happy bday to

dakel n my shifu, jon!!

went dakel's house last night with beat, elaine n ks to surprise him. but he wasnt at home! went to the carpark to see if his bike was there. ok not there.. so elaine decided to trick him into telling him where he were. toh guan!! aiyoh.. so far. went from telok blangah to toh guan blk 286 to find him. he was quite shock. hha.. he said he was very gan dong. haha.. glad he's happy. he's having his class 2 last prac this afternoon. pray that he'll pass so that he can enjoy his bday today! hee.. my frenzy photo fren.

jon's in KL. guess he's having fun there. come back n meet up soon before u go for NS. =)

yea simple greats!!

the barley is a success!!!!! im so proud of myself.. woo.. i have conquered barley. what's next on the list that u wan?

my first time

making barley!! woo... learned how to make barley drink from sheena last wk. today trying out on my own. wonder if it will turn out nice. water's boiling now. gotta learn a lot of things now since im so free at home. den can make for ian. heh.. *shy face* aaaa

insomnia?

started my "get rid of insomnia" plan yday. went to sleep at 12+am, but duno when did i actually fell asleep. woke up at 8 this morning coz of mwsm revision lect. met melly at concourse before lect. was feeling super tired when i woke up. not enough sleep. had a freaking bad headache since then. neck aching, heavy head. took a short nap at 6+pm. couldnt take it anymore. but limited myself in case i cant sleep tonight.

step 5 of the guideline the doc gave me states:
-Develop a bedtime routine. Do the same thing every night before going to sleep. For example, take a warm bath and then read for 10 minutes every night before going to bed. Soon you'll connect these activities with sleeping, and doing them will help make you sleepy.

i guess my bedtime routine is talking to you every night. =)

photos

Starbucks somerset




centerpoint





kent ridge park

yahoo's weird

ok apparently, i cant seem to upload photos into my yahoo acct. weird.. it says i can only upload 3 photos into the album, cant exceed 1MB. all the photos doesnt exceed 1MB at all. hmm.. shall experiment with yahoo photos first then can upload the photos.

cant sleep again. im sick of this stupid cant sleep nonsense already!!!!! im very fed up. i think im gonna see a doc soon. weird.. this is shite lo. goodness.. feel like crying myself to sleep every night. u know crying makes one very tired? ya
im feeling weird now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gonna start crying already

andy

happy 21st bday!! glad u liked the cake that beat n i bought for you. =)

4+pm: lunch cum dinner at ichiban sushi ps with ian. chatted with kinnard for awhile. den walked ard. went scotts foodcourt to find dakel n xiaokel. they were waiting for ks to come.
so i went far east first with ian den beat came to meet us. ian went home for late dinner before coming out later to meet us again.
10pm: went somerset starbucks to chill. ppl there: me, beat, dakel, xiaokel, ks. (celest n bel came for awhile, then they went centerpoint to celebrate andy's bday. dakel's fren, jinsheng came to meet us too).

28aug
12+am: beat n i went to get a swensen blackforest icecream cake for andy's bday. went centerpoint to surprise him. ppl at centerpoint: andy, bel, celest, bjorn n alvin.
1+am: went kent ridge park with ian, beat, ks, dakel, xiaokel n jinsheng. till 4+. bought macdonalds there to eat n chat. took some photos too. hee

anyways, shall upload the photos tmr. not much taken today though. sigh.. not frenzy enough. im bored now. =(

ichiban ps / mask

im coming for you ichiban sushi!! lobster handroll n salmon sushi be careful. im gonna eat the two of u up! heee... *greedy face* shite... gonna start my diet soon. my goal of 50kg n below

just did a facial mask. yea! love the smell of it.

curry rice

beat's curry rice is superb!!!! super shiok!!!! i wan more!! just came back from beat's house. chit chatted for very long.. can nua there the whole day lo.

prata

went jalan kayu again last night to chill. only xiaokel n i ate prata. duno why i was really hungry. beat n ks just drank only. got back home at 2am. slept at 3+ this morning. so happy i could sleep!! i guess i must have the aircon on then i can sleep. dreamt bout u again. hee..

