1st wk end w/o my dear

sat: stayed home till evening. my sis n zhiwei gave me a ride to bishan coz they were going there for movies with their friends. went muji to get some stuff then took train to orchard to meet elaine n ks's co. wanted to develop photos in orchard but the shop was closing. damnit.. so went kino to walk ard n bought some small cards. heh... bought 3 packets of those small cards. the designs were very sweet n nice. got my fav snowflakes. supposed to meet dakel first but i finished my stuff early so went to meet elaine, ks, xiaokel, xiong n gf first at wisma's food court. then dakel came after that.. stayed there for very long then we decided to change a venue to chat. so went kent ridge. had to send xiong's gf home first so we all went to mcnair before going kent ridge park. stayed there till 3+am then some of them were hungry, so went to this eating place near kent ridge n NUS. saw qixing with his frens there too. so qiao. neways, we chatted for quite long also before we headed home. damn tired man!! got home at 5+am today.

woke up at 10+ coz my dear msged me from india. so happy!! so immediately woke up. but he never reply suddenly so i fell asleep again. n to my horror, i woke up at 3+ in the afternoon! goodness.. ate a bit of tao suan n 2 pieces of digestive biscuits. surfed the net n chatted with aezoh. nice chat. =)

had a small bowl of beehoon for dinner then went ntuc. came back n ate another small bowl. heh.. first time watching jacky's wu new variety show. quite funny..

kinda happy today coz time passed quite fast n i didnt eat much. heh..

i miss my dear so much.. =(

vday presents for ba ba

the heartshaped cranberry shortbread. and abercrombie polo tee


the cards that i made for the mini album. creative hor?


the 2R photos that i developed. 36 of them.

bbq

24th of feb 2006 marks the end of my exams for my 2modules! yea.. finally its over.. its the holiday time... looking for part time job but to no avail. after exam today, well, i left like 1.5hrs after the exam started. coz HRMI is better than OB. just write the points down. so left much earlier. went home, slack abit, watched some tv, then off to bedok. kinnard got up the bus at his bus stop then we chatted till bedok interchange. ahlan n celest was late. owells.. took a cab down to east coast for their camp bbq. lots n lots of ppl.. they played games but the 4 of us just slack. anyways, i think the game was a BIG F (FAILURE). nobody was really interested in playing. haha.. ate a lot till i wanna puke.. left at 9+ for grapevine. got there at 10+. 1+hr after we left east coast. why so long? due to ahlan's blurness.. we kept going the wrong way. forgot to turn, u-turn but went wrong place again. lots of that mistakes. quite bad..
ppl at grapevine: me, kinnard, celest, ahlan, elaine, ks, simpsons and zichao (ahlan n nard's bunk mate n corporal). they're quite fun n friendly. funny ppl too.. chilled till 12+am then went home.. im kinda tired. feel like puking. the time for the month has arrived. heh.. quite happy since i have no sch now. good timing

i miss ba ba! 1st sat without him ard. feels so weird, lost n lonely. ='''(

slow

time is moving so slowly.. its only the 4th day that you're away. but im getting sadder each day. only wrote down notes for all the topics im doing for exam. but havent studied them yet. i felt like i know everything, but when i looked at it, i think i dunno at all. but i just dun have the mood to study. argh! kept watching tv the whole day. i even lost interest in cooking congee. when i put the congee into my mouth, i just felt so sick of cooking congee. i only enjoy cooking for ian. i could put all my heart n soul into cooking that pot of congee if it was meant for ian. im so sad! time seems to past so slowly. how am i going to survive for another 30 days?

im missing you so badly my dear. =(

yea

OB exam. TR4. 2-5pm. 5questions. left at 450pm. 14pages of words = right hand pain.
left out 1 sentence for 1 point. argh!! didnt expect myself to write so much for OB. just kept giving tons n tons of examples. just throw in everything i've learned in OB. ahah.. received my new timetable after exam today. starting sch on the 14th of mar. dear is not back yet. but i'll get my results on the 14th. hopefully its either Bs or As. its a present for him. =)

tmr gotta start studying for HRMI. 2 days more and i'll be free.. should i work? or should i just relax? hmm.. my dear saw a beautiful sunset yday. he said that it was behind a mountain and it was damn nice. i was so happy and touched when he ended that msg with "i wanna bring you to see the sunset here one day". this sentence is so strong for me. even if i dun get to see this sunset in india one day, i'll still be happy because my dear's first thought was that he wanted to bring me there to see the sunset.

