joslyn's bday @ The Wine Hut 18 march

how i wish my darling baby was there =(

chill out

17th mar:
(with adleen) 7pm, pacific plaza -> mango -> wisma foodcourt
(with elaine n fen) 9+pm, cine's ljs -> 12+am coffee club -> 4+am(dakel n ks came) -> 5am we all left.

going wine hut tonight at robertson quay to celebrate jos's bday. might be meeting adleen n co earlier for dinner. feel like going citylink to see if they have the surfbabe shorts that i wan. that particular colour. but gotta bring the shorts to wine hut also. like kinda weird. hmph!!

6days more n my darling baby will be home. cant wait!

happy girl

yippy!!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy today!! i got A for both the papers i took. heh.. n i bought 2 surfbabe shorts that i've always wanted today. 50% off for both. heh.. n my mum is giving me cash for getting As. but im gonna save the money up for my chalet n other stuffs. =) my dear is buying me presents also. hah.. thank God!!

if ian is back now, i'll be even happier! i miss you

2 new modules

argh!! sigh!! i hate these 2 modules that im taking this time round. its so super boring!! esp Business Management. the teacher is good but he keeps talking n talking n talking till his saliva was formed on the outside of his mouth. can u imagine that? oh man..
HRMII is not bad. teacher is quite funny n nice. but the notes is so thick. coz she printed 2 slides on one side of the page. owells.. 3 new students joined our course. 2 guys n a girl. finally there's more guys. haha.. coz previously, there was only 1 guy in the class. we only talked to 2 of the guys coz they were quite open n sociable. the girl was sitting all the way infront. i think she never talked to anyone today.

was pissed coz we couldnt get our OB n HRMI results back today. gotta wait till thurs. i guess everyone knows we'll all do well coz all of us was very eager to get back the grades. stupid so slow..

met kinnard n nick at ps after sch. went ichiban for dinner. ate till super super super full. wanted to puke man.. kinnard's ex colleague treated us to some dishes n gave us $10 voucher. our total bill was like abt $50 only. walked ard then went heerens. after that walked back to ps to take NEL. was fun n nice going out with them. a nice night. =)

flash n splash having 30%-70% storewide sale till 19th march!! hurry go grab!! but not all items are on sale. still call it storewide. no link lo. bought a voodoo dolls board shorts for $16.50 only. aha.. cheapo deal. somemore got new piece. wanted to get 2 surfbabe stripes shorts. but dun have the colour i wan. it was initially 20% off only. but the outlet at ps had 50% off. the one at heerens had both the colours i wan but it was only 20% off. damnit lo!! its like same shop only diff. outlets but diff discount. what the??!!! stupid.. i want that 2 stripes shorts!!!!!! i like that one which is green n white stripes, and red n white stripes. so nice!! with drawstrings. feel like going there again to see if i can get anything for my darling.

i miss my dear.. =(

i'm waiting

-for sch to start tmr so that i'll know my grades for OB n HRMI
-for jos's bday celebration this sat
-for this wk's sch to be over
-for next wk's sch to start soon
-for next fri to come soon

All of these waitings so that by the time it's over, my darling will be home. =)

this is bad

very bad!! im turning back into a tv/drama/serials addict again!!!! i watched this taiwan drama called It started with a kiss from 1am when i got home till 6am this morning. woke up at 12+pm today n cont. watching till 5pm. goodness! n i havent even finish watching everything. watched the front, n went straight to the last 2 episodes. hehe... last wk watched Green Forest till so late too. haiz! i need sleep man.

went haji lane's lipstick bandit cafe to chill with celest, fen n elaine last night. had a fun time. they have this clothes shop upstairs so we went there to try clothes n take photos. haha.. at night, yea at night. they opened the clothes shop just becoz of us. the clothes there r super ex.. i liked one top that i tried on. but, argh! the top that i like, doesnt have any price tag. stupid..

the cafe is opened by 4 friends. one of them is Jean(dunno if its spelt like that). she's very friendly when we went. she sat with us n talked to us. she's the owner of Ztamp in far east. such a coincidence coz she rem celest. aah.. she has a bf from england. owells.. handsome guy. they have a jack russell called Molly(dunno if its spelt like that). the dog is only 3months old. i really love dogs but i have to admit im very scared of them too..

my dearest ba ba msged me today. so happy!! cant wait man.. 2 more wks n he'll be back. still dunno why he dun wan to let me know his arrival time when he know i can check the net for info. say wanna surprise me. hmm.. is he coming back in advance? haha.. yea in my dream.. i miss him so much!! miss chilling out with him, miss having supper with him, miss talking to him, miss seeing him watching anime, miss seeing him eating.. miss everything bout him!!

happy happy happy

its our 7th month today!! but my dear is not in singapore.. 15 more days to me seeing him. argh!!

"Lord, please make the time pass faster, thank You, Amen"

i miss you

the look-alike

left: adriano. right: frankie
both look like mouse. ahah..

i miss my dear!

taiwanese drama

started to watch Green Forest yday with my mum. watched about 1hr+ then we went to bathe. coz i planned to go town to collect my photos already. heh.. went to get a new planner too from Prints, $11 only. got a Precious Moments plain notebook too for my food guide. decided to change to a thinner n lighter book so that i can bring it out. =)
my mum cont. watching the show after she came home, so i could only watched from the point i reached home. watched till 5am today i think. goodness!! the guy in the show is really cute n handsome. such a super duper nice person. i bet i'll cry if i watched the show alone. there's two main guys in the show, im not talking bout william (though i liked him when i watched the Heaven's Gown). in Green Forest, there's another cuter n more handsome guy. heh.. very tall also. think he just got into the entertainment business 6-7months ago. he's a model also.
left side photo: the one in black suit is William Lee, singaporean model. the other guy is the one i like! think he's call Jason Yuan Jing Tian. not sure if his surname is pronounced as Yuan =)

fri night: xiaokel came n pick me up to go east coast. ks was riding bike beside us. hha.. elaine couldnt go coz she had fever. we went xiong's house to pick him n his gf first then we made our way to east coast. xiaokel brought XO. hah.. bought some drinks n tidbits then we went to chill. they planned to get xiaokel drunk coz he's going army already. the whole night was damn funny.. too bad i didnt bring my camera. they said i always bring and never bring my camera at the wrong time! so mean!! haha.. got home at ard 5am after that. coz they drank too much, cant drive in case there's road block or petrolling. so gotta wait till morning then safer. was so damn tired when i got home.

missed dear so much. cant wait to see him badly! like my previous posts, cant wait to see him eating, drinking, sleeping. i miss him so much!! 2 wks+ more.. as i wrote in my planner today, time suddenly seem to pass so quickly. heh.. cant wait for sch to start next wk. so that i can get my results back. time will pass faster when i have sch. =)

i miss you my dearest ba ba!! can u hear me? i love you so much..

3 more weeks

<- and i'll be able to see this person eating infront of me.







and drinking infront of me

i miss this sleepyhead of mine. =(

2nd call

my dear called me from india!! heh.. havent spoken to him since last mon, except for smses. he's going for outfield so cant msg or call. im looking forward to his next call. miss him so much.. glad that he hasnt had any rashes so far. prayers do work. =)

1st wk end w/o my dear

sat: stayed home till evening. my sis n zhiwei gave me a ride to bishan coz they were going there for movies with their friends. went muji to get some stuff then took train to orchard to meet elaine n ks's co. wanted to develop photos in orchard but the shop was closing. damnit.. so went kino to walk ard n bought some small cards. heh... bought 3 packets of those small cards. the designs were very sweet n nice. got my fav snowflakes. supposed to meet dakel first but i finished my stuff early so went to meet elaine, ks, xiaokel, xiong n gf first at wisma's food court. then dakel came after that.. stayed there for very long then we decided to change a venue to chat. so went kent ridge. had to send xiong's gf home first so we all went to mcnair before going kent ridge park. stayed there till 3+am then some of them were hungry, so went to this eating place near kent ridge n NUS. saw qixing with his frens there too. so qiao. neways, we chatted for quite long also before we headed home. damn tired man!! got home at 5+am today.

woke up at 10+ coz my dear msged me from india. so happy!! so immediately woke up. but he never reply suddenly so i fell asleep again. n to my horror, i woke up at 3+ in the afternoon! goodness.. ate a bit of tao suan n 2 pieces of digestive biscuits. surfed the net n chatted with aezoh. nice chat. =)

had a small bowl of beehoon for dinner then went ntuc. came back n ate another small bowl. heh.. first time watching jacky's wu new variety show. quite funny..

kinda happy today coz time passed quite fast n i didnt eat much. heh..

i miss my dear so much.. =(

vday presents for ba ba

the heartshaped cranberry shortbread. and abercrombie polo tee


the cards that i made for the mini album. creative hor?