hope that i can go ichiban ps tmr to eat. i wanna see kinnard! so long never see my "die". sad.. so much to tell him. but i dun think he can chat much.. sigh..
i wanna eat lobster handroll n smoked salmon sushi.

yea going beat's house now.. she's cooking curry rice for lunch! im the first among the satellites to try. yippy! *greedy face*

but i still wanna eat the one that u're gonna cook for me. =)

chill out

going out soon with beat, ks n xiaokel. last min decided to go chill out.. waiting for them to come pick me up. 1240am.. hmm.. quite tired now but nothing to do at home. sigh.. quite hungry now also. but if i eat, i'll feel guilty like last night. how? dilemma.. guess im just greedy..

oh man

im tired!! slept at 2 this morning. woke up at 4+ coz i was having nightmares. headache now.. went back to sleep again till now but woke up a few times in between. so overall, there wasnt much sleep done. sigh.. n got woken up by my sisters to help out for our lunch. im TIRED!!!!!! sob.. our sink got choked just now.. had to pump out the dirty stuff with jess.. finally!!!! its ok!! first time pumping the sink lo.. goodness.. but im happy its ok now..but im awake now!!!! argh!! maybe i'll sleep after my lunch. gonna sleep until evening. i wanna sleep!!

I NEED TO GET

- paul frank tshirts. im coming for u clancy.
- clothes
- jeans / berms
- belts
- another havaianas
- shoes?
- wallet
- comb cum mirror
- bag
- pouch

shouting out to lynn "lets go shopping!! ralph lauren here i come again"

just realised field camp is quite disgusting. gross. any bad stuff u can name. dun worry, i wont cry. n i'll wait for you. =)
yea!! so happy that i get to talk to u again!!

went for supper at jalan kayu with my sis n her bf. this other shop beside the big carpark. the food is nicer.. we ordered indian rojak n satay. n drinks. nice!! quite full now.. feeling fat n sinful now.. the smoke there stinked my hair n i just bathed before going!! damn.. gonna go bathe again!!

upset tummy AGAIN

sigh.. laosai twice today.. stomach pain.. whatever i eat, just comes out.. quite ok la actually, tummy will get smaller. hee.. no need to take laxative also.

i miss u so much!!

presentation was gross

*sigh of relief* finally mwsm presentation is over.. but mind blank totally during the presentation. last group to present. left sch at 8pm!! gross.. pessimistic bout the performance.. owells. its over. gonna study doubly hard for exam. 2wks of study wk.. waste of time.. argh!!

just got back home not long. went scotts for dinner with beat n celest after my presentation. had my soon-du-bu. damn shiok!! den went starbucks somerset to chill. elaine met us there. ks came after that. had yong tau fu for supper at allenby road. food was nice.. healthy eating.

tut at 1pm today. damn sian.. hopefully its a short one.. den can come home n sleep.. tired! *yawns*

i've finally

had a GOOD sleep!! slept at about 12+am till late morning without waking up!!! yea!! but im still tired from all the dreams i had.. but i cant cont. sleeping. got proj presentation later. haiz.. so tired now.. last wk of sch!! damn shiok!! free for 2wks den its exam. wasting of my time. mwsm is the last paper for the exam period. n i only have this paper. gotta wait 2wks for it. if its the first paper, aint that better? den i can have a longer holiday. sad...

