everything just suck

argh!! the more i prac for my piano exam, the more mistakes i made. during the prac yday at the exam studio, it was alright lei. the teacher said i should be able to pass and said it was better than last yr. but today, i made so many mistakes that i've never made before. hate it.. these things always happen before piano exam. argh!!! im pissed n stopped prac already. im so tired.. woke up at 12+ to catch the repeat of superstar. wanted to see derrick's last performance. he cried.. i was so sad.. sigh.. there's always a winner and a loser. went back to sleep again after the results. woke up at 6+pm. watched some tv. n started blogging again. cant stop talking man..

super stress over mwsm!! gotta pass up the doc. tmr. next wk got presentation for part3. n we're not done with the configuring part yet. 1 group already completed it. couldnt find one of our group mates n none of us know how to do!! im pissed off already.. feel like crying now.. gotta struggle between mwsm n my piano exam that is this fri morning.. i cant take it anymore!! im at boiling point now. Lord help me!!

* i miss u so much..