the 2R photos that i developed. 36 of them.

bbq

24th of feb 2006 marks the end of my exams for my 2modules! yea.. finally its over.. its the holiday time... looking for part time job but to no avail. after exam today, well, i left like 1.5hrs after the exam started. coz HRMI is better than OB. just write the points down. so left much earlier. went home, slack abit, watched some tv, then off to bedok. kinnard got up the bus at his bus stop then we chatted till bedok interchange. ahlan n celest was late. owells.. took a cab down to east coast for their camp bbq. lots n lots of ppl.. they played games but the 4 of us just slack. anyways, i think the game was a BIG F (FAILURE). nobody was really interested in playing. haha.. ate a lot till i wanna puke.. left at 9+ for grapevine. got there at 10+. 1+hr after we left east coast. why so long? due to ahlan's blurness.. we kept going the wrong way. forgot to turn, u-turn but went wrong place again. lots of that mistakes. quite bad..
ppl at grapevine: me, kinnard, celest, ahlan, elaine, ks, simpsons and zichao (ahlan n nard's bunk mate n corporal). they're quite fun n friendly. funny ppl too.. chilled till 12+am then went home.. im kinda tired. feel like puking. the time for the month has arrived. heh.. quite happy since i have no sch now. good timing

i miss ba ba! 1st sat without him ard. feels so weird, lost n lonely. ='''(

slow

time is moving so slowly.. its only the 4th day that you're away. but im getting sadder each day. only wrote down notes for all the topics im doing for exam. but havent studied them yet. i felt like i know everything, but when i looked at it, i think i dunno at all. but i just dun have the mood to study. argh! kept watching tv the whole day. i even lost interest in cooking congee. when i put the congee into my mouth, i just felt so sick of cooking congee. i only enjoy cooking for ian. i could put all my heart n soul into cooking that pot of congee if it was meant for ian. im so sad! time seems to past so slowly. how am i going to survive for another 30 days?

im missing you so badly my dear. =(

yea

OB exam. TR4. 2-5pm. 5questions. left at 450pm. 14pages of words = right hand pain.
left out 1 sentence for 1 point. argh!! didnt expect myself to write so much for OB. just kept giving tons n tons of examples. just throw in everything i've learned in OB. ahah.. received my new timetable after exam today. starting sch on the 14th of mar. dear is not back yet. but i'll get my results on the 14th. hopefully its either Bs or As. its a present for him. =)

tmr gotta start studying for HRMI. 2 days more and i'll be free.. should i work? or should i just relax? hmm.. my dear saw a beautiful sunset yday. he said that it was behind a mountain and it was damn nice. i was so happy and touched when he ended that msg with "i wanna bring you to see the sunset here one day". this sentence is so strong for me. even if i dun get to see this sunset in india one day, i'll still be happy because my dear's first thought was that he wanted to bring me there to see the sunset.

i miss you so much my ba ba. cant stop loving you everyday. =)

call from india

my dearest ba ba called me from india yday.. talked for a few mins coz others was waiting to use the phone as well.. not sure if dear has any auto roam yet coz he said there wasnt any reception. but after that, at night, he msged me n it was his singapore number. im so happy that i can talk to him! =)

studied a lot yday. couldnt sleep well, whole head was on today's exam. very very stress... i memorized everything already n understood everything. but im afraid that i'll get confused n might lead to a mind blank. i already did my best and i pray that God will do the rest. i kept testing myself while i was in sleeping mode last night. see the stress level when one aims for a grade A or B. headache headache..

i am missing you..

i miss you

sad mode

my dear baba has left for india. i think he's in india now. went to his grandma's house(2 units away from his house) yday evening for dinner. his grandma's bday. had yeemian, brocolli with mushrooms n abalone, kampong chicken, curry fish head, fried carrot cake and a big blueberry cake from prima deli. the food was nice but i was quite full already coz i had dinner before going there. his mum kept asking me to eat. after dinner, we went back for awhile coz ba ba had to go opp. to get his stuffs for india. then went home to cont. my anime. im addicted to it. after awhile, gotta go back to his grandma's house to cut the cake n take photos. talk for awhile, then went back to his house again where i watched my anime till 1130pm. left 13 more episodes. gotta wait for 33days more then can watch again.

stayed over at dear's house then we left at 4+am to the airport with his parents n bro. after that, his dad send his mum n bro home first then send me home. i felt quite bad coz it was like 1 big round, but his dad had to go somewhere near my area, so he could send me home. got home at 5+am n slept till 1+pm. dear hasnt msged yet. i miss him..

going to serangoon gardens later with my mum n jess. opening a standard chartered acct. wanna save save save for my overseas trips, marriage, etc.. hahh..

bedok 85

yea!! i finally tried the bedok 85's bar chor mee.. its nice!! went there last night bout 12+am with ba ba, his fren yk, celest, ahlan, elaine, ks, dakel, xiaokel n other bikers.. ordered a lot of food.. super full.. we left at about 2+am coz the bikers n the others wanted to go yishun dam. so me, ba ba, yk, celest n ahlan went home. got home at 3+am. then ba ba ate bird nest that my mum cooked for him. ba ba left at 5am after sleeping for awhile.. i miss him..

he's leaving tonight.. 445am gotta reach airport. leaving at 7+am. going his house tonight then leaving for the airport with them. better not cry!!

hi hi

im at my dear's house. in his room. n he's sleeping like a pig.

i woke up early this morning to make barley for him. coz im scared that the heartful cranberry shortbread i made for him is too dry. went century sq to get the photos. saw dear n his mum there and i immediately hide somewhere. coz i cant let dear know that im going to collect photos since its his vday present. lucky i saw him before he could see me. if not bo wei zhao (no place to run). after getting the photos, i immediately in flash speed, put the photos into the album one by one. then went to meet him. finally i could pass him all the presents which consist of: an abercrombie polo tee, mini photo album and 2 boxes of heartful cranberry shortbread. yea!!

his mum made toasted kaya n butter bread for me and fried carrot cake. nice nice.. =) his mum's making herbal chicken for dinner today. cant wait. saw someone eating it at the food court just now and i tot of eating that. im so happy today. did a bit of studying for OB. now kinda tired.. i want to use the toilet too, but dun dare to go out. =(

movie

15th feb: dear booked out n came to my house. he had to take a cab coz he took so many things back home for his india trip. super heavy man! well, he dun have to book in coz his army gave those who are going to india free off/leave days. so happy! we can spent more time together before he leaves this sun. anyways, we left home at about 10+pm to meet fen, wilson, elaine n celest in town to chill. went swensens for light snacks n drinks. dear n i shared deep fried mushrooms and celebrity brownie. ok only. then they decided to go zouk after that. so dear n i took cab home.

16th feb: went bishan to watch I not stupid too with dear. 1pm show. about 2hrs. was funny n sad. i didnt cry though but then.. hmm shant say. heh.. walked ard bishan then came home. dear left about 6pm coz i had to go out to buy his 3rd present. so obviously he cant be there right? got home at 11+pm just now. very tired..

17th feb: going out to get his 2nd half of the present and everything will be done!! finally i can give all the vday presents to him. really hope he'll love them. u better love them hor my ba ba! those who know what im giving to u say not bad, creative. 1 of my fren even wanted the presents to herself. hha.. cant believe im so creative and thoughtful. im so proud now. but really thank those who appreciated what im giving to ian. i think i'll be going to his house tmr to pass him the presents. n prob stay there to study for my exams which is next wk. can spent more time with him also. =) i miss u ba ba. love u, nights

a sad email

i rushed home n read it. tears just burst out when i was reading it. a best fren just chose to walk a sad n lonely road herself. she couldnt even bring herself to tell us, her bestest frens what is it about. i guess its been really hard for her to take it all by herself. i really pray n hope that one day, she'll tell us. right now, we can only wait and see how it goes.

her email: "Phyllis,in my life of knowing you, it was the 1st time I saw you sobbing so hard. Because you don't cry so easily,honestly,I was really happy that it was for me that you did.Each time when I thought of the scene,it just brought me back tears.You know,I've always been kinda pissed of the incident U rang me up,cried and I rushed down over to your place ,while later,U were on the phone with your fren and I was sitting by your side.But now,I've came to realised that because I was the one you wanted to confide in at that time,thus U chose to call me and not the rest. Though U have said the reason was because I was staying the nearest and the most convenient,but I have chosen to belief what I tot your reason was.
I'm seriously glad you're now happily in love,you've so finally found your true love! Though I have my reserves for Ian,I am truely happy for you. U might find this nagging,but please please please do learn to protect yourself. It will be the most wonderful thing if U can hold Ian's hand and walk to the end of time,but if fails,I'm sorry I canno be there for you. Throw away your weird perceptions and get on in life,it's the society I'm talking about. Try to have your say in life,being led by the nose is just gonna caused U to lose your respect in future."