i miss my beloved =```(

fun time yday

6pm-8+pm: went to japan summer fest yday evening with beat, celest, ahlan n andy. lindy n kenneth came too..but didnt walk ard with them. anyways, the fest was fun!! tons n tons of ppl(photo link)!! had yakitori, hotdog, ice cream!!!!! wanted to get my yoyo balloon with beat. but the queue was super long.. took the coupons to get drinks instead. ahlan n i decided to get ice cream again!! hee.. saw this small jap boy, super duper cute.. he has super mini eyes like ahlan!! hhaa.. n he likes taking photos. very onz!
8+pm-12+am: after the fest, we headed to airport's sakae for late dinner. super duper full.. luckily i didnt eat that much. but thanks to ahlan, i tried some sushi i've never eaten before. was nice!! gonna eat that again next time. sat down to rest first n chat. $77 for 5ppl. quite alright actually. left the place with a mountain of 35plates behind us. walked ard, sat down at T2's departure hall. chit chat, photo session time again!! tried diff. modes for the photos, thanks to ahlan's exploration on the cam.
*12+am-4+am: airport -> fisherman village -> tamp -> plaza sing.
movie: the maid 215am.
*detailed events on hold

I'm

suffering from INSOMNIA!! didnt sleep much AGAIN.. argh!! i wana take sleeping pills already man... shite!! this thingy has been going on for about 1-2 months i think. i think i must go n see a doc.. why can't i sleep? seems to have many thoughts going on in my small brain during sleeping time. i dun wanna think!!!!!! argh!!!!!!

im pissed with you!!!!!!!

im going for jap summer fest today!! upper changi road. japan school.
confirmed ppl going: me, beat, celest, ahlan and andy
gonna be fun with my frens.. photo session time again!! i have my "baby" back with me for today.. only today.. =( gotta wait till my results's out then can really come to a conclusion if my "baby" will forever be with me. right now, im keeping my fingers crossed.

i think i screwed up

AGAIN!! sigh... i think i was most pleased with my scales. except for one section i just went totally blank. aural n sight reading was bad as usual. but the examiner said i got the correct era for my modulations. for my pieces, i think i screwed up for some parts. i was just super nervous!! could actually see my results when i left the room, but was scared of being caught. so didnt dare to look that long. too kan chiong n it just became a flash..

went town after that with my aunt n jess. sheena came to meet us after her sch for lunch. went ichiban boshi at wisma. as usual, NICE!! super full.. den went sch for proj meeting. but, my trip to sch was wasted AGAIN!!!! damnit la.. im really pissed lo.. SUPER DUPER BIG COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN between all 4 members lo.. ended up being in sch for just 3mins i think. den shared cab with cherrie. weather super bad.. bathed again when i got home. was tired but i couldnt sleep. =(

you you you you you!!

last day

for practising my piano!!! the battle is on tmr
Venue: Christofori Music School (TP 9)
500 Lor 6 Toa Payoh #04-30 HDB Hub
Singapore 310500
Time: 9.52am
Candidate 4 (my fav no!! 4th time taking grade 8 exam too!!)

sigh.. im so scared.. i wanna pass this time round.. then there'll be no more piano lessons, no more waking up early on thurs, no more naggings to prac. piano.. n i can have my "baby" back for good!! aaaaaaaaaaa...
pray that i wont make any mistakes during the exam. the feel of the piano is definitely not the same as my own piano, but i seriously hope i wont play the wrong notes or whatsoever..

n finally!!! mwsm configuration thingy is done!! its finished!!! yippy!! tmr gotta go sch n learn the steps man.. sigh.. hope i'll understand n will be able to explain. have a feeling mandy is gonna test me.. i think she keeps thinking im not doing anything during lab. well, its a bit true
things i did during mwsm labs:
- helped to take the equipments (starting of sch term)
- helped to set up the equipments (starting of sch term)
- helped to keep the equipments (starting of sch term)
- sitting there trying to learn (quite often)
- chit chatting with cherrie about hk, clothes, BGR (recently)
- trying to help but nobody seems to need my help (sometimes)
- smsing (all the time)
- surfing net (all the time)

i miss you

japan movies

CRYING OUT IN THE CENTER OF THE WORLD
Rating: PG
Consumer Advice: NIL
Language: Japanese with English & Chinese Subtitles
Genre: Drama Romance
Runtime: 138 Mins
Director: Isao Yukisada
Cast: Takao Osawa, Kou Shibasaki, Masami Nagasawa, Mirai Moriyama.
In 1980s Kyushu, two teenagers fell in love, and exchanged their secrets and thoughts by way of sending tape recordings to each other. More than a decade later, the boy (now grown-up and bittered) rediscovers the last recording of his long-dead lover's voice. Her words trigger a series of flashbacks illustrating the joyful beginning and tragic end of their relationship.

