have a few dramas to watch to kill my time while he's away. got to concentrate on my proj and dieting plan as well. so hopefully i'll have a flat tummy within these 3 weeks. ahhaah! sure gonna have a big meal when he comes back. =)

and i have his laptop with me now! hahahahhah! it's mine for now. gonna take care of it and use it for my dramas. hopefully wont spoil it or damage it, if not im gonna get it jialat jialat from him. i already indirectly caused a deep small cut to it not long after he got this laptop. argh!

off to sleep soon. waking up early to go to ♥'s place later.

postnote: 443pm
im home.. had a nice lunch at ian's place just now. then we send him to the airport at 3+. ♥'s dad send me home after we dropped ian off at the departure hall. i miss my darling.
bought home some malay kuay that ian's parents made. nicey kuay! feel like eating all of it up. ahaha but very fattening! most prolly meeting frankie and co at night for ktv or drinking&poker session at the hotel.

im seriously thinking why some people just cant have their food outside my room! gave so many chances already but to no avail of them changing. even promised not to eat anymore, but got caught by me again. just makes me super damn pissed!!

postnote: 1134pm
im off to sleep.. im missing ian terribly! 3 weeks just zoom past ok?!!!

GO KATONG

came over to ♥'s house in the morning. had the english kind of carrot cake and egg tart for breakfast. took it from my home. heh.. watched the 13th episode of DeathNote anime, slacked awhile then we left for lunch at katong area. made up our mind to settle at Astons. finally i got to try their ieatSuper burger!! damn damn shiok!! darling had the black pepper steak with baked potato and house salad as their sides. well, im happy without any sides. hhe.. but i took some from ian. their ice lemon tea is not bad too.. treated darling to lunch since he's going to nz soon. he treated us to double scoop of dark chocolate ice cream (hei hei ice cream at awfully chocolate.
darling bought back tau kua from katong area which is quite delicious. was so full so we had a late dinner at 8+.

i had a dream

a nightmare to be exact. it was the sec sch event, let's say, for year 2006. i was there with some friends. then i saw a scene from year 2005 where all 5 of us satellites were still best of friends.

anyways, i went away from my seat for awhile and i'm not sure why i left. when i came back, my burberry bag was gone, including the things in it. i remembered asking back for my wallet, brolly, mp3, notebook.. apparently, it was the ahbengs in my sch who did it. i found my newly bought ear studs though. the last scene was in this 7-eleven where a lesson was going on. in this class, all the students were thieves. somehow, we knew that my things were with them. so the rest of the satellites came with me to demand my things back.

when i threathened to call the police, all of them came forward with all their stolen goods and offered to me. but i only wanted my things back. they even offered me this long LV wallet. i took it of course, but i only wanted to return it to the owner coz the things inside were still intact. nice me.

anyways, i got back my adidas wallet (though in real life, i dont have any adidas wallet). that was the only thing i got back besides the ear studs.
i was like "wow lucky ♥'s laptop wasn't with me!"
but i was really pissed coz i couldnt get back all my things. and the porter pouch which contains the mp3 was lost too.

i was so angry that i woke up immediately, ending that disgusting nightmare. i really hate losing my things, that's why i treat them like treasures. not even wanting them to be dirty. since secondary school, all my bags will always be on my chair and not on the floor. and my friends were kinda angry with me for that. oh wells..

there was this time on the train, i saw this guy wearing ralph lauren polo tee with levis jeans wearing LV shoes, carrying this big gucci bag with another LV bag in it. a big diamond ear stud, gucci hp strap, tifanny's chain around his neck and a tifanny ring. he placed his gucci bag on the floor. i was like wow!

btw, ian came last night and really surprised me. coz we left the door open, then i saw this person wearing blue tee which for sure wont be my dad. and this person just walked into my house. i was sitting there watching tv and got stunned when i realised it was ian. hhaha! anyways, i cooked soba for him. he sure ate a lot. a bowl of soba, side dishes of cubed luncheon meat & potato, stewed meat, yong tau foo dishes and a bowl of soup. not forgetting 1 guava and 1 apple (he told me to share with him, but he ate up all in the end)

1005pm: i really controlled myself today. i had a packet of seaweed, 2.5 cups of milk and 1 guava for the whole day!! woohoo

30 bites

till now,
breakfast: 1 piece of walnut bread and a cup of fruit&vegetables with wheatgrass juice.
lunch: grapes, 1 orange, 1/2 a packet of edamame, 1/2 cup of apple juice with aloe vera bits.

watched 2 episodes of this hk drama. as usual, another addictive drama.