surprise

from my dear again! his camp had nights out today coz its vday. n he came to my house to surprise me. heh.. im so happy!! coz we could be together for our 1st vday. =)

kissing under a full moon, dancing under a full moon and strolling under a full moon. sounds romantic aight? heh.. i love you my ba ba..

valentine day

to my dearest ba ba
happy valentines day
love rou rou.

kinda sad that we cant celebrate our 1st vday together. but as long as we are happy, everyday is a valentine day for us. there are many more valentines to come. so no worries! i love you my dearest mr poh.. muacks.. =)

eyes are closing

im so damn tired! went hougang green 24hrs mac at 1245am with the satellites. had a long, impt n emotional talk till about 3am. something big has come up n we all dunno what is it. beat went home after that. fen, elaine n celest came to my house to cont. talking till 5+am then fen send them home.
i slept after they left n woke up at 10+. gotta go out n get my ba ba's vday present. went hougang plaza then yck station then bishan. bought a long fishcake from feixiong for my brunch. then took 156 home.
1/3 of the present is completed. bought about 1/2 of the 2nd n 3rd present. this wk gotta get everything completed. pray that it'll work out just fine! i miss you my ba ba.

satellites

meeting my satellites later.. waiting for fen to come n pick me up. she's with elaine n celest.. im waiting.. im all ready, set to go! heh..

getting 1/3 of my vday present for my ba ba tmr. heh.. n getting part of the 2nd n 3rd present too.. cant wait to give him the presents n see the look on his face. =) i love you

last day of cny

we had dinner at my 4th aunt's house.. ate until very full.. had prawns, duck, sea cucumber, sotong balls, beehoon, soup, abalone, scallops, popiah, longan almond jelly with sea coconut. we even lao yu sheng. we collected 2 more ang baos! heh.. dear n i left abt 910pm coz he gotta book in. so we walked home, dear played sims n bathed. then we went yck. when we went down to the bus stop, the chingay parade went past us. wow!! a lot of ppl were there to see..

dear came at about 12+, 1pm today. n he gave me my vday present! i love it.. i opened my cupboard n saw it there. hah.. he made a photo frame for me. shall let u guys see the present. i love you ba ba.. i really dun care if the present is cheap or expensive. as long as u have the thought n heart or if its something u make yourself like the frame, or picking up the love seeds, i'll be very happy already.. i love you so much!

beppu menkan

had ramen for lunch cum dinner just now with my ba ba. it was quite nice but not spicy enough coz we chose only 1 chilli just in case. after that, walked to tanjong pagar mrt n went to suntec. wanted to go ben n jerrys but the place was full n the ice cream dun look fantastic. went carrefour to get my dried cranberry. then had this chocolate banana cake at secret recipe. only the banana part is nice. =) after that, went millenia walk to get goodies from this candy chocolate shop. took 70 home. my ba ba went home after sending me home. he's too tired..

i miss him.. 8 more days n he'll be in india. sigh..

fri

got only 17/20 for HRMI test 3. sad.. now my CA's only 27.5/30. gotta work hard for exams if i wanna score A or B for OB and HRMI. exams on 21st n 24th feb.

went mphosis sale yday at raffles place. bought a short skirt n a top. today then my sis bring home. coz she's using my mum's card to sign. so sign altogether. lucky never see much things i like if not gotta spent a bomb like last time's mphosis's sale where i spent about $100. this time only $30+. the clothes there are real cheap.. saw this skirt i bought for cny on 50% off lo.. damnit..

went beat's house early this morn to give her some presents with elaine, fen n dear. we left the present outside her door. its sort of like a vday present. hope she'll like it n be touched. they came at ard 2am to pick us up. fen drove her dad's merz. hahah.. so funny.. after beat's house, ks came to direct us to jalan kayu. dakel was there too. some bikers. chatted till quite late then ks's bro n cousin came also. we left bout 4+am. slept till bout 9 then dear went home. he's still sleeping now i think. =)


ba ba n rou rou

dilemma

should i get an n70? or k750i? or w900i? or just wait for n80? but my cousin said that n80 is like ard $1600 if its out coz the import one cost ard $1800. haiz.. i wan a big screen phone with 2 mega pix camera and can play wma song format. can anyone tell me what phone has these 3 points that i want?

gonna start on a mission soon. hopefully i'll have enough time to do it after class this fri. =)

OB presentation

was great! we got 18/20 for it. not sure how much we're gonna get for the report which is over 10. but the lecturer say at least will get 7/10. so at least we'll get 25/30 for overall. =) last lesson today for OB. sad man.. the teacher took a class photos of serious n crazy mode. heh.. waiting for his email.

got back my HRMI test 2 paper today. i got 19/20 again! im so happy.. having a make up lesson this fri morn for HRMI. so its like 10-5 all on HRMI. having the 3rd test for HRMI. no hopes of getting good marks for this test. dunno why.. gotta start studying prob the whole of tmr man.

i miss my ba ba. cant wait to see him. he's gonna give me a small present coz i got good marks for my test. =)

Ice Cube

met elaine at 950pm yday at serangoon garden. fen came quite late.. we went Ice Cube to chill. had this liquor ice blast minty coffee. not bad but the alcohol level wasnt that strong. elaine had this banana mocha ice blended drink. fen had root beer soda. we ordered 2 mozeralla cheese sticks and crispy cheese fries to share. their starters is damn ex man.. 1 plate of cheese sticks is $6 and there's only 5 sticks. cheese fries was quite small in portion as well. the bill came up to $34. expensive.. we left the place at 12+am. then went chomp chomp to sit n cont. chatting till about 2-3am. then went opp to the prata shop coz elaine wanted to get a drink. left at 4+am. shared cab home.. quite tired. but we had a very good time talking bout sec sch life, friends, ex bfs, current bfs, etc.. fun fun fun..

having OB proj presentation tmr. nervous now.. gotta prac later. printed all the stuffs already. colour somemore! a lot of ink wasted.. hopefully we'll get a high grade. stress level high!

i miss my ba ba.. he's having some training at lim chu kang area i think. might not be able to talk to each other for 3 nights coz there's no reception. if lucky then maybe can. but at least we managed to msg each other just now. i miss him so much.. i love you qing ai de ba ba!

compilation

sat: met dear at 3+pm at orchard. went wheelock place to find my photo album. but cant find those type that i want. went taka's cold storage to get mandarin oranges coz i forgot to bring for exchange when we go auntie jean's house. auntie jean (dear's dad's fren) came to pick us up from kovan station to her place for dinner. dear's aunt, uncle n cousins were there too. n his parents. had dinner, then talk talk. they played blackjack too. whole night was quite fun. though i never talk much coz it was the first time i saw auntie jean n her family, and dear's aunt, uncle n cousins. but just seeing them play n hearing what they say was fun enough. coz they were so funny.. esp dear's cousins, shimin n shiyan. we lao yu sheng as well. haa.. then they cont. to play blackjack after that.. played till about 12am like that then we all left.. auntie jean had 2 dogs. one golden retriever called Max and this small blur blur but cute dog called Wang Wang. hha.. dear drove and send me home. both of us slept at 2+am i think..

today: met dear at bugis station 2pm. coz i wanted to go bugis village to buy earrings and ICON. but well, didnt buy anything from there.. then we walked to suntec and i rem i wanted to get photo album from precious moments. dear bought that album for me and stickers. heh.. i love you!! went millenia walk to look ard then went home coz there wasnt any more place that we wanted to go. came home for a while then we went to Pow Xing for dinner with my parents n jess. ate until very full. came home at 8+pm. slack ard, dear went to bathe then i acc him to yck station. usual routine every sun. i love to acc him to the station coz i wanna see him more..

my beloved ba ba is going india in 2 wks time. he's going away for 33 days.. sigh.. i'll miss touching his face, hugging him, smelling him, kissing him, looking at him, holding his hands, talking to him, going out with him, eating with him... etc... tons n tons n tons more.. i love him so much!! 33 days better fly past in a flash if not i'll just stone there.. =(

i miss you my beloved ba ba!!

OB ppt

yday 4pm-9pm: did OB presentation slides.. goodness. took so long. everyone was so tired.. finally its done. left the graphics to be put in n our photos. slept quite early these few days. very tired man. my dear gotta do guard duty for his fren last night. so he didnt book out. haiz.. i miss him.

tonight, his dad's fren invited us to her house for dinner.