i miss you so much my ba ba. cant stop loving you everyday. =)

call from india

my dearest ba ba called me from india yday.. talked for a few mins coz others was waiting to use the phone as well.. not sure if dear has any auto roam yet coz he said there wasnt any reception. but after that, at night, he msged me n it was his singapore number. im so happy that i can talk to him! =)

studied a lot yday. couldnt sleep well, whole head was on today's exam. very very stress... i memorized everything already n understood everything. but im afraid that i'll get confused n might lead to a mind blank. i already did my best and i pray that God will do the rest. i kept testing myself while i was in sleeping mode last night. see the stress level when one aims for a grade A or B. headache headache..

i am missing you..

i miss you

sad mode

my dear baba has left for india. i think he's in india now. went to his grandma's house(2 units away from his house) yday evening for dinner. his grandma's bday. had yeemian, brocolli with mushrooms n abalone, kampong chicken, curry fish head, fried carrot cake and a big blueberry cake from prima deli. the food was nice but i was quite full already coz i had dinner before going there. his mum kept asking me to eat. after dinner, we went back for awhile coz ba ba had to go opp. to get his stuffs for india. then went home to cont. my anime. im addicted to it. after awhile, gotta go back to his grandma's house to cut the cake n take photos. talk for awhile, then went back to his house again where i watched my anime till 1130pm. left 13 more episodes. gotta wait for 33days more then can watch again.

stayed over at dear's house then we left at 4+am to the airport with his parents n bro. after that, his dad send his mum n bro home first then send me home. i felt quite bad coz it was like 1 big round, but his dad had to go somewhere near my area, so he could send me home. got home at 5+am n slept till 1+pm. dear hasnt msged yet. i miss him..

going to serangoon gardens later with my mum n jess. opening a standard chartered acct. wanna save save save for my overseas trips, marriage, etc.. hahh..

bedok 85

yea!! i finally tried the bedok 85's bar chor mee.. its nice!! went there last night bout 12+am with ba ba, his fren yk, celest, ahlan, elaine, ks, dakel, xiaokel n other bikers.. ordered a lot of food.. super full.. we left at about 2+am coz the bikers n the others wanted to go yishun dam. so me, ba ba, yk, celest n ahlan went home. got home at 3+am. then ba ba ate bird nest that my mum cooked for him. ba ba left at 5am after sleeping for awhile.. i miss him..

he's leaving tonight.. 445am gotta reach airport. leaving at 7+am. going his house tonight then leaving for the airport with them. better not cry!!

hi hi

im at my dear's house. in his room. n he's sleeping like a pig.

i woke up early this morning to make barley for him. coz im scared that the heartful cranberry shortbread i made for him is too dry. went century sq to get the photos. saw dear n his mum there and i immediately hide somewhere. coz i cant let dear know that im going to collect photos since its his vday present. lucky i saw him before he could see me. if not bo wei zhao (no place to run). after getting the photos, i immediately in flash speed, put the photos into the album one by one. then went to meet him. finally i could pass him all the presents which consist of: an abercrombie polo tee, mini photo album and 2 boxes of heartful cranberry shortbread. yea!!

his mum made toasted kaya n butter bread for me and fried carrot cake. nice nice.. =) his mum's making herbal chicken for dinner today. cant wait. saw someone eating it at the food court just now and i tot of eating that. im so happy today. did a bit of studying for OB. now kinda tired.. i want to use the toilet too, but dun dare to go out. =(

movie

15th feb: dear booked out n came to my house. he had to take a cab coz he took so many things back home for his india trip. super heavy man! well, he dun have to book in coz his army gave those who are going to india free off/leave days. so happy! we can spent more time together before he leaves this sun. anyways, we left home at about 10+pm to meet fen, wilson, elaine n celest in town to chill. went swensens for light snacks n drinks. dear n i shared deep fried mushrooms and celebrity brownie. ok only. then they decided to go zouk after that. so dear n i took cab home.