Be With You
Rating: PG
Consumer Advice: NIL
Language: Japanese with English & Chinese Subtitles
Genre: Drama, Romance
Runtime: 119 mins
Director: Nobuhiro Doi
Cast: Yuko Takechi, Shidou Nakamura, Akashi Takei
Widower Takumi (Shidou Nakamura) lives a quiet life with his six-year-old son Yuji (Akashi Takei) after the loss of wife and mother Mio (Yuko Takeuchi). Yuji unfailingly remembers her promise to him: “I’ll be with you again in a year’s time, when the rains come.” On the first anniversary of her passing, Takumi and Yuji are taking a walk in the woods when they come across a woman sheltering from a monsoon downpour. She bears an uncanny resemblance to Mio, but has no recollection of who she is or what she is doing there. Family life resumes from where they left off, while Takumi and Mio’s memories of their first encounter in high school come flooding back. However, their new life together is interrupted by the discovery of Mio’s old diary, which reveals the secrets of her past and how they must say goodbye once more in six weeks time …

introducing

Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!!

itsBeen1Wk! hee

*i thank God i have you. =)

saw this small boy crying in the bus. he's so freaking cute!! he wipes his own tears.. n he sure can cry damn long.. from loud to super soft, den middle den soft again.. so sad seeing him cry. feel like giving him my mentos sweet. but his mum looked fierce.. saw him from the reflection of the glass..

the first thing i saw when i reached sch : a bike. a green grasshopper kawasaki parked there.. the last thing i saw when i left sch was that same bike again!! i love kawasaki bikes. my fav. n i love this colour too. n i was wearing my bright dark green berms n carrying my green n white big stripes jute bag. should have sat that bike. goes well.. green day! ok. no link.. sorry. anyways, where is the owner of this bike? he promised he'll let me sit on his bike. ive waited for a long time.

hate labs

had piano lessons this morning. was super tired.. couldnt get to sleep last night. thinking bout you, proj n piano exam! sigh.. wanted to sleep early but ended up sleeping at 1+am. kept tossing about.. hiaks!! went to sch for lab today as usual. mon routine. cont. our proj. but got stucked again!! im pissed.. i hate mwsm really. damn subj.. was super tired. just got home not long. shared cab with cherrie. enjoyed talking to her. we can relate well i guess. =)

2 more nights!!

everything just suck

argh!! the more i prac for my piano exam, the more mistakes i made. during the prac yday at the exam studio, it was alright lei. the teacher said i should be able to pass and said it was better than last yr. but today, i made so many mistakes that i've never made before. hate it.. these things always happen before piano exam. argh!!! im pissed n stopped prac already. im so tired.. woke up at 12+ to catch the repeat of superstar. wanted to see derrick's last performance. he cried.. i was so sad.. sigh.. there's always a winner and a loser. went back to sleep again after the results. woke up at 6+pm. watched some tv. n started blogging again. cant stop talking man..

super stress over mwsm!! gotta pass up the doc. tmr. next wk got presentation for part3. n we're not done with the configuring part yet. 1 group already completed it. couldnt find one of our group mates n none of us know how to do!! im pissed off already.. feel like crying now.. gotta struggle between mwsm n my piano exam that is this fri morning.. i cant take it anymore!! im at boiling point now. Lord help me!!