2006 chinese new yr

2nd day: went dad's 2nd sis's house bout 4pm.. left at 6+pm.. then went elaine's house. celest n ahlan went too.. had dinner there, nua ard, talk talk then went coffee club at somerset to meet beat at 1130pm. saw josephine with her friends too.. their table was just beside ours.. fen met us later coz she just came back from muar. 6 of us chatted till 5am then took cab home.. damn tiring..

3rd day: went ian's house to bai nian. got there bout 11am. left at 11+ to go fen's house. well, ian n i were the first to get there.. celest, elaine n beat came late. i guess was coz the previous night we stayed till so late. fen wasnt at home when we got there.. she had to go somewhere with her mum. last min thing. her parents are damn funny. kept laughing when we were there.. after fen's house, we proceeded to celest's house at ard 1pm. her mum cooked nasi lemak for us. ahlan, mervin, kelvin came after us.. ks came after that too. then followed by jianwen, herrick, bel n andy.. played after lunch till bout 4pm. the auntie who was the banker was very suay.. lost a few hundred to all of us.. ian n i shared n won $5 only.. coz we played small.. jianwen won the most man. bout $60+.. after her house, 13 of us squeezed into jianwen n bel's car to my place.. most of them left quite early.. left only ian, elaine, ks, beat and fen. watched narnia on dvd. mum went out to get dinner for us.. ate already, then slack ard. wanted to go chill but couldnt find any place to go. so stayed at my house to play taboo.. was damn funny the whole time.. ha.. they left at 12am like that.. so tired.. my dear stayed over.. slept after we bathed..

4th day (today): dear went home in the morning. then i went to bathe n went to tamp to meet him for lunch.. walked ard tm then went to this foodcourt behind Challenger for lunch. then took a bus to woodlands. went swensens to have Apple Crumble. quite nice.. after that, took train to yew tee coz my dear had to book in at 3pm.. so sad.. i miss him so much.. very tired now.. gonna go sleep first. guess tonight gotta start doing my OB presentation slides. i think tmr my group mates are coming my place to do proj.. till then.. i still miss my ba ba.. =)

happy chinese new yr everyone!!

its the first day of cny! time for visiting, eating, talking and collecting ang baos for those not married.. but dun fall sick ppl.. dun eat so much too, very fat ah..

most of my ang baos are collected on this day. hopefully i'll collect a lot. heh.. ive a lot in the recent years coz we helped my mum bao the ang bao. so we'll put in how much we want inside. the main source of ang bao comes from my mum. last time the main source was from my grandma.

sheena is still sleeping. the rest dunno go where.. think mum n jess's in church for service. dunno my dad got go not. dunno if zhiwei's in our house not. owells.. im up n awake!

i love my ba ba

steamboat

ate bout 10 scallops n abalone, 3 prawns, a few pieces of yam n a bit of liver n i was full.. didnt even drink the soup. goodness.. i love my 4th auntie!! she made pineapple tarts pastry for me.. without the pineapple. heh.. half a bottle but its good enough. its the thought that counts. =) left my grandma's house bout 10+pm. then went my dad's sis's new house at Dedap Place. very big house.. they were still packing when we went..

just mopped my sis's n my room. dried quite fast.. having slight stomachache now.. gotta bathe later n have my beauty sleep.. i miss mr poh.. but he never even msg me today! never reply my msn msgs also. he's gonna get it from me one fine day. tickle torture.. only know how to watch his Bleach. n maybe play games n eat..
=( my greedy boy.

still thinking of what to wear tmr.. which flare skirt? which top? haiz.. which shoes? i might be wearing my clancy shoe. heh.. tmr going dad's elder bro's house at clementi again. today went there for lunch steamboat. then going dedap place again. n going my grandma's place at night for dinner. yea!! i love going to my grandma's house. gonna see my aunties, uncles n cousins again. n most imptly, my grandma! i love my grandma. she's short n fat. so cute.. ;)

quite bored this eve. i still rem last yr, some of us went ray's house to play blackjack. i bought my sheridian there n it was like wasted.. nobody drank at all. all too busy playing. this yr, no programmes at all. my sis's went the "He Pan" with zhiwei. dunno their friends got go not. they left after the steamboat.

chinese new yr eve

yea!! finally the time of the yr has come again.. just that its too rush.. but owells, steamboat's coming my way tonight! all the scallops, liver, abalone, prawns n soup is coming to my greedy mouth.. =) cant wait

still thinking whether to go out to get my fox top.. or should i just give it a miss.. cant find any dentist today, so im not going for my scaling n polishing session already. haiz..

missing my qing ai de ba ba

big commotion

happened in sch today causing my afternoon class to be cancelled. quickly went home to see my dear.. went serangoon central to trim my hair for cny in the evening.. then went for dinner with my ba ba, mum n jess. then went 4th auntie's house to get soup..

hopefully can visit the dentist tmr n get some last min shopping.. i wan the fox top!

i miss my qing ai de ba ba.. =)

chicken rice

had chicky rice for lunch today. mum bought home for me. she took leave to cut hair n wash things. im so full now.. shitted n laosai so much before lunch. haha.. i gotta find time to trim my hair n go for dentist visit man. goodness.. tot today can, but gotta go sasha's house to do proj. tmr got full day of sch. haiz.. where to find time??!!

got to sasha's house at 4+pm.. added more things for the proj n we left at 6+pm.. i met my ba ba at causeway pt to have dinner then came home.. had korean food n tom yum mee hoon kuay.

white almond truffles

yea!! i finally got my white almond truffles cookies from v tea room. thanks to christine.. went there in the morning to collect, but the shop wasnt open yet. so went ms to shop ard first. shopping in the morning right after the shops are open is the best part man.. nobody at all! tried this sorta singlet top from fox. woo i love it! but they dun have the size i want. sigh.. after fox, called v tea room to check if they were open. lucky the person was nice enough to let me get my cookies before they open shop. she even let me sample some other flavours. hah.. was so tempted to get the Rose, Cranberry and Blueberry flavour! aaa.. but the cookies there are so ex.. bought 4 tins n 1 whisky mud jar from there already. owells, after buying my cookies, went to sch earlier to study for the test. bought chicken whooper jr to class to eat. test was ok. hopefully i get full marks or at least 19/20. i guess everyone knew how to do it.

dear came just now during his nights out. cooked scramble eggs with cheese n mushrooms for him. but it turned out to be a failure coz not enough olive oil, the eggs were like stucked to the pan. hahah.. after dinner, went ntuc to get drinks for cny. bought bubble tea n mua chi home too.. dear went to bathe n played a bit of roller coaster before we went yck. i miss my dear so much! he's so cute.. heh..

tmr most prob going sasha's house to do proj. =) till then, nights.

spring cleaning part II

ok.. im done with my room!! left a few stuffs on the floor which i dunno what to do with them. there's one box cover which i gonna keep, there are like 2 plastic trays that's empty coz i threw lots of things away. lots of tea candles on a tray which i dunno where to keep. that's almost all.. started cleaning at 1+pm n now im done! fast worker right? heh..the comp table was hard to clean man.. very very dusty! had to clean all the wires, floor where the table is, clean the side of the wall, etc.. finally its done.. n i feel hungry now! whole body's aching like mad man.. damnit

gonna go bathe soon n start studying. oh man.. hopefully there's enough time.. im happy (coz my menses's here, means cny i'll have no menses, means its a happy cny this yr!) so i guess got the mood to study.. wanna go for a scaling n polishing visit to the dentist before cny man.. so that i'll have clean teeth for photo sessions. heh..

i miss mr poh

spring cleaning part I

got home n watched some tv before cooking minced meat congee for jess, her fren n i. while cooking, did some cleaning of my wardrobe n shelf. gave a lot of my clothes to salvation army. tons of hangers free now. hah.. hopefully can maintain the neatness n cleanliness man.. my wardrobe n shelf is done today. tmr gotta pack my side table, drawers n comp table. n if im hardworking, maybe the upper cupboard too.. all my poly notes n books. heh.. oh ya! not forgetting i GOTTA study for my HRMI test 2!! wed's the test already.. dead meat

didnt meet my sasha n raziea today for proj. really gotta clean my room.. didnt have the mood to go out too. but they sorta finished up the whole proj already. n they're gonna do the presentation slides as well. feel so bad.. but they understand the whole cny spring cleaning stuff. so glad i have such great group mates. =)

my wk end

sat was quite an awkward day. rushed to meet nikki near circular market in tamp. my dear drove me there to meet her before going his place to see his parents. =) when we got to dear's house, got off the car, his dad was there already. coz he was in a hurry. a very sudden intro to him n he shaked my hand. haha.. ian's mum is nice too.. explained the story of the show on scv. heh.. she cooked porridge for lunch coz i was sick. had small oranges too.. after that, went out at 3+pm to go north bridge to find this shopping centre. but totally clueless to where it was, so ended up at riverwalk. had cake n ice cream at Ricciotti again. its really not great that place. we've decided to never go there again though the cakes there look nice. walked to liang court coz i wanted to eat Onigiri. walked ard the jap cold storage then went esplanade to try the cookies at the v tea room. then walked ard marina sq before AMK to wait for my parents n jess to pick us up for dinner. when we got home, dear played a bit of sims n rushed home to get his stuff n came back to my place again.