♥ doesnt want me to send him off this sat. but i want. so we had a tiny argument, not sure if there is one anyway, but we just slept it off.

took 30 bites for every bite of bread i took today. ahha!! heard that it's easier to digest, get full easily and wont get fat. dunno real or not

map

sat: woke up early in the morning to shite, went back to sleep and woke up again at about 11+ to ♥'s sms. hurried to pack my bag, made my bed and bathed. prepared a lil and left for his house. brought my transparent brolly i bought from japan out coz it was raining. hehe! had fried tanghoon for lunch, slacked awhile and left for town. bought some taiyaki from takashimaya too. redbean, blueberry&cheese and chocolate flavours. went to burberry's boutiques and dfs to see the polo tees but didnt like anything so we went back home at 6+pm. dinner was beehoon soup. delicious but chilli was a tad hot. stayed over coz sweet fell asleep and it was raining.

sun: woke up at 12+pm and had popiah for lunch. left at 4+pm for my home. dinner at serangoon garden's pow sing chicken rice shop. ate so much till my tummy hurt. was so bloated but we still ate haato ice cream. i had a red bean and black sesame flavour. ♥ had white chocolate and honey dew melon. jesslyn had strawberry yoghurt and rum&raisins. $12 in all.

today: shitted a bit this morning coz i ate laxatives last night. had a slice of walnut bread and a cup of fruit&vegetables with wheatgrass juice. surfed some websites, found some nice necklaces and saw this strawberry necklace that i liked but it cost $40!! hai~~
thought of having a necklace with my name as the pendant, but not sure what kind of designs i want. hmm hmm hmm
having the first MAP meeting today in sch. boring!! it starts at 5, which means i cant meet my sweet for dinner. damn!! cant they make it in the morning?!

postnote, 1020pm
brrr it's so cold! felt so cold when i bathed in the late afternoon just now. brought my brolly out again. but it stopped raining once i reached school and back. didnt have a chance to use it. saw my ex classmates before my map briefing. briefing started late but it was all ok. nothing much about it actually. next one will be in march, which is so damn long. but meanwhile, i got to decide on a topic to do first coz i have to submit it by next fri.

dinner: lots of long beans with dried shrimps in chilli, some meat, 1 egg, grapes, some chocolates and fruit&vegetables with wheatgrass juice.
feel like starting my gym exercise tmr?

waiting for my ♥ to come. i miss him. and i'm going to miss him even more when he leaves for nz this sat. when he's away, i shall devote all my time to my project and dramas (♥ downloaded it so that i wont be so bored when he's away. how sweet!). but i guess i need to start thinking of what clothes to get for cny. can't be so last minute if not cant get any clothes man! but im not sure if i'll even go out. prolly i'll shop a lil if i'm out to the library to get informations for my project. and i'll see what clothes to get for ian too. :)

♥ is here! bye bye

new plan

gosh! ate so much yesterday. must start watching my diet soon. my plan now is to just eat what i want, but in small portions, must still control. then when ian leaves for nz, i'll really go on my strict diet.

waiting for jesslyn han to come home with my laxatives. got to shite out everything from previous days man!! *postnote 309pm: wao lao!! this jesslyn han never help me buy!! argh!!!!!

really wanna eat up all the berrymisu in the freezer now. but got to save some for sheena han. hai~ i think i'll order it some time again. yippy yeah!!!! (:

breakfast: 1 mouth of berrymisu, 1/8 of hokaiddo dome, 1/2 cup of soupsop drink
lunch: 1 sunflower seeds bread, 1 slice of sara lee cake, 1 big slice of berrymisu, another 1/8 of hokaiddo dome

why is the super rainy weather back again? it rained the whole day yesterday and got so bad in the afternoon and at night. ian was so wet when he came over after class last night. there was still a light drizzle early this morning when we went to the bus stop. and it's raining now again!! i want to go out!!!!