16th feb: went bishan to watch I not stupid too with dear. 1pm show. about 2hrs. was funny n sad. i didnt cry though but then.. hmm shant say. heh.. walked ard bishan then came home. dear left about 6pm coz i had to go out to buy his 3rd present. so obviously he cant be there right? got home at 11+pm just now. very tired..

17th feb: going out to get his 2nd half of the present and everything will be done!! finally i can give all the vday presents to him. really hope he'll love them. u better love them hor my ba ba! those who know what im giving to u say not bad, creative. 1 of my fren even wanted the presents to herself. hha.. cant believe im so creative and thoughtful. im so proud now. but really thank those who appreciated what im giving to ian. i think i'll be going to his house tmr to pass him the presents. n prob stay there to study for my exams which is next wk. can spent more time with him also. =) i miss u ba ba. love u, nights

a sad email

i rushed home n read it. tears just burst out when i was reading it. a best fren just chose to walk a sad n lonely road herself. she couldnt even bring herself to tell us, her bestest frens what is it about. i guess its been really hard for her to take it all by herself. i really pray n hope that one day, she'll tell us. right now, we can only wait and see how it goes.

her email: "Phyllis,in my life of knowing you, it was the 1st time I saw you sobbing so hard. Because you don't cry so easily,honestly,I was really happy that it was for me that you did.Each time when I thought of the scene,it just brought me back tears.You know,I've always been kinda pissed of the incident U rang me up,cried and I rushed down over to your place ,while later,U were on the phone with your fren and I was sitting by your side.But now,I've came to realised that because I was the one you wanted to confide in at that time,thus U chose to call me and not the rest. Though U have said the reason was because I was staying the nearest and the most convenient,but I have chosen to belief what I tot your reason was.
I'm seriously glad you're now happily in love,you've so finally found your true love! Though I have my reserves for Ian,I am truely happy for you. U might find this nagging,but please please please do learn to protect yourself. It will be the most wonderful thing if U can hold Ian's hand and walk to the end of time,but if fails,I'm sorry I canno be there for you. Throw away your weird perceptions and get on in life,it's the society I'm talking about. Try to have your say in life,being led by the nose is just gonna caused U to lose your respect in future."

surprise

from my dear again! his camp had nights out today coz its vday. n he came to my house to surprise me. heh.. im so happy!! coz we could be together for our 1st vday. =)

kissing under a full moon, dancing under a full moon and strolling under a full moon. sounds romantic aight? heh.. i love you my ba ba..

valentine day

to my dearest ba ba
happy valentines day
love rou rou.

kinda sad that we cant celebrate our 1st vday together. but as long as we are happy, everyday is a valentine day for us. there are many more valentines to come. so no worries! i love you my dearest mr poh.. muacks.. =)

eyes are closing

im so damn tired! went hougang green 24hrs mac at 1245am with the satellites. had a long, impt n emotional talk till about 3am. something big has come up n we all dunno what is it. beat went home after that. fen, elaine n celest came to my house to cont. talking till 5+am then fen send them home.
i slept after they left n woke up at 10+. gotta go out n get my ba ba's vday present. went hougang plaza then yck station then bishan. bought a long fishcake from feixiong for my brunch. then took 156 home.
1/3 of the present is completed. bought about 1/2 of the 2nd n 3rd present. this wk gotta get everything completed. pray that it'll work out just fine! i miss you my ba ba.

satellites

meeting my satellites later.. waiting for fen to come n pick me up. she's with elaine n celest.. im waiting.. im all ready, set to go! heh..

getting 1/3 of my vday present for my ba ba tmr. heh.. n getting part of the 2nd n 3rd present too.. cant wait to give him the presents n see the look on his face. =) i love you

last day of cny

we had dinner at my 4th aunt's house.. ate until very full.. had prawns, duck, sea cucumber, sotong balls, beehoon, soup, abalone, scallops, popiah, longan almond jelly with sea coconut. we even lao yu sheng. we collected 2 more ang baos! heh.. dear n i left abt 910pm coz he gotta book in. so we walked home, dear played sims n bathed. then we went yck. when we went down to the bus stop, the chingay parade went past us. wow!! a lot of ppl were there to see..