today: nua at home, dear build our house in sims. nice house. 3+pm went paragon, taka, had 1A curry puffs n sushi. went lucky plaza n back to taka's levis. finally, dear decided to get a polo tee n 2 boxers from levis. i know he was really pissed bout the whole levis voucher thingy. i understand. long story. haiz.. came back home after that n went balestier for bak kut teh with my family. came home, nua, bathed n went mrt station. my dear had to book in again. time passes so fast whenever we're together. feeling so sad bout it..

really really hope i'll have the mood to clean my room tmr. =) n gotta study for HRMI test 2 tmr. i wanna aim for full marks. hhaah..

i miss my dear so much!! i love you

the v tea room

the cookies they have are duper nice nice lo!! most of them are without eggs or butter n sometimes no sugar or low sugar. goodness.. so popular, only thing is the cookies are expensive. but the tin is nice. victorian style like that.. left with 2 flavours when i went down today. so bought that 2. i got this free voucher for tea. heh.. only the sales gal was very nice n friendly. she's called Christine. =)

feelin better today. having headache now. haiz.. n a bit of blocked nose still. kept having the feeling of puking.. tons of gas inside my body that needs to be released thru "puking". sound gross hor? well, most of my frens have already experienced my "puking" thingy. heh..

stressful day tmr.

im sick

urgh! woke up with a sore throat today, as usual. tot it will go away after brushing my teeth. coz it always works that way. but it didnt!!!! n it became more pain, followed by a blocked n running nose. damnit.. after lunch, felt like puking. well, i always have this feeling when i get sick. cant stand it.. kept eating strepsils and found out that im supposed to eat only 1 every 2-3hrs n cant exceed the stated dose. but i guess nothing will happen right? heh..

got back the 1st class test for HRMI today. got my desired mark 18/20! yea... but i managed to add 1 more mark coz the teacher didnt give me marks for one of my points. so i got 19/20 now! hah..

my dear ian msged me at 7+pm today n said he just booked out n he'll come to my place. after 1min, he rang the bell. =) his neck is still aching... gave him a long massage and his neck turned red n warm. goodness.. but at least its not that pain already. pray that his neck will recover completely soon.
i love you, miss you.

chinatown

had a great day today!! woke up very early n started cleaning my computer table. haha.. super dusty.. while cleaning, my darling came n started eating the cookies that i bought. =) then played Sims again.. slack here n there.. then we went chinatown to walk walk n have lunch. left home at 1+pm. first time eating at hawker centre together. had the famous porridge from maxwell food centre, fried fish bee hoon n sugar cane juice.. then went temple st to have dessert. mango with coconut ice and some "hei bai pei" dessert too.. =) then went hougang mall to get food for our dinner. got home at 7+pm like that.. im so happy today!! i love ian lots lots

bad afternoon

real bad.. haiz.. how i wished you were here for me. ='''(

late afternoon, went paragon with mum, jess n 2nd aunt to get jess's tops for cny and see mum n aunt's cny clothes.. i tried these 2 skirts that i like a lot.. but one of them too long. i love this green one but its $80!! for that material, $80 is a BIG NO NO man.. mum wanted to get for me, but i told her dun wan la.. not worth. so she bought this top from topshop for me instead. turquoise colour. heh.. simple top for casual wear. dun wanna waste her money. spent the whole day there till 7+pm then went marche to meet my dad for dinner. spent $70+ for 5 ppl. cheap cheap..

i just feel so sad out of a sudden.. wanna get drunk n forget about everything. but sorrows cant be drown!! someone just stab me!

i miss u badly

urgh

i made a bit of errors in one part of the qn! haiz.. kept thinking during the test till i got headache.. damnit.. can pass but i dun think i can get my desired mark of 18/20. hmm..

there wasnt any rain today! FINALLY i see sunshine.. heh.. feel like eating popiah from jianwen's dad's stall and chilling at some cafe.. aaaa.. having lessons 3 days in a row n studying for test is tiring man..

i miss ian

test

im having the 1st class test for HRMI today from 2-230pm! Mrs Hanoi giving us 1 qn each from each lesson. but we just gotta choose 1 from 3 qns. so can actually choose from one lesson n focus on it. but we all studied 2 lessons in case the one we focused on is difficult to do. gotta score man since this is part of CA marks. haiz.. stress.. gotta go watch some tv then cont. revising. hopefully can memorize everything n not get confused.. =)

i miss ian

jess bday

tues evening: dinner at amk. had crabs, deer meat, veges, mushrooms, sea cucumber, etc.. celebrate for jess's bday. 7 ppl: han family, ian n zhiwei. heh.. ate till super super full.. wanted to puke man.. came home for cake. lucky small slice only. goodness..

wed: Happy 12th Bday Jesslyn Han! i had sch from 10-5. damn tired man.. after that came home, shitted n went out for movie with mum n jess. Wallace n Gromit at bishan 7pm. bought mos burger n nachos in to eat. funny n nice show.. it was jess's bday present from my dad. took photo for my student card. then rushed home to watch the 9pm show. n off to bed..

today: sch 10-1pm. slack.. gotta study later for my HRMI test tmr. cooking minced meat congee again. =) i miss ian

happy hari raya haji

im awake at 133am.. why? coz i was playing Sims 2. goodness!! took so long to create a family and get a house. haha. but its so fun.. im hooked but i gotta go sleep.. nights everyone. n bonjour to those who are awake. =)

i miss you

our 5th month

yday afternoon: dear surprised me again!! haa.. he bought my fav Oyster Mee Sua for me to eat. heh.. bout 2hrs later, my mum then bought my fried fish beehoon home for my lunch. that was like late afternoon bout 5pm. owells.. shared with ian n jess. had roast beef, broccoli and soup for dinner.. super full.. played Sims for awhile, slack ard.. then went coconut grove with dear to chill. had Melon Melody, Red Star and Top shells. nice nice.. came home at 11+pm to 12am like that.. played SIMs till 2+am. hah.. then slept..

happy 5th month my dear. heh =) was playing Sims this morning n nua ard till afternoon before we finally bathed and got ready to go out. went jurong east for free movie King Kong. was 3hrs long.. some parts quite boring, some quite funny, some quite sad. sigh.. King Kong died.. haiz.. after that, last min decided to bring ian to try this soup at Soup Spoon at Raffles City Shopping Centre. had one regular size velvety mushroom stroganoff soup. thick with lots of mushrooms.. woo.. then went Curry Favor for late lunch n dinner. subarashi n shiokedelic!! the curry sauce is thick.. we ordered mushroom curry and spicy pork don. woo.. its comes with either a choice of salad and miso soup. well, obviously we took both. quite nice.. ate till we wanted to puke. hah.. took a bus down to heerens to buy havaianas slippers for jess's 12th bday on wed. heh.. chose a pink slipper with butterflies.

its my best buddy Janice's 21st bday!! happy bday babe... miss you so much..

in love with you

Jacky: Just a gentle whisper,
Told me that you're gone.
Leaving only memories,
Where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
So let me say them now.
I'm still in love with you.

Regine: Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me
And I'll be there
I'll be there waiting
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do

Both: Come to me now
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you

Jacky: Now we're here together
Yesterday has passed
Life is just beginning
Close to you at last
And I promise to you,
I will always be there
I give my all to you

Regine: Living life without you
Both: is more than i can bear
Hold me close forever
Jacky: I'll be there
Both: I'll be there for you
I will always love you
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like i do
This i promise
I will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer
Our love is forever
Holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now

Jacky: Love has found
Regine: Love has found
Both: A way

Regine: I'm in love
Jacky: I'm so in love
Regine: I'm in love
Jacky: Yes I'm in love
I'm so in love
Both: With you

i love it

i love the weather today.. didnt know when it started raining. but i felt that it was raining heavily.. lucky i decided to on the aircon last night. if not gotta wake up in the middle of my sleep to close the windows. i love to sleep in this weather. esp when u're under the blanket, sleeping on a fantastic bed with fantastic pillows n cushions ard you. so cozy!! i love it whenever i hear people say that my room is very cozy n not small. =)

been surfing the net for info for my OB proj. found quite a few links. quite proud of myself. at least its not last min's work. heh.. really hope i'll score distinctions for my 2 modules now.

nooch

woohoo... the nooch at paragon serves nicer food now.. got more varieties.. remembered last time i went with janice. didnt have much food n we just left without eating anything. owells.. went for dinner with my mum, jess n 2nd auntie. had tom yum glass noodles with seafood, seafood fried rice, mabo ramen (lots of mushrooms n minced pork) and fried flat noodles with beef. shiok!! ate till damn full.. haha.. went paragon shopping today. bought jess's cny tops n one more skirt. i love the skirt.. i can wear too but only can wear till the tummy area. i want hipsters. so no choice cant buy. haiz.. bought new bedsheets from aussino too. heh.. then sheena came to pick us up with biyi. hmm.. shiok day.. but i miss ian. how i wished he was there too. haiz..