* i miss u so much..

mini bbq at east coast

just got home not long.. went east coast last night to have mini bbq again. got there at 11+pm. before that, i went marina sq to meet dakel, ks n km first. beat joined us after that. went Giant to get food. n we went Carl's Junior!! yea.. tried the low carb super 4. hee.. shiok!!

ppl at east coast: me, beat, dakel, ks, km n wife, jianxiong, junxiang.
east coast was damn windy!! had a hard time starting the fire.. the food was nice... thanks to dakel.. the cook for the night! km n his wife left early ard 2am. ks send them home first den came back again. xiong n xiang joined us at 3am. started bbqing again.. couldnt finish the food. everyone was damn full from talking, drinking n eating. talked till 5+am then went mcCafe to cont. till 7+. everybody was like mad.. kept laughing for no reason. esp xiang!! he kept laughing as if something was really damn funny like that.. i kept laughing coz of him. but he said when he see me, he just cant stop laughing. n ks cant stop laughing when he see dakel. jokes..
beat lost her voice man.. sigh.. hope she'll get her voice back the next time i see her. take care girl..

*bow to dakel.. he's going sentosa soon.. never even sleep the whole night till now. n still got energy to go sentosa. super onz!! my best frenzy guy fren... mr muscle man!!

thats all for now.. waiting for my hair to dry then gotta hit the bed soon!! i cant take it anymore. eyes hurting.. anyways, can see the link for the photos. =)

happy song

sheena found the willy wonka song!!

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka... the amazing chocolatier.
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka... everybody give a cheer!
He's modest, clever, and so smart, he barely can restrain it.
With so much generosity, there is no way to contain it...
To contain it... to contain.. to contain.. to contain...

Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka... he's the one that you're about to meet.
Willy Wonka, Willy Wonka... he's a genius who just can't be beat.
The magician and the chocolate wiz...
He's the best darn guy who ever lived.
Willy Wonka, here he is...

i simply love this song man!! its such a happy song.. haahah.. i wanna watch this movie again.. it just makes my day when i watched this. hhah

you

i suddenly rem. in the past, i was thinking when will this someone appear in my life to make me completely forget 7inches. i always thought i couldnt forget him. BUT, you appeared. n im happy that i have you with me. you always make me laugh but sometimes u make me pissed off. u liked irritating me n making me say things that will make myself feel embarrassed. but nonetheless, i still love you. i want and i will cherish you too! i miss you.. aug 9 2005 marks our day. =) i thank God everyday that i have you.

today

1pm: celest n ahlan coming for tennis
4pm - 5pm: piano prac. at toa payoh
10pm: mini bbq at east coast. confirmed ppl: ks, dakel, jianxiong, junxiang, me

*listening to Imagine Me Without You* by Jaci Velasquez. shared by kinnard. nice love song

happenings for a day

Hearing disorder!
oh shite man. i think im having hearing disorder too.. constance called n asked me to bring jess's tuition stuff down. but i tot i heard her telling me to go down and take the tuition stuff up. so i went down without bringing anything. sigh.. im having problem already. hahah.. anyways, laosai again just now. but i didnt eat any laxative this time round.

thanks serene for clearing my confusions.
Christmas: the day Jesus was born
Good friday: the day Jesus was put into the tomb
Easter sunday: the day Jesus rose from the tomb

Heavy rain early in the morning!
oh man.. the wind was so damn strong until i could hear them. couldnt sleep well.. i was scared that the windows will just swing open.. haha.. there was lightning n thunder too.. everything was so scary.. how i wish u were here.. dreamt bout you for 2 consecutive nights. miss you badly. =(

1223am: Laxative is strong!!
just ate two small laxative n i laosai 3 times. sigh.. butt pain. felt really full in the afternoon. so bobian must eat to relieve the sai. feel so much lighter now after bombs are put out. hee.. gross right? hmm that's me.. haha.. sai colour..

ARGH DARN

waste of time man.. went to sch for nothing. tmr must go back again for proj. damnit la.. i hate mwsm lo!! lucky got jackson there. at least got some fun talking to him. he's still a funny guy. esp. when he play warcraft. so excited bout it.

u made me cry

pray that everything will turn out fine for you. im starting to miss you.. sigh.. =(

i love Clancy!