dear came at about 12+, 1pm today. n he gave me my vday present! i love it.. i opened my cupboard n saw it there. hah.. he made a photo frame for me. shall let u guys see the present. i love you ba ba.. i really dun care if the present is cheap or expensive. as long as u have the thought n heart or if its something u make yourself like the frame, or picking up the love seeds, i'll be very happy already.. i love you so much!

beppu menkan

had ramen for lunch cum dinner just now with my ba ba. it was quite nice but not spicy enough coz we chose only 1 chilli just in case. after that, walked to tanjong pagar mrt n went to suntec. wanted to go ben n jerrys but the place was full n the ice cream dun look fantastic. went carrefour to get my dried cranberry. then had this chocolate banana cake at secret recipe. only the banana part is nice. =) after that, went millenia walk to get goodies from this candy chocolate shop. took 70 home. my ba ba went home after sending me home. he's too tired..

i miss him.. 8 more days n he'll be in india. sigh..

fri

got only 17/20 for HRMI test 3. sad.. now my CA's only 27.5/30. gotta work hard for exams if i wanna score A or B for OB and HRMI. exams on 21st n 24th feb.

went mphosis sale yday at raffles place. bought a short skirt n a top. today then my sis bring home. coz she's using my mum's card to sign. so sign altogether. lucky never see much things i like if not gotta spent a bomb like last time's mphosis's sale where i spent about $100. this time only $30+. the clothes there are real cheap.. saw this skirt i bought for cny on 50% off lo.. damnit..

went beat's house early this morn to give her some presents with elaine, fen n dear. we left the present outside her door. its sort of like a vday present. hope she'll like it n be touched. they came at ard 2am to pick us up. fen drove her dad's merz. hahah.. so funny.. after beat's house, ks came to direct us to jalan kayu. dakel was there too. some bikers. chatted till quite late then ks's bro n cousin came also. we left bout 4+am. slept till bout 9 then dear went home. he's still sleeping now i think. =)


ba ba n rou rou

dilemma

should i get an n70? or k750i? or w900i? or just wait for n80? but my cousin said that n80 is like ard $1600 if its out coz the import one cost ard $1800. haiz.. i wan a big screen phone with 2 mega pix camera and can play wma song format. can anyone tell me what phone has these 3 points that i want?

gonna start on a mission soon. hopefully i'll have enough time to do it after class this fri. =)

OB presentation

was great! we got 18/20 for it. not sure how much we're gonna get for the report which is over 10. but the lecturer say at least will get 7/10. so at least we'll get 25/30 for overall. =) last lesson today for OB. sad man.. the teacher took a class photos of serious n crazy mode. heh.. waiting for his email.

got back my HRMI test 2 paper today. i got 19/20 again! im so happy.. having a make up lesson this fri morn for HRMI. so its like 10-5 all on HRMI. having the 3rd test for HRMI. no hopes of getting good marks for this test. dunno why.. gotta start studying prob the whole of tmr man.

i miss my ba ba. cant wait to see him. he's gonna give me a small present coz i got good marks for my test. =)

Ice Cube

met elaine at 950pm yday at serangoon garden. fen came quite late.. we went Ice Cube to chill. had this liquor ice blast minty coffee. not bad but the alcohol level wasnt that strong. elaine had this banana mocha ice blended drink. fen had root beer soda. we ordered 2 mozeralla cheese sticks and crispy cheese fries to share. their starters is damn ex man.. 1 plate of cheese sticks is $6 and there's only 5 sticks. cheese fries was quite small in portion as well. the bill came up to $34. expensive.. we left the place at 12+am. then went chomp chomp to sit n cont. chatting till about 2-3am. then went opp to the prata shop coz elaine wanted to get a drink. left at 4+am. shared cab home.. quite tired. but we had a very good time talking bout sec sch life, friends, ex bfs, current bfs, etc.. fun fun fun..

having OB proj presentation tmr. nervous now.. gotta prac later. printed all the stuffs already. colour somemore! a lot of ink wasted.. hopefully we'll get a high grade. stress level high!

i miss my ba ba.. he's having some training at lim chu kang area i think. might not be able to talk to each other for 3 nights coz there's no reception. if lucky then maybe can. but at least we managed to msg each other just now. i miss him so much.. i love you qing ai de ba ba!