DUN EVER WATCH

family stone! the story is weird.. its really weird.. linkless.. owells.. wasted money. went to watch a 00:15 show at bishan with dear till 02:14am. came home slept awhile then dear went home. tired man.. hopefully i'll be able to go to this place today to get something done. hopefully can find that shop. =)

sick?

havent been feeling well these 2 days.. stomach keep feeling empty, there's always this growling sound.. seems to have a lot of wind. keep having this "vomit cum burp" feeling. is it gastric flu? neck aching causing a bit of headache. i guess its coz i keep thinking of something. =(

im so freaking bored now.. i wanna go out.. been so long since i went out at night. miss watching late night movies. i havent watch Chronicles of Narnia. not even King Kong. urgh!! im such a sua gu now. goodness.. miss chilling out at night. miss suppers. haiz.. just shitted, can eat food again. supper? haha.. feel like eating oyster mee sua. heh.. all time fav. someone please take me out. heh..

oh, kelvin tan is on the macdonald's new ad. haha... still good looking. didnt know he can sing as well. only rem him as the wushu guy. now hip hop already. hah..

haiz..

what happened that you can't tell me? i dunno what's wrong with you. =(

rainy day

argh... i hate rainy days. its so inconvenient. gotta use umbrella thus causing it to be wet. n have to dry it later. stupid.. wore my clancy shoe out today n its wet.. drying it now under the fan. =(

discussed a bit of our OB proj during OB class. everything's fine.. teacher's super flexible when it comes to groupings n proj work. he lets us do what we want as long as the proj is bout HR. i like Mr Naidu.. heh.. shitted when i came home after sch. aha.. wanted to shit during lesson. but dun wanna miss out anything the teacher said. started 1st lesson on HRM1 today. teacher was nice too.. Ms Lok Hanoi. she looked so much like beat's mum. haah.. but HRM1 is more on theory for 1st 2 lessons. thus wanted to sleep esp. after lunchtime. ate too much too.. felt like "puking cum burping". heh.. class ended earlier today so hurried home. gotta fold clothes already.. byebye.. waiting for mr poh to come. not going out already coz he's tired. have a nice day everyone.

no sch tmr. yippy!! still thinking should i meet nikki tmr to collect my shoes. hmm...

new sch

930am: short orientation with Ms Doris
10am: OB starts. Mr Prabu Naidu(friendly, funny n nice teacher)
proj takes up 30% of overall results. exams 70%. im aiming 80% n above for exams. haha.. distinction here i come.. my 2006 resolution. =)
this malay gal Raziea n i had to give a short intro of outselves to the class. coz the rest knew each other from other modules already. yea.. only 1 malaysian guy in the class. the rest all china gals n local gals. ahaha.. owells.. mr poh u can relax right.. =) class was alright, kinda fun esp. the teacher. made a few frens, sasha, jenny, adeline n raziea. nice ppl. came home to make lunch (baked fish). still in the process of making. hadnt had anything yet for the whole day.

tmr got a long day. 10am-5pm. meeting mr poh after that for dinner n maybe movie. hhe.. i miss him. ;)

happy holiday

met dear at somerset mrt at 3+pm. went killiney road to have lunch. then walked ard heerens, went cine for tcc desserts, went taka to buy sushi home. got home at 7+pm. slack ard then acc dear to yck station. i miss you darling. =)

sch tmr at 930am.. excited bout it. think there's only 2 new students added to the current class. class ends at 1pm i think.

nye. happy 2006

went town to get my levis jeans yday. met up with adleen for awhile then she went to find her frens for dinner n i went to find mine too. went nydc at wheelock with celest, ahlan, kelvin n mervin. ate till damn full. then walked ard town, slack, nua ard, kept discussing whether to come my place for countdown or what. finally, beat came to meet us, then we all took cab to my place. andy n his cousin shaun came too. dear gave me a 1st surprise of 2006 when he appeared opp. the swimming pool holding some fireworks sticks. ahaa.. my sweetie boy. drank alcohol, played cards n talk till 3+am before they all left. damn tired.. woke up at 11am today, quickly bathed, mum came to pick us up to go church to find my grandma, 2nd aunt n jess. went kuishin bo for lunch buffet. goodness.. ate till wanna puke.. but the food is nice.. the desserts is yummy. =) walked ard suntec n saw huiwen. said our byes n saw her again with kinnard at levis. finally saw nard! havent seen him for so long. after that, took cab home n slept till now. my dear went home already. im starting to miss him.

im smiling so happily on e last day of 2005

12:30+am: i received my part 2 christmas present from my darling. =) he gave me a surprise again. hahh.. entered my house with my sis's help. he saw her downstairs coincidentally. owells.. haa.. i got my little twin stars necklace! im so delighted. i love my sweet boy.

going shopping today. yea.. anyways, its new yr's eve today!! happy new yr's eve everyone.. currently, i have no programmes yet. so feel free to call me up anytime for countdown only. countdown only coz i'll be shopping in the afternoon. =)

sigh

no light in my toilet since duno when man.. been bathing using a small torch light since long ago. lucky we bought that torch light in HK. been a good help.. though its only a small little light, but its still ok. still can bathe, p n s. but if i bathed earlier, it wouldnt be that troublesome, but due to my laziness, i managed to drag my bathing time to night almost everyday. hah.. unless im going out in the day. thats me =)

went compass pt today with jesslyn han. went to BK to have that chicken salad thats having some promotion lately. heard from elaine that the promotion is gonna end on 31st dec which is tmr. hadnt tried that yet so went to try today. jess had mushroom swiss double. shared the drink n fries from her meal. hah.. greedy me. walked ard cold storage n bought some stuffs back home. sch's starting next tues, person called up today to ask me to get there earlier for some short orientation. kinda excited for sch to start, miss schooling life. hope to meet great ppl. =)

going cny shopping tmr, most prolly with miss adleen if she can make it still. gonna get my sq cut jeans. yippy!!!! heeren card membership ends tmr so gotta hurry buy. hopefully can renew it man. 10% off at levis is quite a good deal. tried this green top from topshop yday. liked it but it was like $37 which is totally not worth it. n it was like 30% off already.. haiz.. kinda low cut actually, so quite good that i didnt get it in the end. well, fate..

ok, i think ive sorta made up my mind on n80. but its confirm gonna cost a bomb when its out. hopefully it will be out soon, preferably this coming jan 2006, so that by the time its may or june, the price would have dropped. ;) that will be my 21st bday present from my parents. ahha.. im gonna be rich when i turn 21. saving up the money to go overseas. prolly bangkok or phuket.

topshop

bought 2 boxers from topshop today. heh.. cute cute... bout $20 for 2. gonna get my patty anne slim sq cut jeans soon. prolly tmr or sat. =) aunt bought 3 packets of redcurrant puffs for me. went out with my 2nd aunt n jesslyn today. went scotts foodcourt to have lunch first. then walked ard taka n wisma. then went Xu Liu Shan for desserts. went isetan at shaw n wheelock too. kinda tired so we went home ard 6+pm.

i miss my dear. haiz..

some photos: 24th n 26th dec

24th dec. eve of christmas n fen's bday.
left: the cake. right:the satellites

left: the guys with e bday gal. right: the gift exchange presents

busy with their own presents.

left: heavy load. right: the old couple, elaine n ks

me n ian at east coast.