Being known as "the world's smallest giraffe" isn't always what it's cracked up to be. Clancy is a young timid giraffe who just hasn't sprouted yet. When he looks up, he sees a big scary world looming over him, but he knows one day he'll grow up. Clancy isn't sad. He's just shy.

aug 9 2005. 1048pm

a moment of silence. shock. heart thumping. embarrassment. frenzy. AAAAAA.... im happy to have you.

i rem. evan aka dage, told me before "xiaomei, dun go looking for love, it will just come to you".

im sleepy

1158pm
fireworks was beautiful. took a video of it. damn nice.. first time being that close to the fireworks. never been to ndp before. this time went marina bay. ppl there: xiaokel, beat, ks (during fireworks) after fireworks: elaine, km n wife. just got home not long. beat, ks, km n wife went to watch movie with mindy, junxiang n marcus. "the maid". i dun wana watch. think its scary. so i went home with elaine n xiaokel. long day. gonna rest early tonight. tired..

3.36pm
slept at 4am this morning. woke up at 753am. nua in bed for awhile den went to bathe n got ready to go suntec for morning show. havent seen a morning show since dunno when man.. i finally watched my Charlie n the chocolate factory!!! its damn funny.. willy wonka willy wonka.. bought my bag from liang court too. n i finally ate at the japanese place at the basement of liang court. the curry rice is superb!! but ex.. oh man.. i got my strawberry to-fu too. hee. got poison to-fu n to-fu oyako okan too!! hhaa.
saw a lot of policemen ard suntec area. must be national day. there's this temporary police post van too.. damn funny. first time seeing it. but forgot to take photos. hee..
*charlie n the chocolate factory : "can u stop mumbling? coz i dun really understand what u are saying."
took some photos of my curry rice and the things i got today. ian got me the twinkle star pouch i wanted.. i have another pouch.. yea!! im pouch gal. i have this royce dark champagne chocolate too. cant eat too much. fattening n bad for throat.
shall upload the photos another day. sleepy now.. gotta prac piano n maybe take a rest first. meeting beat, ks n co later for fireworks. hope it'll be fun. hope its not hot. i dun wana perspire

2.04am
8aug: just got back home from tm. shared a cab home with mel n adleen. boring.. nothing to do now.
930pm: wedding crashers. with ian n adleen. (very funny show) "can u shut up when u're talking to me?" jokes.. dunno how man..
1130pm: land of the dead. with ian, adleen, mel, barry n ray. (disgusting, quite funny, no link show)
saw the trailers for The Maid just now. seems like a scary show. doubt i'll watch it man.. scaredy cat.. now stressing over mwsm part3. goodness.. nobody know how to do. dead meat.. i dun wanna take supp. please!!

mwsm part 2 deadline!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!! i've finally completed my proj at 4am today!! yea... i really really hope its correct. changed the words here n there. i dun wanna kana plagarism man.. that sucks.. i just wan to pass my mwsm n get out of tp to cont. my studies in business!! i wanna learn cooking too. heee.. damn tired.. but as usual, my body system is weird, sleep late wake up early. sleep early wake up early. weird.. heard before if u never sleep that much, u will live longer. =) jokes.. no link..

gonna print my proj first before going sch man. haiz.. im deadmeat. tired.. hope lab will end early. hee.. becoming like lilian already. before lab starts, she's already thinking of going home early. funny gal.

- andy, i really dun wan the swarovski giraffe already. thanks for the thought. =)

George A. Romero's Land of the Dead is the acclaimed director's long-awaited return to the genre he invented, beginning with the seminal Night of the Living Dead and continuing with Dawn of the Dead and Day of the Dead. "Day of the Dead" sounds weird right? sounds wrong lei..

2 nights

6th aug:
went sinseh with grandma, mum n auntie. sinseh was good!! healed my grandma's leg. so much better now. gotta go back 2 more times. den went town to meet kinnard n huiwen for lunch at ichiban boshi. the food is great. damn worth it. gonna go there again. hee.. ate until damn full.. den walked ard n chilled at mc cafe lido. went to find wen's bf too. tried the iPamper. damn shiok!! feel like buying it. hee den can ownself massage at home. had fun with nard n wen. havent seen them for so long. so much to talk about. all the gossips n stuffs.
went beat's house after that. last min decided to join them.
ppl there: ahlan, andy, celest, ks, jianxiong, xiaokel, vanus, mindy, beat, me. think jiansheng joining them after his clubbing.
all of them staying over i guess. but was fun. hee
got home at 3am. sheena fetched me back.