to be cont'd....
kept listening to cao ge's songs now. i like repeating songs that i just downloaded and found it nice. ian doesn't like it. he closes my wmp all the time. ):

made so many calls today just to find a burberry polo tee for guys. finally found one but the collar is checkered. going down tmr with ♥ to see if he likes it. if not, im sorry, got to wait for quite some time and they might not even bring in again. or u can choose another colour? (:

happy 13th b'day jesslyn han

the berrymisu arrived from tiramisutra at about 12+pm. it looked a tad small for a 7", 1kg cake. but i guess it's because of the weight of the fruits that made up the weight. im actually quite surprised by their bday tag on the cake. it's a chocolate tag with the word "happy birthday" on it. i tot it'll be like those plastic kind of tag. the cake looks pretty nice too. i tot it's those plain kind of cake. but im wrong. just cant wait to dig into the cake tonight.

dad suggested swensens since he has the $40 voucher for it. thinking of what to eat already.

fen has been back for days, leaving tmr late afternoon, and i havent met up with her yet. not that i dont want to meet her, but they have been meeting up for dinner and im on a strict diet (so go also no use) or chilling out (which is late and far for me).
she's leaving tmr and frankie&wilson will be coming back soon. just got an overseas call (from hk) from frankie telling me he'll be back next wed. but i'll only be meeting them prolly friday or sat since they have their own things to do first and i want to have my own time with ian first before he leaves for nz.

*postnote
breakfast: 1 orange and some seaweed.
lunch: 3 small nut cookies and 2 small packets of nuts
dinner: half sirloin steak, vegetables, 2 small rodeo drumsticks, 3 deep fried mushrooms, salad with grilled chicken, a little bit of salmon and mushroom baked rice, 1 mouth of salmon and mushroom spaghetti, ice cream, 2 big slices of berrymisu. im so super fat!!

had a takeaway of 1 salmon and mushroom baked rice and deep fried mushrooms for ian. :)

ps: the berrymisu was really nice, but kinda soft. so ian left it in the freezer

AIYOH AIYOH HAI~~

the damages done to myself:

morning: my leftover sunflower & sesame seeds bread from breadtalk
afternoon: 1 orange
snack: half a packet of edamame
before dinner snack: chocolates, redcurrent biscuits, strawberry pokey
dinner: soba, ngoh hiang, chicken wings
after dinner: biscuits, sangiko's aloe vera(super duper ultra sweet) , fruit juices, 1 chicken wing(got caught by ian while i was eating it)

see what the power of ♥ can do to you.. sigh.. and i only shitted a bit today. got to cont my dieting real soon. 3 weeks of not seeing my ♥ from next week onwards, i shall really cont my super strict diet for that 3 whole weeks.

went ntuc for some grocery shopping. and we ended up buying more tidbits to top up the already full bag of tidbits in my room. haiz

ordered a 1kg berrymisu from tiramisutra today. finally i can get to try it!!! cant wait for it to arrive tmr. most prolly going out for a late dinner with my family tmr for jesslyn's bday. but too bad my ♥ cant go coz he has lesson. very very sad

ian says our geri giraffe is a peeping tom and it's a gay. it also thinks that texas is in mexico.

17 MONTHS OF ♥

was supposed to meet ian in the morning and accompany him to the hospital where the doctor will remove his stiches. when i got there, his turn was already over. i didnt even step into the lobby of the hospital then we left. ahahahaha

we took a bus down to paragon and had an early lunch at shimbashi soba. had 2 side dishes as well: tofu steak and soba chips. went window shopping around takashimaya, not sure why, but i have this thing for burberry now! i love burberry!! wanted to find this small tote i like, but they dont have the one i want over at taka boutiques. so we went over to dfs where ian tried on this burberry polo tee which was nice on him, but dont have his size! argh! it's cheap too, at $140 only. tried this top which i liked, but its $260!!!! totally madness. tried some donuts at taka food mall. it's not soft enough like the ones at donut factory

after dfs, we went over to cityhall, hoping to get some donuts, but the queue was freaking long. so we left and went to marina sq for azabu sabo's icecream. yum yum! greenteawithredbean and rum&raisins. creamilicious! walked over to suntec to see some IT stuffs. saw this super duper cute tv with different kind of animals theme, but it cost $699. love the giraffe one. hhaha

after suntec, we left for ian's house. had a very full dinner!! must not eat that much today. always eat so much with ian around. the power of ♥
no wonder people say couples always get fat together!!