26th dec. dear's bday
presenting fisherman wharf. looks rundown. they have no cash register

our number. dear waiting for his food.

thats me. =)

left: dory fillet $6.50. left set lunch with drink $9.50

the sauces. curry mayo, honey mustard n tartar. free


at Ricciotti

acting kewl.

dear with his baba($8) n sofiato($8.90) cakes. sad that the cakes are gone.

junk

ate lots of junk food yday. haiz.. ate some chocolates, ham, a packet of twisties, pumpkin kuay, some rice, soup, vege n fish. went out at 9+pm to meet the satellites in town. went to this cafe at cine. something bistro.. ordered drinks n one salad. the salad is not nice.. its very spicy n the veges were bitter. service there wasnt that great too. beat complained this waitress. me n dt felt bad. n the waitress came to apologize to us when she served us drinks. oh man.. anyways, stayed till quite late then xiaokel n ks came to find us. then went mongkok dimsum for supper. i didnt eat. too full.. got home at 3+am. slept till 12pm today. still tired now.

happy bday to my darling!!

came to my house early in the morning. played some games while waitin for me to bathe n get ready. went fisherman wharf at clarke quay for lunch followed by desserts at Ricciotti. went to dear's fren's aunt's house to get his presents. then walked ard bugis n ps. had to go home early coz he had to book in at 8pm. haiz.. came home to slack n sleep a bit then went yck station. dear got range at 5am tmr to wed 2am. haiz.. army army army..

merry christmas to all

had fun yday. didnt go to my aunt's house for dinner. i was nuaing at home.. bathed kinda late. after everything was done, took a bus down to AMK with darling to meet xiaokel n ks. waited for celest to come also. den drove down to airport while ks was riding bike. cant stand ks man! went to open the car door while we stopped at the traffic light. we had to lock the door so that he wont have any more chances to open again. argh! got to the airport quite late. beat, elaine n fen was there already. felt bad to let the bday gal wait. had thai food for dinner. wasnt that nice n service was damn bad.. super slow n blur staff. waited very long for our food to come also. haiz.. had log cake as the bday cake. something diff. then went to some wulu place to exchange presents. haha.. n it was photo sessions. after that, went east coast to chill. left at ard 2am. kinda tired. was talking to darling till 6+ this morning then we slept till 2+pm today. woke up n eat, open presents. hah..

merry christmas eve n happy bday

tis' the season to be jolly.. my fav festive season!! merry christmas eve to everyone!!

my fav song: feliz navidad (sounds like my name ;)

feliz navidad,feliz navidad, feliz navidad prospero año y felicidad

feliz navidad,feliz navidad,feliz navidad prospero año y felicidad

I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas from the bottom of my heart

I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas,
I wanna wish you a merry christmas from the bottom of my heart
3x

feliz navidad,feliz navidad, feliz navidad prospero año y felicidad

feliz navidad,feliz navidad,feliz navidad prospero año y felicidad

its my satellite 5, huifen's 20th bday today!! Happy Bday!!

supper

cine get tix, no nice seats for chronicles of narnia. -> went geylang for supper. -> dage called n came to join us. stayed there till ard 4am. -> dage's own new condo. -> 5+am left. -> mr poh send me home n stayed for awhile. 7+am left. -> i cont. to sleep till now. slept till my legs were numb. damn painful.

most prolly going to my aunt's house for christmas dinner in the evening. then gotta rush down to airport for fen's bday n christmas countdown. dunno whats the plan after that.. planless, clueless, programmeless..

my twin stars

i've come to a conclusion.. little twin stars is super duper ultra cute!!! oh my goodness la.. the more i see their pics, the more i want their necklace.. i want a little twin stars necklace!! but i wan the pendant to be those metal kinda material then got a expensive look. ive changed my mickey minnie mary janes to a little twin stars one. ahhah.. i love them..

christmas shopping part 2

im back! finally.. im so tired from all the walking.. was kinda crowded in town today, but still ok la.. no need to squeeze until so jialat. left home at 4pm. -> YCK station -> orchard station -> far east's sidewalk 10 shop. -> shilin stall for oyster mee sua -> BK for jess's breakfast cum lunch cum tea break. had my mee sua in BK too -> pacific plaza's stussy n ripcurl shop -> bus 7 to bugis, meet nikki to get jess's christmas mary janes -> bus 133 to suntec for jess's cny skirt, not nice, in the end bought 2 girly pinky necklaces from the shop -> walked to purvis st from suntec, took 32 to riverwalk -> clarke quay station -> sengkang drop cheque -> 159 home sweet home.

saw aezoh n jeanette in bus 133. they were like sitting behind us. jess got a shock when aezoh called her name. haha... i couldnt recognize the both of them. was in a hurry to get to suntec.

christmas shopping part 1

12+ ->1pm: went out. heavy rain. yio chu kang station -> taka -> paragon -> heeren -> raffles place change alley -> zhiwei came n send us home.

taka: pink panther christmas hat. sushi from cold storage. fried rice onigiri, shiok!! present for dar.
paragon: 2 skirts for jess's cny clothes.
heeren: fen's bday present.
raffles place: tried lots of clothes from mphosis. chose 2 skirts n 4 tops. hahh...

gotta go out tmr again to help dar. buy christmas exchange present. haiz.. still dunno what to get.. sigh.. having a slight headache now. must be the rain. walked under the mild rain while we were in town. tired from the walking too..

christmas shopping

list:
-ian's bday n christmas presents
-fen's bday present
-zhiwei's bday n christmas presents
-my christmas present
-1 tube top

better get it done by today.. off to bathe.. gonna go out n grab the stuffs!!!! better get out of my way big crowds.

oh no!

i havent gotten any presents for christmas!! im dead.. hopefully can wake up early n head to town early tmr to find stuffs. pray that the crowd's not there that early. hmm... hopefully can get all christmas shopping done by tmr.. fri gotta go down to bugis village to find nikki to collect my shoes. hopefully she can get 2 pairs done by fri. if not gotta find another time n day to meet again. n im starting sch soon, might be going JB also. n i havent thought of what bday present to get for fen!!!!! aaaa... her bday's on 24th, yea eve of christmas.. she's gonna get lots of presents. heh.. hopefully. havent gotten bday present for my dar also. his is on the 26th. so i gotta get it quick.. this yr been quite rush.. everyone seems to have no time for shopping. i havent even gotten any cny clothes man.. goodness.. hectic is the word for this yr end. think im gonna receive my pay cheque tmr. gonna save up part of it for my overseas trip next yr. gonna go sleep.. tired..

mr poh came to my place today. supposed to meet at bishan for movie n dinner. but i had bad stomach cramps. couldnt go out. so he came to my place for dinner instead. met him at the bus stop. bought some kit kat chocolates for him. the new flavour. small small one. haha.. chocolate noir n the wine flavour. tasted quite weird, but hmm still passable. he played games with jess as usual.. ate, drank, bathed. then i acc. him to yck station. cant wait for his hols!! hehhe..

nights everyone..

a miracle

i really wanna thank God from the bottom of my heart!! i prayed everyday n He heard my prayers. i had to make an impt decision today. either this or that. a big dilemma. but he showed me a miracle in time. n thus, ive made a decision. i really wanna thank Him for everything He has done though ive had many sins. You're just so willing to forgive whatever sins ive made all this while. thank You Lord! =)

im going to

my grandma's house later!!! yea.. havent seen her for so long. 2nd aunt asked if i wanna go with her later. of course man!!! waiting for what.. think im bringing my broccoli n carrots there to make my lunch. hahah... just shitted out what i ate yday i think. feels good to shite. feel lighter. hhah.. n yea i think ive really dropped 1kg from last wk's dieting. shall cont. this wk. =) have a nice day everyone.

=))

sun: was at home the whole day till dinner time. mr poh came to my house to surprise me again. haha.. thought he'll only book out like mon(which is today) morning. lucky he got here in time. coz i was going out with my parents n jess for dinner. ahah.. so mr poh went with us. got to try the new mushroom burger at carls junior. ahha.. i had roasted chicken 6 inch bread at subway. was just opp. carls junior. lucky wasnt chased out or what. then walked ard suntec then went home.

today: woke up early, went hougang ave. 8 to get jap. scallops n some barley stuffs then came back to the ntuc to stock up our fridge. made minced meat congee with jap. scallops n egg. just nice had 4 bowls for me, darling, jess n zhiwei. they said it was nice. hahah.. i made barley too. had to clean up the kitchen, wash the bowls etc.. was tired today. but very happy that i made lunch today for everyone. last time i only know how to wait for the food n wash the dishes after meals. during this holiday, i really learnt a tiny bit of cooking. i shall explore more n cook nicer stuffs next time. im a happy gal. was very full today so i skipped dinner. shitted a lot too.. anyways, after today, i love mr poh wen hao ian more!!!! i know he'll always share my unhappiness n happiness with me. i just cant stop loving him! =)

i've finally..

gotten my christmas gift exchange present!!! yippy.. hahah.. thanks to lindy for that idea. =) unisex about $20. hah..

did some invoices today for my dad's office. easy job. ;)

went out with my dar. to bugis n town. we shared yong tau foo. n some "yu bing" and "toufu". healthy couple. we had one fried rice onigiri each also. not bad. from bugis's cold storage. $2 for 2. =) went to town after bugis. couldnt find anything to buy. siansation. then bought one oyster mee sua n one mushroom n cheese crepe to share. drank coconut juice too. quite full today. coz i had one fish burger for breakfast. luckily our lunch didnt have any meat stuffs. gonna make some boiled broccoli n carrots tmr. hopefully some sweet potato to shite out what i ate today. hahah.. gonna sleep soon. kinda tired.. waiting for my hair to dry.