compilation

sat: met dear at 3+pm at orchard. went wheelock place to find my photo album. but cant find those type that i want. went taka's cold storage to get mandarin oranges coz i forgot to bring for exchange when we go auntie jean's house. auntie jean (dear's dad's fren) came to pick us up from kovan station to her place for dinner. dear's aunt, uncle n cousins were there too. n his parents. had dinner, then talk talk. they played blackjack too. whole night was quite fun. though i never talk much coz it was the first time i saw auntie jean n her family, and dear's aunt, uncle n cousins. but just seeing them play n hearing what they say was fun enough. coz they were so funny.. esp dear's cousins, shimin n shiyan. we lao yu sheng as well. haa.. then they cont. to play blackjack after that.. played till about 12am like that then we all left.. auntie jean had 2 dogs. one golden retriever called Max and this small blur blur but cute dog called Wang Wang. hha.. dear drove and send me home. both of us slept at 2+am i think..

today: met dear at bugis station 2pm. coz i wanted to go bugis village to buy earrings and ICON. but well, didnt buy anything from there.. then we walked to suntec and i rem i wanted to get photo album from precious moments. dear bought that album for me and stickers. heh.. i love you!! went millenia walk to look ard then went home coz there wasnt any more place that we wanted to go. came home for a while then we went to Pow Xing for dinner with my parents n jess. ate until very full. came home at 8+pm. slack ard, dear went to bathe then i acc him to yck station. usual routine every sun. i love to acc him to the station coz i wanna see him more..

my beloved ba ba is going india in 2 wks time. he's going away for 33 days.. sigh.. i'll miss touching his face, hugging him, smelling him, kissing him, looking at him, holding his hands, talking to him, going out with him, eating with him... etc... tons n tons n tons more.. i love him so much!! 33 days better fly past in a flash if not i'll just stone there.. =(

i miss you my beloved ba ba!!

OB ppt

yday 4pm-9pm: did OB presentation slides.. goodness. took so long. everyone was so tired.. finally its done. left the graphics to be put in n our photos. slept quite early these few days. very tired man. my dear gotta do guard duty for his fren last night. so he didnt book out. haiz.. i miss him.

tonight, his dad's fren invited us to her house for dinner.

2006 chinese new yr

2nd day: went dad's 2nd sis's house bout 4pm.. left at 6+pm.. then went elaine's house. celest n ahlan went too.. had dinner there, nua ard, talk talk then went coffee club at somerset to meet beat at 1130pm. saw josephine with her friends too.. their table was just beside ours.. fen met us later coz she just came back from muar. 6 of us chatted till 5am then took cab home.. damn tiring..

3rd day: went ian's house to bai nian. got there bout 11am. left at 11+ to go fen's house. well, ian n i were the first to get there.. celest, elaine n beat came late. i guess was coz the previous night we stayed till so late. fen wasnt at home when we got there.. she had to go somewhere with her mum. last min thing. her parents are damn funny. kept laughing when we were there.. after fen's house, we proceeded to celest's house at ard 1pm. her mum cooked nasi lemak for us. ahlan, mervin, kelvin came after us.. ks came after that too. then followed by jianwen, herrick, bel n andy.. played after lunch till bout 4pm. the auntie who was the banker was very suay.. lost a few hundred to all of us.. ian n i shared n won $5 only.. coz we played small.. jianwen won the most man. bout $60+.. after her house, 13 of us squeezed into jianwen n bel's car to my place.. most of them left quite early.. left only ian, elaine, ks, beat and fen. watched narnia on dvd. mum went out to get dinner for us.. ate already, then slack ard. wanted to go chill but couldnt find any place to go. so stayed at my house to play taboo.. was damn funny the whole time.. ha.. they left at 12am like that.. so tired.. my dear stayed over.. slept after we bathed..

4th day (today): dear went home in the morning. then i went to bathe n went to tamp to meet him for lunch.. walked ard tm then went to this foodcourt behind Challenger for lunch. then took a bus to woodlands. went swensens to have Apple Crumble. quite nice.. after that, took train to yew tee coz my dear had to book in at 3pm.. so sad.. i miss him so much.. very tired now.. gonna go sleep first. guess tonight gotta start doing my OB presentation slides. i think tmr my group mates are coming my place to do proj.. till then.. i still miss my ba ba.. =)