did some cream waxing on my legs. ahaha! no more hair! shiok

anyways, it was my buddy, janice's bday today!! HAPPY 22ND BUDDY!!

gonna start an anime again. fruit basket

HEALTHY DAY

met my darling at simlim today. walked around and left for raffles city. had lunch at Mix. shared a tandori chicken and chicken pocket. super super mixilicious!!!!! shared a cup of soy bean milk after that.

took a train down to orchard for some shopping. didnt find any nice dresses i want. ended the window shopping at heerens. then we left to rest at marks&spencer cafe. shared a bowl of fish porridge at S11 before ian left for his class.

i came home and had 1 orange and lots of vegetables. ate too much! damn!!!!

bought this veet wax strips for my leg. not sure if i used it correctly or wrongly, but it's kinda useless. my hair is still intact! gosh. waste of money. and it made my legs so oily and sticky. washed it away with soap but it's of no use.

really gotta eat lesser tmr. can feel my weight coming back. sob

btw, i cant stand this shop at far east called Blossomz or something like that. i went to try this tube dress, and the salesgirl asked me to come out after i tried it for her to see. i was thinking, huh? ok lo. then when i came out, she kept telling me i can do this i can do that to the dress, then taught me how to wear it differently for different occasions. and she even said "i even have to see if i got a new piece for this". i didnt even said i wanted to buy lo!!!! im damn pissed. i just wanted to get out of that dress and out of that shop that instant. i cant stand those sales people who keep talking nonstop or following u around and keep asking if u need help, etc etc. ARGH!! anyways, i was about to leave the shop when the salesgirl made me angry again by saying "huh, u really dont want to buy ah?" i said i'll walk around first. then she said "i scared later u walk around, come back then no more already". so i said, then no fate lo. she also said how limited those dresses are and that not much people will have the same one as me so i wont bump into people wearing the same dress as me on the streets. PLEASE LA
i even had to repeat twice that i really want to walk around and see if i can find other dresses i really like. and she still dont want to let me go by asking what do i not like about the dress and even asked is it your bf dont like (darling, forgot to tell you this). AAAAAAA

im accompanying my ♥ to alexandra hospital tmr, then we're going for soba at shimbashi soba again!! yippy!! we love soba yes we do

some quizzes

got some of these quizzes from eu's blog. so i tried them out.

it actually looks kind of cute. isn't it? haa

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

hahhaaa im young!!

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

japanese japanese japanese

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yumako Kujo

What's your Japanese Name?

im healthy. lucky me

Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

i don't even have a dog. maybe i'll have one next time?

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Nice doggy."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

anyways, my darling just reached my house. expected it though. hahaha.. but still a surprise. he bought me onde onde, banana cake and this other kuay. i had 1 small onde onde. that's it! cant eat the rest. if not my dieting will fail. quickly put those snacks in the kitchen lest i get tempted again. ♥ bought his laptop to my house. haaa.. now we dun have to snatch for a computer to use. and we msned each other. hahhaha

*postnote: 1038pm
had dinner at hougang mall's ichiban sushi or boshi. with ian, my mum and jesslyn. gosh!! ate so much!
breakfast: nil
lunch: 1 kiwi and 1 orange
snack: 1 small onde onde
dinner: salmon kaminabe, some sushi and some unagi!! sinful

going out to simlim with my ♥ to get his ram tomorrow. and prolly some laptop balls

2nd day of dieting

woke up this morning feeling very tired becoz of a long dream. then my mum came home from the market and told me to have breakfast. i knew im dieting already, but no harm seeing what she bought. then, TADA!! it's those kind of bread u get from the breadshop with hotdogs on it, or ham, and cheese or some kinda sauce melted on top. gosh! that was so tempting and definitely one of my favourite! but i couldnt eat.