5th aug:
went quality hotel for porridge buffet.
ppl there: beat, andy, celest, ahlan, elaine, mindy, jianxiong, km, ks n me! 11+pm to 3am. best!! but was tired. owells..

anyways, ive decided not to get the mambo cross necklace. really think its not worth it man. i'd rather pay more to buy clothes. yea clothes n more clothes. =)

movies i wanna watch: charlie n the chocolate factory, the island, the maid, land of the dead, wedding crashers.

*i miss u

things that i wanna buy:
- strawbag from liang court
- strawberry tofu. its the same as tofu oyako. the strawberry one is really cute. its so me. haha

at ichiban boshi wisma. that's our food. for 3ppl. sod! so much

at beat's place. playing scrabble. everyone helping out

uno madness!! super scary game. stress.. that's my tofu oyako. beat gave it to me. so cute

im stucked

with my proj. sob sob sob.. no mood to do at all! how? my initial plan was to finish it by today. maybe tonight so that i can enjoy my porridge buffet with my frens. n that i can enjoy my dinner tmr at ichiban boshi. sigh.. i really dun wanna do last min work again. its very stressing.

oh!! n i saw my "baby" yday!! i touched its outer covering n its strap. oh man.. i miss the feeling. i miss photography. i miss my photo sessions with frenzy frens. i need my "baby" with me. feeling lost without it. =(

things on tmr:
- bring my darling grandma to sinseh with sheena. sheena's driving there. yea!
- help nick get voucher for kinnard's bday.
- dinner at ichiban boshi with lynn, nick, nard, huiwen. (nard's treat for his bday)

hopefully i can:
- buy my strawbag at liang court. (shouting out to lynn. wanna go?)
- meet my other frens at night.
- still have my midnight movie.
- make up my mind whether to get that mambo cross necklace which cost $20. its nice

a conclusion that i made:
mel is laosai king. im laosai queen. we're sick.

heavy rain in the morning. stucked in bed

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA shite!!
i cant take it anymore. im stucked with mwsm. oh man.. cant find the info i need. n im not sure if the info i find is what the lecturer wants. oh no!! stress!!!!! going bonkers!

oh, im in the process of quitting clubbing. not that i club alot n wants to quit. just feeling quite sian about it. maybe once in a blue moon i'll still go if there's a lot of ppl going. but till then, i guess im giving clubbing a miss. my apologies goes out to all clubs, u cant earn my money for now. =)
sorry yingzy =( cant go zouk on mon with u.

*sheena's 22nd bday today* happy bday sista!

my grandma

went to my grandma's house just now with sheena. went to visit her n bought lunch for her. chatted with her till 5 like that. surfed the net with val n jere too. they showed me some clips. quite funny. hhaah..

having piano tmr. haiz.. so bored of lessons already. feeling stress over the deadline for mwsm proj. this mon gotta pass up n i havent started doing. argh! n i have to stress over piano exam too. damnit.. i cant take it!! mwsm exam on sept12. after that im free!! gotta start planning what i wana do after tp. what course im gonna take. which sch i wanna go.

things that i MUST do:
- get my mwsm proj going tmr. hopefully get it done before sat. (#1 priority)

everything's a mess!! how i wish u were here. imissyou. *blushing*

for you

smart. helpful. caring. filial. "creative". humourous. responsible. calm. drive well. kuazhang actions. zhilian. dun smoke. like to read comics. like to watch animes. my sassy girl. like comedies. strawberries. tiramisu. cheesecake. soft shell crab. can cook well? crappy. sometimes no link(out of point). nonsensical. whiney. pessimistic. sensitive. speaking, smsing & hearing disorder. scaredy cat at times. height phobia. gentlemen at times. lazy at times. mature n childish thinking. evil plans n thoughts. like to trick/bluff me. like to make me paiseh. like to irritate me. like to steal my words n use it as ur own. ;)

damn

while walking to class, i made a confession. *embarrassed*

didnt print the new set of qns for tut today. argh! i tot it was the same. n i tot i compared the qns last wk. but it was during tut then i rem. last wk the tut wasnt even posted up in ole. so how could i have compared it? oh man.. im seriously suffering from stml. goodness gracious!! old tut had 4qns only. new one had 7!! great difference.