i miss my darling. he got some range thingy in camp tmr. mon then can book out again. he's sleeping in camp tonight.

good?

breakfast: 1 blueberry tart from delifrance
lunch: baked fish n a bit of curry flavour twisties
tea break: 1.5 apples
dinner: dong fen n cabbage
supper: ??

congrats

to my dage n kenneth n. for getting into air force sch! woo.. pilot pilot..

went airport last night to pick my dad up with my mum n jess. bought some delifrance tarts back for today's breakfast. saw 2 of my cousins from my dad's side too. they came to pick their mum. their mum n my dad went hainan island for holiday. as usual, i dun talk to them. im not close to anyone in my dad's side. only have one of my cousin's no. owells... i love my mum's side the most. heh.. then my dage called to look for ian. hah.. chatted with him for awhile.. he was so happy about getting into air force sch. heh.. congrats.. his wish has come true.

anyone who have these 3 songs, please please kindly send to me when u see me online. thanks a million.
cranberries - dreams
rebecca lavelle - did i tell you
gregorian - only you

for you

happy 20th xiaokel!!

left grapevine at 1+am. then went changi to see "gals". got home at 3am. damn tired man.. woke up at 9+ this morning. haiz...

breakfast: 1 "wa gou kuay". 1 cup of fruits n vege yoghurt drink. =)
lunch: boiled broccoli n carrots. 1 cup of fruits n vege yoghurt drink. =)
tea break: 1 "wa gou kuay". =)
dinner: boiled broccoli n carrots. a bit of curry with 2 pieces of bread. =)

pasta mania

had a nice dinner with my darling just now. we had marinara cream sauce, al funghi cream sauce, garlic bread, minestrone soup n lemon tea. $19.70. nice nice.. they gave lots of squid, a bit of clams n 3 prawns for my marinara. haha.. i love linguini more than spaghetti. dunno why. spaghetti sounds n looks fat to me. ;) sorry darling, i know u like spaghetti. hheh

waiting for xiaokel to come pick me up to go grapevine to meet the rest. he doesnt know we're giving him a surprise countdown for his bday. hehe... hope he's happy n touched.

i miss my dar.

minced meat congee

ahha... i successfully made minced meat congee with scallop n egg. woo!!! shiok... delicious.. its really like congee. sticky soft kind. jess liked it too. haha... im a cooking expert now. slacking at home has its advantages too. haha.. tmr im gonna have boiled brocolli coz jess is going to her fren's bday party. think i dropped 1kg from my dieting plan. =)

sucks man.. my v200 is spoiled again!!!! argh.. this time, i can receive calls n msgs. i can also call out n msg. but!! a BIG BUT!!! the screen is blank n white. i cant see what i typed. i can only know if im calling the right person from the external screen n who is calling me. oh no!!!! lucky fen is lending me her spare nokia phone for the time being. thinking should i just get n70 or wait till next yr for my bday to see what phone is available. hmm.

meeting my darling later at causeway pt for dinner n window shopping. gotta find a unisex present for my gift exchange next wk. goodness... some of them already bought it. haiz.. meeting beat n co at grapevine to chill out at night. yea.. ;) too bad dt not joining us. =(

hello

i realised i can cook well. i made baked dory fish today. 3 pieces. well, i did call my mum n ask bout the marination part n how long do i have to bake the fish. but she did not tell me exactly how much soya sauce, pepper n sesame oil i need to use. i used my own instinct. n it turned out nice. jess ate it all up n she said it was nice. hha... im so impressed with myself!!!!! hehh... on sun, i made minced meat porridge with scallop for the first time too! hhaha.. coz mr poh was having stomach cramps. so i had to make porridge for him. owells, he said too salty, heavy salt taste, porridge wasnt too 'lan'. must make more congee kind. yea.. next time i'll make even nicer one. muahahah

started my dieting yday. ate veges, fruits n a bit of plain porridge. today had dory fish, 2 pieces of wholemeal bread with half a piece of ham, veges, plain porridge n 1.5 pieces of luncheon meat. yea.. havent had fruits. coz all the fruits are gone. gonna go grocery shopping tmr with jess. =)

fri 9th dec

was our 4th month. =) mr poh came to my house in the morning to surprise me. n cooked for us japanese curry rice. was nice. jess liked it. =) darling n i went to clarity cafe at purvis st for dinner. had chicken ballotine, sirloin steak, salad, soup, mango tango, barley, tiramisu n butter & bread pudding. was nice but not fantastic. then walked to clarke quay, boat quay, riverside n mohd sultan area. got back home ard 1am. mr poh gotta wake up at 5am coz of guard duty on sat 7am to sun 7am. poor thing. he had stomach cramps too. haiz..

went town with sheena yday. finally met up with nikki to collect my clancy mary janes. heheh... she's so style n pretty. met up with my mum, aunties n grandma at starhub centre for dinner. then my uncle send us home. first time in the new honda odyssey. big n shiok 7 seater.

today: my poh is still having stomach cramps n a bit of fever. haiz.. came to my house after duty n slept till afternoon. ate diff. sorts of medicine for the stomach still a bit pain. made my ai xing barley for him. ;) pray that he'll be fine soon. i love u darling. =)

yea

just got my pay cheque!! hehe.. not a lot la.. only got paid for 8 days of work. i'll receive the other 3.5days on the 21st i think. now im jobless.. wanna save up the money for my trip next yr. ;) gonna go bank in NOW!

=(

bad day last night. only qiuying knows. haiz.. the whole matter was shocked then disappointment then sad. ='''(

anyways, ive decided not to get a loco cam. was a bad idea in the first place. thanks to yingzy n my sis for discouraging me to get it.

got my shri timetable yday. quite slack.. the course says sch daily from mon-sat, 10-5. but its not.. its like 2.5days a wk only. from jan to mar, there's no sch on sat. yippy!!

last time

back from mediacorp for lih fen to sign my timesheet only. one last time at the canteen. took a long walk to take 156 home. route was a bit shorter from the first day of my work. perspired so much. bought food from the malay store n my liang teh. miss the work place. didnt see any stars today. owells.. im gonna go back to eat soon. hehh..

my new clancy shoe.. finally!! but i havent collect it. heh..

sleeping day

mr poh's always tired on sun. cant bear to wake him up.. so just let him sleep.. make sure he's covered up in the aircon room. decided to make barley for him. dun wan him to fall sick in camp. always sleep in on sun. too tired to go out. dinner with family every sun. went compasspoint just now for dinner. mr poh bathed after we got home then i acc. him to yck mrt station. gonna see him this fri. going to miss clarity cafe with him. =) cant wait to put that chicken stuffed with mushrooms into our mouths!!!!! *we're greedy, we love great food*

went town yday to meet fen n co. they decided to go waraku for dinner. but i just went there not long with adleen n ian for her bday lunch. so decided to skip n went to find my sis n zhiwei instead. had ebi burger at mos. then met celest, ahlan n his two other frens kelvin n mervin first. we walked ard then went cine to find them after their dinner. but they went arcade to play. so the 5 of us went to chill at tcc first. in the end, when they were finally done with their playing, 5 of us decided to go home already. so actually, didnt really do anything with them. haiz. celest n i bought a tiramisu for frankie yday. the cake looked damn nice in the box. gonna get one for my darling soon. =) frankie is going back to hk tmr. haiz.. so fast.. didnt really catch up with him much this time round. miss his mouse face, his nonsense, his jokes, our hand game.. not sure if he's ever coming back to singapore again. but im sure he will. looking forward to that day when mr mouse will come to singapore.

last day of work tmr i guess. nothing more to do.. finally can rest more. but wana find another job. got bout 3+wks more of holiday. still can earn money to buy more things. gonna start christmas shopping soon after sheena finishes her exams this fri. till then.. nights ppl. have a great wk ahead..

im so tired =(

fri 2/12: 8pm dinner, serangoon blk 204. ppl: me, dt, fen, beat, wilson, frankie n john. $112. -> proceeded to grapevine to chill. 1+am left. -> mr poh came to pick me up. send dt home first. den we went cine for harry potter. too much time to spare before the show, so walked ard orchard, mr poh had subway. then we went for our 315am show - 545am. mr poh fell asleep. =( ->6+am got home. -> mr poh left at 7+ this morning. (super detailed hor? ;))

today: whole day tryin to sleep, transferring songs to the zen for mr poh. gonna go get ready soon. meeting fen n co in town for dinner n chill out session again. chow