so i immediately (so as not to be tempted) went to cut 2 golden kiwis and had a cup of milk for breakfast.
cont'd my hk drama show and had 2 oranges for lunch.
had the other 1/2 packet of edamame from yday for dinner.
had a night snack of 1/2 a cup of milk and 1 orange.

one of those bread is still lying on the kitchen table. and my darling kept telling me to just eat it. very very evil! preventing me from losing weight coz he cant lose weight himself!!!!! but i still love him. :) im really tempted to eat that bread. but i CANNOT

did some oto massages and shited a bit in the noon. better than having no shite

dropped 1.5-2kg in 2 days. but went up 0.5kg after i drank that 1/2 cup milk and 1 orange for night snack. damn!! hopefully will drop again tmr. till then. bye and good night to all

MY DIET PLAN

started my diet plan today. watched drama the whole day till now. gonna cont'd later i guess.

for breakfast: a cup of milk and some grapes
lunch: a cup of milk, 1/2 packet of edamame and an apple
dinner: a bowl of porridge with lots of fish and some lotus roots

too much food already! damn

did a few times of oto tummy massage at high mode. hahaa. made me laosai so much also!!

1 day of not meeting my ♥ made me so sian. hai~~

anyways, fen is back! but im not meeting them tonight since it's so late and so far.

CAN'T STAND IT

the beta blogger is making me angry! i have to log in everytime i start a new window. damnit! it's so irritating lo!!!!

anyways, stayed over at sweet's house yesterday. coz he couldn't drive me home after taking his medicine for his wisdom teeth extraction. i was lazy to take a bus home too. had a damn delicious dinner yesterday. fried rice with lots of pepper, fruits salad with crispy prawns and steamed or baked fish with chilli. darn shiok!! luckily i didn't eat much in the morning or afternoon, or else my diet plan would have failed.

for today, woke up in the morning and took a long train journey to jurong east with sweet to collect the laptop at some wulu place near jurong. took a cab in and took a bus back to jurong interchange. walked around IMM building and was so tempted to buy those food we saw. ended up buying soba, soba sauce and seaweed from daiso. the seaweed was so damn delicious that i finished the whole packet by myself when we got home.

my darling said "now on diet, cannot buy tidbits". but i just found out that we have 7 types of tidbits in my room: a big pack of oregon hot&spicy potato chips, 2 packets of swiss delice amandelle biscuits, 1 packet of wernli chocobelle biscuits, 1 packet of vicenzi mini snack break senza orario, 1 pack of thomas chipman organic splendid cheese corn chips, 1 packet of marks&spencer redcurrant puffs and the thai seaweed. and he was the one who chose those tidbits and we bought it recently somemore! so much for saying dieting plan. GREEDY

had 3 ferrero rocher, 4 honeydew chocolate, fruits salad, fish with chilli, shared a bottle of black soya bean milk without sugar with sweet, 3 small apples, some grapes and a bowl of soup today. should have been quite alright if not for the chocolates and the fruits salad sauce. but i just love chocolates!! cannot ever carry out my diet plan if im at ian's house. darn!!

anyways, the laptop is very nice! smooth glossy black colour. it's MINE

been spending my time everyday with my ♥ and im still not bored of him. i ♥ him to bits!!!!! heheh.. and he looks so cute now, coz he cant talk well and cant open his mouth wide. so poor thing. so i can only kiss him gently on his lips and his face. he's even cuter when he does those cute actions and say "heh heh" with his hands up. my cutey ♥. :)

SIGH~~

i can't find ian coz his phone's off. must be still "sleeping" after the surgery. wanna go to the hospital but not sure where he is and what if, when im on my way there, he happened to wake up and leaves the hospital? aiyoh!! im all ready to leave, but nowhere to go. im stucked at home.

right now, i feel like eating
- amoy street food centre's onde onde
- mix's wraps
- cedele's sandwiches and soup
- gelare's waffles
- chippy's british takeaway fish&chips

only had a piece of wholemeal bread, a cup of milk and a small sq piece of rou gan (bbq pork) till now

hey hey. a very good morning

waiting for my hair to dry now. just got back home not long. went over to my sweet's house, had a late lunch, watched some tv, took a short nap till 5+pm then we went out for dinner at old airport road. had satay, char keow teoy, bbq chicken wing, frog porridge, chee cheong fun, soursop drink, ondeh ondeh and curry puffs.