i had toes cramp today from walking!! damn jialat. tried the patty anne's square cut jeans today!! hee.. feel like buying it. $139. gonna save it. bought a top too. =)
walked the whole day with lynn today to find kinnard's present. owells! finally got something.. n i got my watch fixed too! yippy!! lynn had to meet ben so i went ps alone to find my photo frame. went to all levels, went to all shops, but still couldnt find. damnit! was pissed so i went home.

*question of the day: do guys like to whine?

sleeping disorder!!

sucked! cant sleep again.. sob.. i think im gonna be a gone case soon man. gonerz.. was preparing to sleep at 1am when beat called n asked if i wanna go for a drink with ks n xiaokel. poor ks. study until sian. so drove from bukit batok to our area for a drink. so we went jalan kayu for tea. hhaah.. prata place. i decided to have a plain prata. xiaokel ordered plaster too. really didnt know why i ate at that time. its so aaaaaa sinful!! but i was kinda hungry so bobian. chatted bout sec sch days. was damn funny. hahah.. ks n xiaokel was from npcc!! jokes.. dun look like lo. hhaha.. chatted bout ahbengs stuffs also. i miss sec sch days man. got home at 3am

let u guys know something i did that was very super duper dumb. well as all my sec sch frens know, im always early for sch. i was very scared to be late. however, there was once, i was nearly late, so i told my mum to help me call the sch n say i had diarrhoea in the morning so that i wont be punished for being late. dumb right? owells.. those were the days.

meeting lynn after my tut later to shop for my "die's" 21st present. gonna get some stuffs for someone also. till then. chow

mon blues

argh!! my foot was stepped by 2 guys thrice in the bus. damnit. this uncle n this sch boy. n none of them apologized. guys guys guys. not gentlemen. am i really that easily bullied like what ian say? but this working guy offered me a seat. damn crowded 854. i was like some typical auntie, just squeezed into the bus. 854 takes a long time to come. i dun wana waste my time waiting so just squeezed. lucky im thin enough. haa..

feel so dumb today. supposed to bring Learning Resources 7-9 to lab for our proj. but i kept thinking what Learning Resources are they talking bout. i tot it was lecture notes, so i brought my lec 7-9 to class. damn dumb lo. the learning resources were actually printouts that we need to have from some websites. damn..

had a bad day today. the more i prac. my piano, the more mistakes i made. sheena hogging my com to play SIMS. damn game. so naggy. goodness!!!! argh!!!

BUT, i still thank God for the time i had during my lab. first time i liked my lab. started talking to my group mates (dakel told me to take initiative). knew this gal called Cherrie. she's from hk. was talking to her thru out the whole lab about hk. nearly kana scolded by teacher. lucky lilian helped us. hee.. talkative girls. talking bout hk, the places, the food, the fashion, BGR thingy. hee.. not bad since i just knew her today. =) n she was so helpful. she said we can do our proj together. she even send me the info bout our proj that her fren gave her. well, at least now, i have an idea of what im supposed to do for proj part2 but still a bit not sure for some qns. n our group managed to get maybe 1/2 of what we're supposed to do for part3.

tired day today. haiz.. fell asleep while waiting for sheena to exit SIMS.

no sch next tues! national day! yippy.. but got makeup lesson which is boring..

argh

do u ppl know the feeling of not being able to sleep when u're tired? AAAAAWWWWWW

anyways, this duckie is a past tense to me already. i can finally put down this burden n move on with my life. but i dun regret knowing him as my fren. im feeling happy now! =)