slow

time is moving so slowly.. its only the 4th day that you're away. but im getting sadder each day. only wrote down notes for all the topics im doing for exam. but havent studied them yet. i felt like i know everything, but when i looked at it, i think i dunno at all. but i just dun have the mood to study. argh! kept watching tv the whole day. i even lost interest in cooking congee. when i put the congee into my mouth, i just felt so sick of cooking congee. i only enjoy cooking for ian. i could put all my heart n soul into cooking that pot of congee if it was meant for ian. im so sad! time seems to past so slowly. how am i going to survive for another 30 days?

im missing you so badly my dear. =(