wanted to copy how zoe tay ate her ondeh ondeh in the 9pm show. well, the juice splurted out! luckily i was quick enough to catch it with my hands. hahaha! anyways, dinner was great. but big damage done to my tummy. bigger tummy now. really got to start my diet tomorrow. cant anyhow snack around or be tempted by food!!!! must practice determination and resistance!! wish me luck

♥ is going for wisdom tooth extraction later in the morning. hopefully it won't hurt after he wake up or whatsoever and no complications in the surgery. pray

eyes closing but i cant sleep yet. aaaa

will either be meeting ian at his house tomorrow or going to the hospital to find him. he doesn't want me to accompany him coz i'll be doing nothing except sitting there, waiting for him to wake up. but as his gf, i really hope and want to be there with him. hai.. shall see how tomorrow.

good night world! have a great day ahead

good morning!!

feels good having a new skin. refreshing look. i guess my ♥ is still sleeping after playing an evening-to-night-to-morning mahjong. thought of getting him breakfast, but it'll just turn cold etc..

it's a new year now, so i took out my fancl table calender out just now. prolly going to shop around for a planner book. :)

had a plain and cheese prata just now. so sinful! damn!! got to start my diet soon, prolly tmr? =(

my darling will be having his wisdom tooth extracted tmr. accompanying him to the hospital. he's gonna be asleep for awhile.

goodbye people. gonna bathe soon and go to my ♥'s house

new year, new blogskin

decided to change a new skin for my blog. couldn't find any nice ones from the webby. so decided to use those default ones. changed here and there and added new things in it. still trying to upload a fixed photo onto it. got to try out the sizes of the photos first. meanwhile, it's like that first.

going into the new year with new changes. :)

welcome 2007

2006 is gone! it has been a great year for me.

stayed over at ian's house last night. watched Death Note 1 on his computer with his 2 cousins. they fell asleep and got woken up at 1+am to go home. i slept on the chair for awhile. had apple struddle too. shiok! woke up in the late morning and went for dimsum at 126 geylang with ian's family. havent been there for quite some time. then went to his dad's friend's house for awhile to say hello. then we went home. slept till 5+ before coming home. ian is playing mahjong at hc's house, overnight. pray and hope that he'll 888!!! (fa fa fa!!!) then i'll have some money. hehehe

-year 2006-
started my new diploma in HR at shri. met new people and made new friends.
met ian's parents, family and friends for the first time.
went visiting during cny.
had my first valentine with ian.
started my stay-over at ian's house.
got a new bed.
a friend decided to leave our group.
had lots of delicious food at ian's house.
had the most number of eating-crabs experiences among all other years.
bought dresses and wore one of it after so many years of not having one or wearing one.
had our 1yr anniversary in august.
watched fireworks together for the first time.
tried so many kinds of cuisine with ian. (japanese, korean, chinese, thai, mexican, international buffets..)
went for equinox's international buffet twice.
received the most flowers in the year.
attended a few 21st birthday celebrations, including my own one.
started thinking of my future so i opened a new standard chartered Esavings account with some cash in it.
had a major room revamp with ian before 2006 ended.
went JAPAN for the first time and had a andylau lookalike tour guide. (great shopping, food and hot spring!)
got a geri giraffe from ian.
lost some weight.
rebonded my hair. (i love straight hair!!)
went for a japanese ala carte buffet with ian on the 31st of dec.
had a christmas countdown with ian alone in my room.
had a new year countdown with ian alone in his parents home.
finished all the modules for my diploma with 9As and 2Cs. got the most As in my studies so far.
(and lots more other things)

-year 2007-
my first resolution is to give in my best for my major project, and hopefully getting an A.
treating ian better.
be more caring, understanding and sensitive to ian.
saving more money if possible.
getting all the things in my wishlist asap.
have a romantic valentine day with ian.
losing more weight before cny.
buying nicer clothes.
eating lesser tidbits.
thats all for now...