a sad email

i rushed home n read it. tears just burst out when i was reading it. a best fren just chose to walk a sad n lonely road herself. she couldnt even bring herself to tell us, her bestest frens what is it about. i guess its been really hard for her to take it all by herself. i really pray n hope that one day, she'll tell us. right now, we can only wait and see how it goes.

her email: "Phyllis,in my life of knowing you, it was the 1st time I saw you sobbing so hard. Because you don't cry so easily,honestly,I was really happy that it was for me that you did.Each time when I thought of the scene,it just brought me back tears.You know,I've always been kinda pissed of the incident U rang me up,cried and I rushed down over to your place ,while later,U were on the phone with your fren and I was sitting by your side.But now,I've came to realised that because I was the one you wanted to confide in at that time,thus U chose to call me and not the rest. Though U have said the reason was because I was staying the nearest and the most convenient,but I have chosen to belief what I tot your reason was.
I'm seriously glad you're now happily in love,you've so finally found your true love! Though I have my reserves for Ian,I am truely happy for you. U might find this nagging,but please please please do learn to protect yourself. It will be the most wonderful thing if U can hold Ian's hand and walk to the end of time,but if fails,I'm sorry I canno be there for you. Throw away your weird perceptions and get on in life,it's the society I'm talking about. Try to have your say in life,being led by the nose is just gonna caused U to lose your respect in future."